Sunday, March 1, 2026

Tactical Insanity

 


HYOUSOU – Zen Soundscape of a Frozen Dawn (氷霜)

I

Stab your frame, forget your name, ghost;

as the void glimpses itself, formless.

Berserk in the breathe, there a toast,

is drinking the emptiness of the cup, accost.

Holy Shit met dimwhit and God Bless;

weapons of indiscretion, who confess.

Conflict is coming, to seek Famine, War, Death – host.



II

Frozen in the unreadable transparent pattern;

then the Reiatsu meets waterbending Sage.

Light enough at the Gates of no Gate, intern –

as the student becomes the Teacher and Fern.

Then the motherboards concord and necrophage;

people unable to live another step without image!

Grab your I-phone or next selfie, don't exist “Mutter”



III

Mothers and cogwheels, who's German enough;

to understand, how not to objectify silence.

Science or Religion – everybody wants to scoth;

rule the world according to His vision, True North.

For people are everywhere and nowhere, excellence;

spirit unbound the strategies and evolutions lens.

L+R when the bright growls grim without a sellsword.



Break the Rues.

 


Malcolm X (1964): "The Ballot or the Bullet

I

When people judge your ascend for you there too much;

Jobs friends, who didn't know betters, but dissent.

Why should you look back, let the dead bury touched,

what are theirs, just as Caesar shall get his own match.

Break the Rues, then you do your thing, in purpose, 2 cent;

if you got something to say, don't stay at the meat-pots repent!

Follow Christ, as He was tossed by the Holy Spirit – Catch!



II

Don't demand comments nor fervour from the sad and haughty;

why should Belial give praise to El Shaddai! Rejoice condemned;

then they doubt your calling, for the same suffered the lone Saints;

who confessed in blood and toil, not like Iskariot, the Traitor taints.

Like false prophets and scholars, who skeptic, when Jesus ordained;

claimed to see, while seething at every deed He done for the lame

and widows, the orphans and Harlots – thus you shall do naughty!



III

Don't expect support from churches or Majors. Go out to the streets;

there the people dwell, seek crossroads. Break the Rues, brother;

and take the lead sister – for the Left and Right hand of God meets!

Through the silent footsteps of the shadow of the Lord creeps –

Forsake your Father and Mother and Master, become the Other;

the Eternal Wanderer, at home nowhere, sent in need, where ever!

You are like Navy Seals of Faith, the Juggernauts of Calling, keep it!

Saturday, February 28, 2026

Rubic's Nude

 


Skillet - Psycho in my Head



I

Over the Rubicon and Tesseract 5th wall;

then the 8th level of Mastery enters Ayanokoji.

The Rashomon beyond Kagemusha Fall;

talking to the hands removed at Aokigahara;

then twats played Ouiya for clicks – sayonara!

Zozo and Nun having a camp out to brawl;

who wants to play catch in Blair Witch forest Hall?

`

II

Living weapon, designation “Conflict” empty mirror;

the finger of God, writing names down, like Tanya

Degurechaff, who deserves Supper with God, terror;

who dost – shall gnash tooth and wail outside fervour!

Lets Gackle in manic glee and dance in merry silence;

Isekaid to the Simulacrum, you call contemplate Shinra

Kusakabe, to firesale the wretched codes you call Saviour.



III

Then Midgar and Gaia tremble in front of Sephiroth;

Jenovas Witnesses march to blur the veil between feel.

True Heroes save the day, from Superman project: GoTh;

then Rubic's Nudes interlude the established Prudes Wrath.

Who wants to level up, stand your ground and zeal;

for the Cornerstone is coming, the Armageddon is Unreal:

The White Russian comes out, spits and hurls: “hui bohv!”

Now you seethe me, no see, don't!

 


The Danger of Seeing What Others Don’t | Shi Heng Yi



I

On the C-flat, I go F- Dim sharp, grow a pair;

when I cojones your arguments full gangsta.

Confused conundrums, choosing to affair;

then bondage meets bukkake, the tentacles share.

Who got eaten out, and who ate a pity cake stfu.

Now you seethe me, no see, don't rasta!

Man the bruh, as the manholes played hoe Blair.



II

Off guard and cups, the Young Guard was same old;

Gestalt and Zeitgeist had Gay Science to silent soy.

Entranced in the gesture, left-right, femme/homme sold;

how should youth find themselves in cosmopolitan fools-gold.

Turmoil on demand, for who dares to have values certainty;

Post-Modernist have no History and the arrow dost oye.

Hail to Zeno, the Phyrexians Agnus Dei to Slaanesh Bold.



III

Alert the over-thinker, and tie him down at the Ivory Tower;

let Rapuntzel be her ward, Hereward be the judge to take seat.

Now you seethe me, no see, don't – happy Sabbath day, Chowder!

Provoke your tension and let it go, for laughter is remedy empower;

wisdom detaches your pride from your first person Miamy Heat.

Learn to let go of wrath and sloth, as you accept your short bleak.

Know Yourself and Love the pussy, who can become the Bowser.

On Friendship, as Malcolm X regarded white people, comparing them with foxes over wolves.

 


No One Is Your Friend — Be Careful Who You Trust

Malcolm X compared white people as untrustworthy Foxes, over the 3/5 citizenship in the Constitution, see previous post. I don't mind that, because the same was true about Estonians, where Karl Ernst von Baer, who discovered the sperm, regarded Estonians as lesser people. His sculptures head is still washed with champagne by the students who learn Medicine. Its healthy to be xenophobic towards people from outside your group. Why should you trust aliens? Your trust should stem from experience and pattern recognition. Equality should be merit based, not how liberals do it, virtue-signalling. Even the Jews asked to take a collateral from that man, who loans to the foreigner, because he might have issues paying back. Pro 27:13 Why should you loose out in your life, for trusting too much, there it was not warranted. No bank gives out loans to people, who can obviously not pay it back. Your attention span should be treated the same. You should give out fucks only to motions, what benefit you, not damage you. It may sound harsh, but once you run out of fucks to give, people tend to change behaviour and drop you entirely. Then you find out, that you're no longer interesting nor charming. Friendship must be earned, not expected. Just like you can't become a Lord or Lady just by stating it, you shouldn't become a friend or equal, just because you belong to citizenship. Especially these days, then root-beer is diluted by water and values forcefully altered by people, who openly claim cosmopolitan tendencies and non-loyalty to countries who once made them rich, by not collecting all the taxes they could have been. People who give a fuck about everything, is like an eye of Mad-Eye Moody, with 360 degrees of vision non-stop. Eventually you'll go mad and fatigued from vigilance. Your moral compass and compassion shall look like the surface of the moon – scorched white!! That's why liberals are so mentally ill in their speeches, because they have overused their empathy; sympathy and compassion, until it matters not. Who wants to eat that soup with one pound of salt; ginger; soy; garlic; pepper? You wouldn't because it would taste disgusting. The same happens, if you treat compassion a thing of itself, and not to get shit done. Too much compassion, is like the lens, what kills the ant colony behind the glass ceiling, because you paid too much attention. First sit down and account, who much you can afford right now inside your community and work up from there. Declaring attackers in social networks, like its a MTG game yields not much results. People will just note you as Baizuo. Not every Hermione Granger gets to marry Ronald Weasley, nor does every Ginnie Weasley find Harry Potter to take care of her demons. I would have made Hermione marry Neville Longbottom and Luna Lovegood marry Ronald Weasley, but that's just me. Harries pick was alright. I would have had him kill his Godfather Sirius Black and then lament his folly and learn from his brash judgment. It would have been better character development worthy of the grimdark tag, but unfortunately Rowling wanted a Children's novel and not something developing boys into men! I would have redeemed Slytherin more, there they built a statue to Severus Snape for his contribution. Its easy to hate those, who there to depict the Whigs, while Griffindor there to depict the Tories. Ravenclaw was the Feminist movement and Press as the third power and Hufflepuff the immigrants and misappropriation from the Monastic traditions of Christendom through ora et labora. Not by accident was the ghost of Hufflepuff a Monk! If equality and democracy there to mean something, it should also be granted to those, who mostly are regarded as Voldemort. If people would receive Tom Marvolo Riddle, life would be different. Imagine, how he could have developed, then instead of an orphanage, he had the privilege of living amongst the Weasley's; being htended by Hagrid etc. He would have forgiven his mother, for choosing death over the painful legacy of Gaunt and Slytherin, what made her wanna blend in with the tapestry. I felt very related with the Gaunt family, then I read Harry Potter. It was good Gestalt Therapy, as a teenager, when I was considering my lifes path, which could have been like Voldemort. I could have killed my dad, for being a womanising cunt, who made my Mama cry. But being compelled to read the books of Rowling, so my one year younger mentally handicapped brother would have company and motivation to learn reading more complex books, than comics, I could let that grief go. How many social programs offer help to Voldemort? People only offer shame and spit. If you let your guard down, and allow yourself to see the people inside your enemies, is the way, how to heal yourself. That dost mean, you should go to help in Africa, like I get constantly bullied on X. Kierkegaard was also bullied by his contemporary Church, who wanted to get him lost on an expedition unearthing old ruins. To see him die by disease; heat; desert or thugs or animals. He also put up some boundaries, that he remain at home and work there. I will also remain on X to do my thing. I don't suffer from White Saviour complex. Let those sceptics who hurl poor people from Africa at me, like their stage props or kittens in the War between Persia and Egypt, at Pelusium. Because Egypt venerates cats. The same fold, whenever I do my thing, I get penalized in my DM's and stupid Gnostics, who deny themselves being created by God, because they can't lift a finger, to contact Amnesty International, if that issue is so great for them. They could even contact Mr. Beast, who has experience with digging wells. “What would Jesus do to this starving kid in Africa??” or the other taunt. “Why didn't God save Israel from Nazi Germany??” Because they there looking for the fulfilment of Isa 49-66 through Adolph Hitler and his dark rhetorics and not through Uzza and Brittain. For Hitlers zeal granted the Jews the lust for domination, there the Roma and other factions would be neutered but they would prevail. That's how Zionists read into Nazi rhetoric of Lebensraum. They there reading Isa 49-66 into it!! That's why they are so but-hurt against Germany and cannot let go to Shibbolet and Simon-Levi avenging Dinah's fornication. They there outplayed by Hitler and had to suffer alongside with the other factions. Had they sided immediately with Uzza and Britain, and fought for the integrity of Europe, Hitler would not have gotten momentum. Israel is morally responsible, that Hitler could create Nazi Germany. They had the support, to stop him, but they didn't want to enable the Roma and others. For you earn more profit if you're the only faction, who communes like Saruman wanted with Sauron - With the Tyrant, to rule them all. I wonder why Elon Musk, who hails from South Africa, suffers it, that his countrymen are delegated into deus ex machina between theists and gnostics. I would definitely be salty about that. Elon Musk must be a great Superman, with such Kingly resolve and nerves, for not snapping at such sceptics. Mat 5:23-26 For Sceptics and Gnostics are naturally more Empathetic than Christians and God is. They surely can help out more, so would those sceptics and gnostics kindly accept my other cheek, I'm respectfully offering them, for insulting my God! Now is your fucking chance to prove your worth and lead by example, not offer more rhetoric. Please show me, how you do those things, you expect Christians and God to do! For surely, you have a greater moral character, or was everything just a game and virtue signalling not real?

Halleluyah, Deus Vult, Godspeed!

Chesterfield Mayhem

 


LMAO 💀 THEY CALLED YOU CRAZY - LONG-TERM PSYOPS

MLK The Other America

Malcolm X Interview (1963)

Since Google Hates Justified formatting and fucks with people using Open office emulating doc, I have to write this elongated. My haikus looked so great in printer friendly version on One A4, but so be it. Why should I purchase Woke Word and Microsoft who hates private users and want everybody to be real time hiveminded and own nothing of their brand.

1.

Behold Humanist;

seeking Tao and Superman.

Do you wish to die?

For people are like Kiddo of Kill-Bill learning martial arts, not knowing how to become helpless in her masters claws. For respect is not taught neither to men nor women. Everybody wants to rule the world, while haven't even started their journey!

2.

Glimpse in the Void;

let null outreach seconded.

Loose yourself, chum.

When you start loose yourself, you don't really loose your True Self, but the visions, and smoke, shadow-boxing what happens in your suls mirror, much like Sailor Moon. Its to shine your crazy diamond, not letting it dim in scholarly prowess; ambition or drugs.

3.

Master emotion;

mirror empties Rashomon.

Ego starts chatter.

Whenever you gain ground in spirituality, your Ego will try to make itself useful, to stay alive. Its like a lecherous woman, who cheats on you, and don't want to leave your House. Whenever you inspect your Ego, it has not been eating, while looking like Denzel Washington in Philadelphia, at the Library. The watcher walks along, and the fuckery goes on, and the stains on the pages, others have to use, for your arrogance. Thus are the ways of Ego.

4.

Why do you faction;

learn from all corners, pupil.

Drink your Coffee Still.

Wisdom and Knowledge is indiscriminate, holding no colour nor faction. The moment it has become the cup, like Bruce Lee told, it ceases to be the True Tao. You can learn a lot from Jeet kune do, as long you don't attach too much to it. Eventually you need to move on, just like a visitor at the Mall. Learn, what you need, like Zarathustra in front of the Hermit. Whenever you praise your coffee, you claim, that tea; milk or some other beverage dost exist. How do you expect to learn anything, then you're so full of expectations and aspirations, how knowledge and learning should be to you? What if your concept is dead wrong?

5.

Focus your Resolve;

Love your Neighbours, Yourself.

True Enlightenment.

Whenever you do, you seize to expend energy on useless things, like anger; rage; wrath; pity; pain; envy etc. For what you process and “eat” is what you truly are. You manifest those things, you are mad about, not even realising it. Rape victims make this mistake. They go to a bar, looking for Mr. Right, body thirsty. There they see only sad bottomfeeders, she herself is. Getting drunk, for not see4ing the match, what she was looking for, somebody shoots his shot and finds out, his dick is small as a oyster. (See Game of Thrones) then the Man is salty and butthurt, for his dick is not so bad. After some rounds, the Woman gets more aggressive, while the man gets more silent. After a while the Woman wobbles out of the bar, obviously too drunk. Then the quiet sullied man, will shoot his shot again, and put his 20 lets fucks on the woman's stack, which is already sporting alcohol. Before the Mind knows, the Body already does and bends over. And the Woman experiences shame, for not understanding, why can't she activate her black belt in Karate! For fighting back a rapist is not a matter of brute strength but instinct. If you have 2 seconds time to ponder, how to feel about it, its already too late. And the Man's Ego rejoices, because it could prove, his dick wasn't so bad. Just because people don't know their limitations, and don't come prepared, while starting shit. Don't expect the Bartender to intercept, for you don't know what shit he has seen on his day, and what inuendo couples had. Why would he risk his business on a harassment charge, then he can just pretend to be blind and mind his other clients. That's the price of emancipation and equality of Sex!

6.

Rumi, Zen, Nietzsche;

merging Esper for Gruul.

To keep the factions.

People judge based on their fallible matrix, and glasses, not considering, what if my input is wrong. True indiscriminate vision, like a child beholding, cannot be deterred by the cloak and dagger shows of adulthood and establishment. Understand why did you gather your rules and morals, what there they supposed to grant you. Knowing yourself is the start of Enlightenment, loosing your ground, which you think, you defend, is its Apogee. After fear is gone in the void, you shall know true Peace, what no peer pressure can steal from you. Gather your loot there your enemies cannot reach. And there shall you embrace the silent footsteps of the shadow of the Lord.

7.

Other Equalists;

wanton to sickly sweet-tooth.

Freeze competers.

Like Peter Tinclage, people make a good show, and work hemselves up, then toss the ladder off, they used to climb, lest somebody else uses their way to excellence. That's the second obstacle, what makes your Ego so formidable. To defend you, like Gollum, from other people using the nine rings of power and sicking their wraiths at you. Also see “Revolver” a show I deeply admire, which gets much undeserved flack.

8.

Weightless is pure;

when advocation relents.

Seizing pressure...

The more you struggle to argue, with the truths and ignorance of the others, the more you suffer, because they dared to not understand. Like a hog trying to help a ant colony and build their walls, making their toil go to waste, thus they charge at his snout and make him flee cursing, for not understanding the graceful charity. The more enlightened you become, the more you need to let go of giving it to the others. Perhaps they are allergic to coffee or don't like its taste and love other drinks.

9.

Throw away Scholar;

experts and peers know nothing!

Roam your desert, Self.

What do scholars do – they monopolize and codify knowledge. If you don't write your haikus thus, its not haiku. Write your Sonnets thus, or its not our understanding of true Sonnet. Does light stop to be light, just because your glasses wont let you see it, or will it make it seize to exist? Why dost light or darkness need the approval of fleeting dust in the wind, what judges their existence, what was before anything called itself a name? If you don't have enough money and grades; connections, you cannot study in this school. Yet Sriniwasa Ramanujan came from poor India, and bedazzled the Grands of Great Britain. His visions of Mathematics are still leading in the Science of Infinite Series numbers; partition function. The more you focus on making the perfect School, the more you make sure, not all gifted children cannot attend. Self teaching, which is no longer being taught, is the third form of dismantling your Ego, what the school system tries to erect, so you would be predictable and like the carrot and the stick.

10.

Find your I-Gardens;

where Me handmaids valour.

Don't seek in pity...

All factions say. I I I, Me Me Me, We We We. I don't see, how it will make things better, then due to Hitler, white people should become the new Nigger and Black Panthers the New Master Race rule over Wakanda Forever. True understanding comes through vulnerability, then you're willing to see the people inside your enemies. The reason, why the Estonian Liberation from Soviet Union was with so little casualties and blood, compared to Latvia or Lithuania, was that we didn't shame nor derogate the Inter-Movement, which was protesting against our freedom. We let them parade through. Compare it, how the January 6 protestors there treated and see the difference.

11.

Don't fight opposing;

mundane like turtles.

Finishes lines.

Whenever you draw out lines, the more you make sure, that you need to die on a hill, because somebody will always try to make themselves a name, who stepped over the line. Sometimes those steps, are as foolish as Looney Tunes; Josemite Sam vs Bugs Bunny. Only seek meaningful confrontation, and solve them, not virtue signals of a grand stand. Because if you always gonna All-In and Button Raise, there will come the time, somebody don't buy, or simply through a Bad Beat or nuts wants to check, who the fuck you are in Christ, like did the Sons of Skeva. If people don't perceive you as a threat, they don't build castles nor towers at the borders. You may get things you like scot free, if you respect other peoples boundaries. Also see Quark of Deep Space 9 insights on the cost of Freedom!

12.

Lone Wolf Strong;

Their pelts worn Hunters Valour.

Don't seek in pity...

If Malcolm X and MLK had worked together, they could have had more shit done, but House nigger no work with field nigger. And the Establishment won. Meanwhile the first wave feminists worked together with the KKK and gained a foothold, which was commendable, because had they started their black community support too soon, they would have been shut down. Too bad they started Matronising much the same as the Patronising of the White Americans. You should always give a Man the Fishing-rod and not the Fish, so he would learn to help Himself. But then the votes and support could go to the opposition, so people help with wormwood, which is a saying in Estonia, then you want your neighbour to be crippled and like a vegetable, who can only receive aid from You! Had the First Wave Feminists aided the Black communities and others fairly, letting them do their things, people would respect Feminism more, not slur it like Cthulhu. Lone Wolves will die alone, but sheeple will end dinner for the Wolves together, never letting anybody become Lone Wolf, to make a difference.

Thursday, February 26, 2026

Perfection Bias

 




I

Intelligence is its own mistake – the moment you seek;

people shall know your want. Glitch desires, know nothing.

Agencies are corporate, thus fallible, for Money reeks;

corrupts innocuous hesitations, lobbies the safe-keeps.

Choice and perfection can't fare too long, Mothling

wanted to fly to the bonfire, until its wings scorching.

Cast down amongst the ants, who shall eat yours peak.



II

Don't think about your skills and education. Attach nothing;

whatever you look back, shall restrain you, like Jesus.

When His enemies called him insane, so his family worrying;

would tie Him down, end the Gospel in a shovelling.

Act average, be mundane, don't go out to need fuzz;

remove the sword in your heart, become as a child amiss.

Many experts fail, for their pecker can't stop noting!



III

Forget, what you know and are, release your Will;

True Superman starts, there others build churches.

Why do you need to be stoned inside the Wall;

like the maidens, offered to blood-rite, Thrall?

Just like Lao Zi, move out the system; emerges

your true mission, opportunities faint surges.

Be like a shadow, the glimmer in the fog, gall.