The Problem with the Christian Church

 

Mat 12:43-45

In order to understand this Essay, please read Stand Up! First. I wrote that 5 Stansa Poem for a reason, choosing 5 male characters from Naruto Shippuden, I knew, who would never pass the muster in Today's Church, which is filled up with the Brothers Boanerges; Peters and Sauls corrupted forms, before they understood the Cross. Those will never overlook the corruption of those 5 to see with the eyes of Barnabas, what they could be in Christ! Halleluyah!

I could have chosen some female characters too, but that would have made it to bloated, because peoples attention span in digesting such uplifting exhortations is limited. But the Church lacks mighty men in Christ, who would dry the tears of the Harlot and console Hanna in front of the altar, not more girlpower emancipated Karens, who like Cows of Bashan, like to roll their eyes; drink the wine of Jezebel and snub in their VIP lounge, looking down on the church; making god damn sure, no Sansa nor Arya Stark gets to molest the will of Cercei Lannister, while she's fucking around with her brother Jaime and bicker with Tyrion, who is more witty and more loved by dad! Women have already plenty of champions, like Korra; Katara; Jinx etc. they don't need more uplifting. Its the men, who need counceling, lest they be smothered to cucks, like Will Smith, who due to his career, can't even condemn his adulterous wife,. While receiving his awards!! But that's neither here nor there. I wanted to talk about those 5 I chose, why they are despised in today's church, and why Jesus would love them!

Kabuto

Kabuto was a young promising shinobi, who grew up in a foster care, having healing properties, which made him really valuable in Narutoverse, because that skill was rare, and mostly shinobi died, due to awesome skill overload. It highlights the founding of the Red Cross, which made battlefields almost humane and bearable. His caretaker was also a shinobi, working for the Root, who was sent to a mission, threattened with his “son” she cared about Kabuto, who was sent out as a spy. When they had served enough, they there pitted together, and Kabuto ended up killing his own “Mother”. After that he went from battlefield to battlefield, infiltrating factions, to serve a dubious purpose, there his own agency was null. Until he found Orochimaru, that evil genius, who's charisma made him fall in love as a disciple and agent, where he for the first time, could believe in something greater than himself.

Naruto encountered him at the chunin exams, playing that geek, who flunked the exam 6 times, so he could be close enouogh to Sasuke Uchiha, the next target of Orochimaru. And to stage a coup against the leaf village. Later he became one with the dead reans of Oprochimaru, who was killed by Sasuke himself, hwo had become his Masters chosen disciple, to uphold the legacy. Bruce Lee would not have agreed to such sentiment, of loosing your path and loving your master too much, because you should find your own path, after studying Martial arts. Not become the copy of your Master. What if he's wrong somewhere! But I digress, After he was brought back from his madness through a counter jutsu, specially designed to punish strong Uchiha, he could be that Kabuto in the orphanage again. You got to love the authors character development, what made a villain, and gave him real reasons, why he would be so fucked up and fight the good guys, not the usual lets be evil. That's how evil scientists are born. And that is all the Christian church these days shall see. A Mad scientist or a potential rogue agent, who's loyalties can't be trusted. Although one of the Disciples of Jesus was a zealoth and another betrayed him, being a grifter. They would never see the healer or Keanu Reeves in him, who could play different roles to the youths of today. Because then you think about it, Kabuto gave wholesome and constructive advice then being together with Naruto, pretending to be a student attending the exam.

Sasori

Sasori lost his parents to white fang, the father of Kakashi Hatake, who later killed himself, for valuing his team mates life over the mission. Being raised by his villages most renouned pupeteer, who was his grandmother, he quickly found out, that puppets make poor company, because , then you're happy, your strings detach and they fall dead to the ground. You can only move them, then you're cold and calculating. That's again the genius of the author on creating the image of a Genius prodigee, who is constantly bored in his village, because nobody can match his skill in puppeteering. He even murders his own friend and makes him a puppet, because of him being a brash foolish melee fighter, who charges into the action, like Naruto with little self regard. Naruto at least had the kyubi sealed into him with healing properties. So Sasori poisoned his friedn dead with that arteficial arm he created, having a hidden short sword inside, to increase his prowess in puppeteering, and also so he wouldn't get hurt, then he would loose another loved one, like a friend.

Later he joins the Akatsuki, who could respect his talents more and ends up killed, when Naruto and his team come to rescue Gaara, the jinjuriki of the Sand, who was captured and killed due to the demon inside. After that he became a puppet himself, resurrected by Kabuto and a farce of his past grandeur. The church would never want such a game master amongst them, who could see through their petty plays. They would absolutely be mortified of him running away with the circus or the choir. Even though he has strong leadership skills and can understand the pitfaslls of misplaces allegiances. Precisely because he was such a menacing foe in Narutoverse, he would serve Jesus well! A Walking Orchestra in one person, who cold make a fine bishop or deacon like St Steven.

Sai

Sais problem is, that hes a Zealoth, who was tasked with the assassination of Sasuke Uchiha by Root, whos agent he was. As such, he had no true name or face, having to fight his sick brother, who sacked his life, so little brother could move on. A Technique to gain fierce soldiers. For instance the Demon of the Mist was raised the same, and loved killing so much, that he killed his entire class to be promoted. He was constantly vigilant, like the woke teach now, until she met Naruto and genuinely tried to understand what love and friendship meant – totally foreign concepts in his station. He also was the child, who saw the emperor nude, about the unfairness, how Naruto was morally bullied by Sakura Haruno, who was still in love with Sasuke Uchiha, who betrayed the village to walk with Orochimaru. Sakura never acknowledged the love, what Naruto had for her, while he matured, not understanding, what torment she put him through. And since Sai had limited mental capacity for not using his emotions much as a fighter of Root, he still understood, how fucked up it was. Later he married the best friend of Sakura, Ino Yamanaka, another girl, who had the hots on Sasuke, but got over it better. It was a wholesome arrangement, that the author didn't leave the florist alone, who's special skill was taking peoples bodies over and mental transmission of information. But who was a Jack of all trades and had to study medicine under Tsunade in order to refine her families technique. I'm happy that the quiet kid got a break, which was not there in his missions and work. Precisely because he's so quiet and has no shine like David Wilkerson or C.S Lewis; Charles Spurgeon; Billy Graham, people either knew nothing to expect of him, or just would be sussed out, that he's an FBI operative sent to molest the Republicans. The more he writes and does his thing, the more he suffers. But he could write the schedules of the church and keep the different workshops up to date. He would probably be good in writing bulletins and short poems, to soothe the mind. Being a fighter of Root, he has the profiling skills of a covert operative, much like Kabuto, while being more grounded. He could keep the corruption away, so the old and young foxes cant infiltrate the church. He would know, what loosing or not having a face really means, so he would be a great diplomat in soothing potential discourse and frictions in the church.

Gaara

Being the jinjuriki of the Sand village, he was raised believing, that nobody loves him. As such he grew up as this cold sociopath, who only cared for himself. Fighting Rock Lee, the student of Might Guy, the famed user of the eight inner gates, he did defeat that challenge, but not without encountering true friendship and love, he couldn't comprehend. Later he was defeated by Naruto, who gave him a new puurpose, lost his life, then the Akatsuki came for his demon, and got resurected, then the grandmother gave up her life, by bringing him back along with Narutos help. Before all that, he was the monster who cried. Every time he wasted to play with his contemporary children, those run away, due to him being the jinjuriki. It was similar to Narutos tale, which is the reason, why I didn't wanna include him here, also his bubbly brash nature would welcome him in any church. Naruto was the Light, then Gaara weas darkness. The Church would only see a selfish person, who only has ulterior motives for himself, not somebody, who has overcome them, or could overcome them at a later time. They don't want to invest in such a character, to be told: “I told you so, he has a demon inside, what did you expect!” Such people, with a dark past, like the Harlot, who got seven evil spirits cast out by Jesus, they seldom get invited in. But he would be a great Sunday School teacher or the wingman of the Youth pastor. He could talk to them about his shortcomings, and that would breach the gap between generations. People could relate to him in so many ways, it would be a wholesome thing indeed. Many people who suffer, because of the drugs; or the booze; or the women; or the something else what is condemned by society. This is the reason, why Gaara can't come to church, because Judas Iskariot; Peter; The Boanerges Brothers and Saul wont let them!!

Itachi

Itachi Uchiha, the genius Shinobi, who had it all, but ended up killing his own family and loved ones and betrayed his village, in order to be the scapegoat, who averts the fight between the Uchiha clan and Konoha village. Later he joined the Akatsuki to bodge a plot to bring back both Obito Uchiha, who was being played by Madara Uchiha, who was played by Kaguya. While people don't normally like this kind of mind games, because it seemed like red conning the agency and stakes of both Madara and Obito, it touches a key detail. You think, you're the Mantis stalking the Cicada, while being trounced by the Oreol. Or the famous church scene, there multiple assassins plan to collect their hit. That's the cost of being the mastermind. You think you're playing all games, but you might being played instead. It also highlighted Itachis genius and tragedy, in understanding all of this and sacrificing himself so his little brother would have a world to live in. All the plots and schemes, because he couldn't believe, that their family could be redeemed. He was the only resurrected corpse aside from Madara, who had a plan, how to overcome the control of the resurrection jutsu. He would be yet another intellectual, who wouldn't be trusted in the Church, because, people can't know, how to control him. What if tries to go full Prophetic Spirit and Voice and tears down the entire church you built up the last 40 years, which can happen by the way. Nobody wants such a hatchet man around, even though Jesus has a place for him still, just as he was able to convert Saul into Paul. Itachi would be a wonderful prophet to keep the church on the straight and narrow. He would know the difference, wheter to hit something with a Fireball or snipe it behind a boulder. He could discern sin very well being great help, whether he is pastor himself, or being of aid.

Those there my two cents. My ten cents are for free, but what do you say, fellow Christians! Do you want to follow Christ and raise his banners and Kingdom, or do you rather raise your voices; inflate your Egos and erect lofty mansions to dwell there, so people could see, how Christian you are! Godspeed and walk in Grace.

Stand up!

 

Still Standing

1.

I'm calling you, Kabuto, remember your name;

all your past trials and vows, like St. Peter –

Jesus knows you. Be the agent in the game;

those, who have forgotten their face, cower lame.

Then fame more important, than having a sweater.

You shall charge and not falter, none your betters;

like Nimrod of old, ruling many cities tame.

2.

Listen, Sasori, you're not alone. Your strings tangled;

and motley puppet shows, there not in vain.

Jesus knows your name and birthright gamble –

He shall give you Friends, who don't abandon in jungle;

a Family which cannot perish in War. Behold, Saint –

take up your cross and follow me. Those, can't faint,

who have Providence in me. Stand up my warding Angel!

3.

Sai, Sai, don't despair under your mask and ink, you have a fate;

it's not too late, to come out of the shadows, and stand in the Sun!

Your tears and tribulations, have ascended to Heaven, mate;

be brave, find solace in Jesus, for you're invited to Supper, fight.

Be the older brother, many have lost, find the missing, shunned;

who still wander fatherless in this world, there the vultures pun.

You're like Manna from Heaven, the bread what shall not blight!

4.

Those, who dwell in the sands of time, Gaara, are not lost;

Jesus has not forgotten you, nor your path cast away!

Even then a thousand rise up to challenge; who host

Masses, but cast no demons out but their Pride most.

Be vindicated, young Prince, not a Monster nor prey;

in Christ you'll be the Victor, none of your paths delayed!

Stand up, and offer to the Lords servants a toast!

5.

Itachi, don't despair, you can follow a leader, who dost ensnare;

He's yoke is light to bear, his council easy to redeem.

He will put you in a lush Garden, at peace. No Raven dares;

no wolf nor badger hustle to and through to your mares.

Catch the young foxes, lest they eat the roots, of My Wine-yard, Heed;

You're not lost in the mist and under the leaf – be Free!

Jesus calls you, his beloved Son, today He fostered you, take care!!

Don't call me Good

 

Mark 10:18 Why do you call me good. Only God is Good!”

This is one of the most misunderstood statements of Jesus Christ. One reason, why so many hypocrites wanna eat humble pie. The problem is human interaction and psyche. The moment you start thinking, that you're good, you stop improving. Because why improve on a thing, what already works. The same is, when you call somebody else Good, because now its easier to give up, because you compete with Good. So many Great ideas where snuffed out in the Church along with the Holy Spirit, because people there too nice of a guy, to challenge your Good. I mean, if I got a Good Idea and you got an Excellent Idea, why do you keep it to yourself?

Only God being Good is a humble reverence, there you affirm, that there is always room for improvement. In the East it is said: “There are mountains beyond mountains and Heavens beyond Heavens!” or they simply talking about the hunter being the hunted. It has to be taken in context to all the passages in the Old Testament, what talk about the Fool (In Estonian translation, it is replaced with the term Alp, for being more accurate of a chaos dwarf who brings nightmares and heaviness to the chest while vulnerable) Because if you say, your God is Good but you are a foolish servant, what does it say about your Boss, who hired you! The statement – “God is Good!” only gets its true meaning, then people take their compliments seriously, and not as bribery, to get away with things.

As a Security officer it annoys me, then people give me useless information, while I'm doing my job, I call it feeding the guard dog. I mean, why should I know, that you're a police officer, who beeped in my checkpoint at the mall, and I have to routinely find out why – probably because you forgot to put back the basket, or you had 2 or 3 SIM credit/debit cards on top of each other, or bought some electric cord. - Why do those people, who fully know, I don't have to assume, they stole something, be such assholes, and say, they work on the same team!! If you really worked on the same team, you would shut the fuck up and let me do my job, not give me a hard time, where I have to start cold reading the probability out of your profile whether or not there is an episode going on in the market you want to distract me from...

Every now and when Bar bouncers report “Security Officers” who probably worked from 2 days 'til 2 months, and came to cause trouble and call themselves one of us, and found out the hard way, how easy it is to loose your job, because you lacked respect.

People in the waiting line sure appreciate it then such a VIP turns up and sours the mood. What should the bouncer do now? Let you in? You just pissed on everything.

The same is about Americans in reality shows, there G.I's get to talk about their training, and always at least one person, has to be that guy, who tells how he is already a Sergeant, and has done this drill, to shoot everybody down, and then the drill sergeant rips him a new asshole, because he don't know it, that the G.I is the lowest of the low, and has no lip. Its not by accident, that Jesus proclaimed: “Those who want to be first become the last, and are like Servants of a Servant” Mat 20:25-27; 1Pe 5:5 You learn the discipline of being the soldier, and not brag, how your cup is already full!! Why the fuck did you come here then, if you already know, and are this Good? Why do people call Jesus Good, but don't listen to what He has to say in the Sermon of the Mount? Please tell me about it, non Christians. How should Jesus understand this? P lease remember that You are a mortal, and may your words be few in front of the Lord, just as you should eat not too much if invited to a dinner with a King. Ecc5:2; Pro 23:1-8 Every time, you say something about yourself, or others or God, its a check, you need to still get the balance for!! Talk is Silver, but Silence is Golden. Halleluyah!

Overdope

 

Nightcore We Are

Isa 28:10; Acts 10:9-16; Eze 20:29; Num 22:21-39

1.

Broken are the agents of influence, beings in dark;

wallowing in sad gestures and gossiped manners.

We are, Wee Argh – the rope becomes its snark

commentator, to yoke all the ears into a bark.

Who is not Pig nor dog yet, needs to feel Banner;

like trying to date Black Widow, along Homer,

while no offspring is on sight to be the Ironman in Stark!

2.

Contrast is used to fatigue, not to tell a story;

everybody the main event, not respecting the band.

Stealing each-others shows for silent worries;

what seldom believes, to seethe the Resolution wary.

Gravitas used to smother the baby you hand

along with the dirty water. Kings follow the Brand;

Champions bow down to the sullen, cast in Ivory!

3.

Something is wrong in Denmark; Finland teaching tolerance:

“If you loose this part of your apron, that's good enough!”

German pledges like Amber Heard, the tanks don't stance...

Help doesn't reach the needy, until the wolves can glance!

For those reasons, Europe will be chased down rough

by Angry Hornets, led by Hera's ire, all bread cast to dough!!

Those, who can't defend their lands, have no rights, Chance!

4.

The Dragon will become mighty, Tengu shall soar in the sky;

liondogs guarding the entrance, bears fucking on markets!

The bull has long been slain, the weary didn't want to slave;

The horse made into glue, and politics but an endless rave!

Print more money, make more words, like Scarlett

O'Hara, or the Actors of Dallas. Ponderosa wallets

your massa and tramples the rest under the coy and sly!

5.

Everybody wails to High Heaven: “Would the Real

Sun Wu Kong please stand up!” in Mogonda,

the gatekeepers die like flies, then introduced to dreams

and freedom. Where shall only one cream

the crops to mow the heads and tails, to erect me tender!!

Casting all shadows in gold; silver and bronze – slander

becomes the rule, truth but the handmaid in need.

6.

Go East, and remember, how you ancestors toiled;

what brought your highs and lows, what are now cringe.

The more the idols fawn, they admit, hailing from bad soil;

the offspring of inquisitors and plantation owners spoil.

Those, who hunted witches, jailed the rebel fringe.

Those children condemn Weasley while not Granger nor Ming –

Why should we follow thus, who hate their parents lampoil?

7.

Those, who do not, your words shall become angels;

like Ezekiel once saw. They have eyes everywhere –

wheels upon wheels, whilst they move, they don't turn, chill!

Be afraid on an open field, while none pursue your Will!

The Rock is coming, who he falls onto, shall despair

and be smothered, who stumbles on it, shall fall like Eli ensnared!

Ichabod the chosen name for boys, Lo-Ammi for girls still.

8.

“Back to the Covenant!” I say, “Respect the Commonwealth!”

But you say: “Nay, why should we hearken our ears

to Whiteraven, a son of a bitch, who is like pervy sage, filth;

dropped out of Theology but still preaches old ways, welp!”

What God has ordained and blessed, you shall not tear –

Aye, even if Jesus came as a leper, you need to honour, fear!

Even Dagon bowed down in his house, in front of the Arc, High-Elf!

9.

No wise nor witty shall pass! Who has a waifu or a cow of Bashan

shall not prevail. Those like Obed-Edom who listened to their command;

don't heed this warning, for you are in Christ, like Peter in Jope – Usher

in a time of turmoil, for those who follow in the footsteps of Jezebel Russia!

Because you are looking for Corruption in Ukraine, while being more bland;

El Shaddai will turn your enemies attributes over your grandstand;

worms will become like wyverns; sparrows like Gryphons, Sawqaw!

10.

The Furcoats will take over, those who protect the mouth;

precept upon precept, rule upon regulation, until all has perished!

Then the babe will speak his own and the old man remember, shout;

but the children of Pharisees and Sadducees; Wilkerson, what about –

Musk shall be like Deborah and Balak, Trump like Jehu, well met!

French shall be not spoken, English will be too ashamed, fret.

Japanese the New Latin, Chinese the New French, while Hindus scout!!

11.

May your spirit away, to Excelsior Mayor, but you: “I shant!”

All the grifters eyes shall be eaten by ravens; those who dilute

words like Root-Beer, have they guts torn by vultures hand.

Young hawks shall plague your crossroads, and falcons grant

safe passage to the promised land! But you: “Let us dispute!”

The time is not right now, to die on that hill!” Shoot!

Because you defy El Elyon, your lamp will be snuffed in Heaven, Ant!

12.

Why do people follow Obama to the offering mound;

to worship at the altars of Biden? Hence dementia take your elders;

and drunk spirit take your young. Nobody can stand their ground,

for all your thoughts are murder, how to beget your neighbours hound;

daughter; donkey or wife – while preaching to Kthulhu inbound.

But Justice and Responsibility don't enter your council;

Temperance and Accountability don't know how your name sounds!!

13.

Behold, the meek shall be gathered from Tianan;

the ones who demand justice from Hiroshima.

Soul will work hard and prosper; New-Delhi a Grand!

But Europe shall be Kabul; and the north like Lebanon End;

those, who didn't gather with Jesus shall scatter to Iwo Jima.

After Trump and Elon are done with Uzza, God shall judge FEMA;

all the righteous shall leave the Beast and its donkey to Balaam's strand!

How dare you?

 

Lets talk about my favourite term in Estonian, which is, just as the title proposes, “Mida sa õige endale lubad!” (“What shall you allow yourself of all righteousness!”) The Question is, that you had an altercation with somebody who erred against you by miscarrying justice for some reason, and you remind him to stand down and explain why he chose this form of Justice to carry out, from the entire scale of Righteousness, what unfolded in this situation. Normally, the person, who asks that is morally or socially superior to you, and has thus the right to askew that. Mostly it will have adverse effects, when you try to “How dare you?” somebody and get retorted back “Fuck your thunder!” with a bear meme along with it. As though Jonny Storm went into the proverbial forest and got raped by the Bear!

In order to better understand it, lets add context to it, where the term was properly used. Where was a series of Weimar Republic, which told the story, how Adolph Hitler got into power. One scene was about how a sailor was shot dead by tribunal, because he might have harboured similar sentiment, as the the sailors of Aurora. His old mother didn't receive the war pension, for him, even though it was told, “He got killed in action!” because he already received it for his husband. The second was the main theme, about a proud Waiter, who staunchly served in a Restaurant, where a Karen male client didn't want to pay a tip again, so he complained, that the ordered feast he received was too fatty in a teasing manner. That however ticked off the waiter, who just lost his older brother on the front lines, so he snapped and tried to bring the order back. So the Karen retorted through his nose like he was Rita Skeeter; Professor Umbridge and Professor Trelawney in one person. “How dare you?” because his witty joke was ruined. But the witty Joker, who was amusing himself in his friendly crew didn't mind, what was brewing around. Thus the waiter went postal and threw the order on the floor and started lamenting, how unfair the client was and this world, so this client could enjoy his meal and complain how fatty it where. Obviously the other attendants had to step in, so no harm would be done, and the Karen watched mouth agape,how the complaint was given back.

The same thing happened to Jesus in Israel, when he was saying Mat 11:17, because his contemporaries didn't get his mission at all! In order to use such terms, both parties need to adhere and acknowledge the hierarchy and rules of engagement. Otherwise how could somebody take you seriously, when you “How dare you!” like Greta Thunberg, and everybody cringed like the emperor was nude. Why should people care, if you challenge their Good and Evil or their Justice, if you have no power to manifest anything to the person, who you are talking to? So many people larp freedom fighters or Saints, perhaps something else, not minding, that the majority of prophets died miserably, which got depicted in the Bible, and only a chosen few got their names listed in the title and their suffering commemorated as meaningful. How many of them prophesized doom for the enemies of Israel and had to shut up or be burned with fire after the defeat in War. Those Cows of Bashan couldn't afford to roam like King David, let alone be like the deer seeking for waters, to be with God!! The question is, can you pay the iron price as did Theon Greyjoy? Or how his dad, Balon, died, because he didn't get his way with his brother Eulon, who tossed him over the bridge. Its nice and all to be on a side, then others take responcibility for you, but what if you have to step up and be that guy, who holds the line or jumps the spear, to let your brothers walk over your corpse and avenge your worthy sacrifice? Is it still Halleluyah, or not today instead! How much is your faith worth! Is your Jesus resurrected from the Grave, He was left after He got Crucified, or is He still dead, because your degree in University or friendship is far more important. How people see your reputation, than how you feel about Jesus! I mean, you don't have to suffer for Jesus Christ, you can do something more wholesome. Just don't mix new wine into old skins and complain, then both go to waste. Luke 5:37-39 Don't claim, how you care about morality, while you bash your ruler at the head of gamers, because their stuff was too naughty, like did the friends of Job, not knowing how God wagered on his devout follower with the Devil himself. Are you sure, if you bring your offering to God, He will be pleased, instead of looking at it like the Rhino on Ice age, when the last flower was eaten. Perhaps where will be no Mammoth to stand your ground... Know yourself, before you go judging others and telling them, how you found a thorn in their eye, but could sport an entire Schwartzwald Forest in yours, there Kisame Hoshigaki got lost in the mist... It is better to know, what Socrates meant, when he said: “To Know, that you know nothing!” or Lao Tzu. Then he wrote his thousand words, there he also said, that: “Those who know, don't speak, and those, who speak, don't know. For even Jesus was justified at John 7:12; Mat 12:24-50 even when He accounted himself, while saying, that those who account themselves can't be true, for their seek their own glory. Or David in front of the Arc, when while he was dancing, his dick showed under his garment, as he jumped up and his wife saw this, being disturbed by that cringe, not being worthy for a King, even though, El Shaddai is greater still, than David, while previously Uzza was slain, for touching the Arc, which was led by Oxen as it should not have been, and the man tried to help with his dirty hand, which tried to keep it falling to the dirt. All this made David angry, and sent the Arc into the foreigners house, which got blessed in stead of Jerusalem. That's why David could humble himself as the King.

People think that its hard to endure great things happening to them, like persecution; the onslaught of demons or having no money or spiritual gifts. The reality is, that small things make and break stuff. For instance, my church had FOUR, I repeat 4! SSS rank Pastors. Our church was so proud, it was like the First Temple Master Hiram built commissioned by Solomon the Wise. Everybody was envious of how much heat we there packing. And how did our church fail, so hard, that its a retirement home now? Those 4 Awesome Pastors gallivanted around like Eulon Greyjoy, snubbing at their neighbours worthy sermon, which wasn't even good enough to attend on the same Sunday! They only showed up on their Sunday, then they had something to say. How Christian of them, it made me see Gal 2:11-21 in a new light. And how did the regulars feel, then the Pastors there Snubbing in the front, just like Hofni and Pinehas there fucking the temple maidens in front of Israel. They responded like Dave Chapelle in his famous Donald Trump sketch. “Dude, what you know, that you're lips are sweating?” Because those great men found fault with each other, never saying in words, what they had against, the church started to snub as well, picking and choosing like little bitches or 6 year old princesses who don't like to eat their veggies, which Pastors sermons was more to their liking, and that made Jesus really sad, so He stopped attending to that church, and listening to their prayers. It didn't happen right away, but gradually over an extended period of time. Just because 4 SSS rankers couldn't see past their own pride and skill-sets, and had to proverbially kill John Wicks dog in order to steal his car, he refused to sell them!! That kind of small thing – attending your fellows sermon. Have you ever heard of a gamer mistreating a fellow gamer, he calls a friend, that they immediately tune out, then his session begins, and tunes in only to show his? You couldn't do this anywhere else than in a Christian church, Halleluyah, So very Christian, as Nietzsche would say. I'm pretty sure, if our pastors had been C- ranked like probably Obed Edom was, who got to take care of the Arc, then our church would stand still. Such mediocre people would never dare to forget their station, like those angels who fucked daughters of Eve and got accursed. Thus God loves the meek and the irregular, like the first 12 disciples there, not the worthy, who constantly abandon Him, because why should Ruben follow Deborah's prophecy and bleed on the battlefield, let someone else do it, for they had worthy considerations!! Do you also got worthy consideration, or do you got the Gospel of lord Jesus Christ! How dare you waver then, that yours is not good enough, because the World fucks better. Get behind Jesus Christ, onward faithful Christian! Deus Vult!

Deicide

 

1.

You must choose between two wolves, decide;

which do you like more, Order or Chaos.

Feeding the weak or the strong, empower the slide;

then sleight of hand dealers wager to eat shit or bullride!

Some Starfolk whisper to choose both, change your colours;

then colons; cannons; Hors D'oeuvre shorted drives valour...

I attempted, retried, failed, cause Gates did not let me pass rites!

2.

“Be like water!” a wise man once said, but he didn't listen

to the Saint who spoke to Zarathustra, to make people beg

for his teachings! For why do the blind need fire glisten

on the backs, as they watch the shadows dance. Blistered

with glee, people can only seep through and poison like dredge;

calling it water, not accept things as they where to make their bed.

Responcibility taken away like the daughter of Midas in his den!

3.

“Don't give pearls to the pigs and the dogs!” thus said;

the first indulge too much, the second karen and gossip.

Once the message salt wears thin, the alp will abrade;

turning on the child, who saw the emperor nude: “You dare!”

Closed are the doors to Wisdom while open the coffers ships;

which brought fame and fortune to Ruben & Sons hips.

Thicker than Solomons loins, emancipated and well read.

4.

As you where shouting out a new Hero coming forth;

the anime and manga became gospel, while West

listened to Jaime Lannister and Killed their King. North

became the New South Wales, East lectured in broth;

the missonaries taken aback when Nietzsche clapped his chest;

looking for the other cheek, which was missed, confessed.

The inquisitor resigned in front of his betters and got scoth.

5.

How does a maiden get fucked by two dogs? Call it Justice!

Is it cause wilful blindness, or because the scales there even?

How does a feather measure a sword, to be equal in price;

merchants, bards weighed the same as martyrs, saints – Avarice

guiding the jurors, who to find guilty who victim, Steven.

You can't serve the Universe and Jesus, when money talks E.Leven;

ask Ben Tennisson, who was wiser before he saved the day nice.

6.

People jumping out of their throats, because somebody ate the cats;

Rath didn't want any of that, and closed the debate to wars.

Towards the Two towers, which there shot like 9.11 ye brats

because orcish lives matter, while they are sacking Osgiliath, chat.

God is dead, Isayah in despair, only the young and elderly cares

while the good men and girl power are off to occupy Mars;

just not our own spaces and games, lets not be naughty, tip the hat!!

7.

How shall Equinox tell Batman, what it memes to be in between

Heaven and Earth, to float above the people, forgetting sweets!

Too many there cast into stone, for looking back, or too Pristine;

the Queen ate his children, like Lenin, none there allowed to dream.

Famished by lack of faith and Shepherds, the vultures hit C

on their Ctrl+V – eisegesis ruling the scribes in need!

For why should you love Cognac, if you can dilute Root-Beer clean?

Seethe my Darkness

 

1.

Seeking for silence, the sirens still glares

inside my mind; blinding for harrowed success.

Be postal, so modern in the translucent dandy dare –

like a deer facing the music, to seethe the mares.

Who's to writhe right from wronged justice, God bless!

Many knights and bishops forgotten how to play chess;

Seethe my Darkness and despair, who you came to Tony Blair.

2.

The Witch is on stage, trial in (T)error and fervour indeed;

the T wan neither titan nor 800, not even a Monkey King...

Like water it poisoned the well, for not being redeemed.

The Hares wanted to drink Champagne and ordered lean

mean bullet-worn wolves in sheep's clothing for the bling.

Sheep wanted to lament martyrs they never had stinged;

erecting altars of shame, to see who blink first Creed!

3.

Creep in this shadow and walk a mile in my blues;

the booze, the snooze, the choose you loose, wanted

to cook your goose, turning gold into fools;

an Alp had a say on this, but was called too Arian thus.

Had he been Bohemian or Bavarian he would be enchanted

to be pardoned for his French, or seen as Englishman stranded

in Newark wearing Jersey in his Heart and Truce.

4.

Cull the Doctor and PH the D – It memes something;

demeans some king. The emperor was prude, frugal in manners,

he was listening to Eminem being shaken to Spears, a thing;

calling Oncle to Stand Up, entransed from the farthing.

If he just could seethe all those who don't comply – Banners

Bruced the spruce and spurs allmighty, Christmas over Stanners;

beyond all good and evil, had to dime a Brand the Ring!

5.

What is Real in this dosage, to give witness to Truth;

where is Mir and Justice, when charges are Trumped up?

On one stack is Solitaire on another Yugioh plagued St Ruth;

The nursery Rhyme was all hooves and no thumbs on the booth.

Wilkes married Wilkerson, to Gay the sly dentist a buck

who was thrown under the cuss. Tengu was wearing horns luck;

I was stuck in my derelicked silence and stared kami- or tsun- bruh!!

6.

Dostojevsky wrote some evil spirits down, was summoned off his grave:

“What Sorcery is this, that you would molest the Honorable Revolutionary?”

One went back to Nangijala as a loli to lead the Wichy, Depeche behaved

unruly, for not finding any in his modus operandi. HR was livid, enraged!

On Stage Hatsune Mikku and Hattori Hanzo had a duel of wits scary.

Haruhi Suzumiya was on a date with Kyotaka Ayanokoyi, accidentally

filing Rashomon as Catcher in the Rye and found himself on the front page.

7.

Seethe my darkness, like Kafka was on trial at 1984;

the pigs and the dogs are like Cows of Bashan;

who learned from the crows how to sing: “Nevermore!”

How should a little white raven clutch his pearls – snor;

the audience was drunkated with Californian Dreams grand.

A quart of wheat for Denarius, Three quarts of Barley on hand –

There's Conflict brewing inbetween Lancaster and York!!