Random thoughts

 Rich people bless themselves; good people bless the good things in life. Holymen refine, what is wicked. Money can buy everything, but everything cannot buy happiness; love and inner peace! If you want enlightenment, loose Everything and start seeing holyness in all things, not just in things suitable and benefitial to you. It is not a shame to be crazy or a fool -- it is a shame to be smart, but not be able to teach it to your children; to your husband and to the people in your neighbourhood. Why are you smart, then you cannot share it? We don't call a man, who doesn't make good use of his money and benefit more than himself wise, but we call many smart people that, who's children are worse than demons. How can a man or woman be smart, if it doesn't reflect its surroundings? Maybe smart is like a conartist and not wisdom at all... Heavy thoughts leave you to heavy debt and make holes in your purse and clothess. Make lofty thoughts, what burden nobody. See the good things in life, but keep your house locked, then the robber comes. Treat everyone nice but don't give them the keys to your life. Hold all you invite in to a high scrutiny, for what is in, cannot be driven out, but with much force and persuation. How many people have that, then even much thought and forgiving is hard to get by these days? It is better to believe in the Radio, than to believe in Haughty Ministers and Servants of God. A radio you can turn off, you can switch the channel or you can axe it. It is not that easy with a Haughty Minister or Servant of God. Driving them off, will cost you much effort and restraint. If you humble yourself, all haughtiness will run from you. Deceivers can only come, because people are unhappy with their lives and they want to improve it with the wrong tools and offer trust to the wrong people. First be happy and content with what you already have, and the deceiver will become nervous. What is there to deceive, then there is no unhappiness nor bickering nor jealous eyes looking around at the deeds of the neighbour! Fear cannot lodge in the house, there people are content and happy with what they got. That is the reason, we are offered so much, to make us afraid of loosing it again. Own less and you own yourself -- own much and you possess yourself in some other rulers minionship. Your time is not yours, if you spend it on your ownage!! Know, what you believe and what it costs you -- know what you are, and what it needs to be refined. Don't enhance through shame, but through temperance. Shame is a nearseighter teacher, he only sees, what is whispered into his ears. Temperance is a farsighted teacher, although he can be blind, he sees through all people. Poverty comes, because we throw away the birds in our hands, to chace the dragonflies on the roof. FIrst cage the birds in your hand, and then go chase after the dragon flies and feed them to your birds!! Don't biy New buy useful. Useful goes a long way, New goes til next season. How can you have money for New but not for useful -- still those people want to get rich and die trying... Why do people collect wisdom in books -- it should be lived in their hearts!! Stupid humans... 

Everybody eats!

 Taking care of the monks in your neighbourhood, is taking care of your soul. You would wash the road, pave it with nice stones and erect delicate buildings to make your intellect rejoyce itself. Also soothe your heart and soul and give it justice. Better to have 1000 monks, than to have 1000 businessmen. Something get always done, but 1000 businessmen drive the economy to ruin, trying to outsmart each-other. Better a little salt and spice, than a lot. Todays world is a little meat, with a lot of salt sugar and spice, and people are surprised, why they are hungry. Are you a tree; a plant or a Man. Then eat like one!! If the monk dost eat, neither do you eat. Don't count, how many good deeds you do, do you count, how many breathes you take, how many shits you dump; how many hairs you bend, while giving somebody a headpat? Why are you then counting your good deed. Let one good deed chase the memory of another away. Show mercy and then act, as though, you have no recollection of it. The World is vicious, because peoples measures of this and that are so precise, but then it comes to spiritual things, so wage. Be precise with spiritual things, and wage with mundane things and your life will find a balance, you never throught possible. 

True Enlightenment and Wisdom

 A man who hopes to buy faith with money, is more desperate, than a gambler betting on a loosing horse, fully knowing it to loose. True faith is expencive, for not having a price tag -- if you buy it, all your friends forsake you, your parents call you a fool, people avoid you on the streets and ridicule you. Faith is obtained through training and meditation. Thus many people mimic and fake it, to be friends with the World. Why loose it all, if you cannot even loose yourself for your goal? Why do people seek enlightenment Is there a job, what requires it? Is there a field, what requires it? Is there a reward, what comes to it? Enlightenment and Wisdom, is like buying a fortune and not having enough food to eat nor water to drink, nor a place to lodge. How many people can choose to alienate from all... If you love women and the booze, don't choose Enlightenment, for women and the booze hate enlightenment. One wants you to get drousy and agitated, pretending to be the master of the Universe, the other makes you a servant of the servant, the pillar, on which is founded the Universe, but who is unbegknowst to all! You cannot go two separate paths, which lead in oposite directions... If you choose Money, good, if you choose God, good -- don't choose Money and God, one will drive you crazy over the other, being jealous. You can't be married to two beautiful women. One will drive the other out, or you crazy!! People don't go to Hell, because they chose either Money or God, they chose both. And then they try to pretend, it didn't happen that way. If people there themselves, being happy about their lot, they would go to Heaven. But after choosing your lot, you see, that your neighbour has something, what you want, and you take it away. That brings people to Hell!! Not letting go of things, you cast off yourself, drives people to Hell!! Not understanding cost drives people to Hell!! Don't buy more things, you need nor more nourishment you can binge. If people would be happy, with what they got, there would be less conartists, like wolves die out, if there is not enough sheep and rabbits to go by. People feed and create their own demons, and then complain to fake necromancers and exorcists the problem. Get rid of the liar and the gossip dies itself! 

Judge Perceive -- Perceiver Judge

 Judging stupidity, is foolish, why do you close the road; 

instead go to the left and all shall be able to cross the double.

Changing gears via dick, because no room in the car; 

some people have digestive problems, farting out matters. 

Imagine, if you would keep them inside, and fart in your brain. 

Piss in your brain, is also not very good, better an ugly face,

than ugly thoughts, and condescence about being selfimportant.

Why do you get offence -- smartes guy in the Universe? 

Do the antlings offend you, for going their own ways:

or do the bees offend thee, for eating powder and womitting honey? 

Why are those, who proclaim smarts, so offended, about people not getting them. 

Or the I am not upset, not surviving the "Really?" Too many mediums will kill the pot.

First know your wisdom, then know your audience, then know, if they even wanna listen!! 

Judges perceive and Perceivers Judge, Yin becomes Yang and Yang becomes Yin... 

Don't judge smarts either, too many people become jealous, for not being picked by you. 

Judge in silence and reverence and perceive like a hidden flame. Make your gust of wind

run underneath the road, to let the people run their lives unabated... 

Steven and Freedom of Speech

 Its that day again, then some punkass Christians deny my joy. Its not enough, that I cannot enjoy my hentai games narrations without Christians proclaiming the Word of God on it, no! I can't enjoy my lovecraftian music tastes as well, because some assholes had to spam the bible on a livefeed. Let me tell you something, you big and fancy Christians, who you think, that you are on the side of Lord Jesus Christ! You think you are martyrs, then somebody calls you out on proclaiming the Word of God on a livestream? The Hell you are!! You violated the Terms of Service, and I am not talking about YouTube, I am talking about the Big Boss, the Head honcho, because that Livestream was under the protection of Lord Jesus Christ and El Shaddai and The Holy Spirit, because the law of Gentiles. Just as lord Jesus Christ cast out the merchants from the Temple, you are cast out, from the Presnece of Lord Jesus Christ and have to  receive this cease and decist order, for not letting Heathens enjoy their quality time WITHOUT RELIGIOUS AND POLITICAL MEDDLING!!  What was so hard to understand there? If somebody askews you about the bible, which a woman did. She asked about Deu 25:11,12 and none your suckers repled. Because you where there to doxx and cancel, because oh, how dare these heathens worhship Cthulhu!! Why don't they worship lord Jesus Christ instead!! This was a music stream and you Christiasn highjacked it. I briefly addressed the passage to the woman, who also was a White Witch, about that later, because she couldn't fathom the fairness about loosing your hand for helping yout husbando out, then you accidentally touch the other mans dick. Its not that you meant it.

Let's first address, why I was even awake after a 12 hour shift and coudln't sleep. It was because a game-developer, who dared to fund a republican and not a lefty, got dogpiled and his pregnant wife was in distress, because of this kind of understanding of Justice and Democracy. I wont even start arguing about the fashism, because lets assume, the developer is really a fashist and Donald Trump is also a fashist, because it makes the argument even better. In democracy a fashist has the right to be a fashist, its not against the law being a fashist --its against the law, while being a fashist, breaking the law, and then the man receives penatly not for being a fashist, but for breaking the law. I know its bizarre to fathom, but your faith and creed and politics dont break the law, just as the knife dont kill the man, the Man wielding the knife kills another, and the fashist using his values can do that, but this must be proven first and be brought in the face of the law who verifies and pennalizes, not the lynch- and hatemob of twitter! And even if that developer was guilty of breaking the law, his wife who also was a pregnant wife, thus his wife and unborn child are sepparate two entities, who shalt not be pennalized for their husbands and fathers beliefs or political affiliations. Furthermore, it is legal to give donations to the right wing as it is legal to do so to the left wing. As a feminist, it disturbs me to the core, to even hear, a woman in distress, not to mention a pregnant woman, because of them politics. And then it was ok, to distress her. If it had been a left leaning woman, it would have been ok, to come to her rescue, but orange man bad. This brings us to the Title, and what it has to do with Steven. 

At the time, Steven the Martyr became the Diakon, he didn't become that because there was no beef in the Church. The beef was so great, condescending on the question, who is more worthy in the Face of El Shaddai, because Jewish Christians believed in their cut foreskin ebing more worth, than the Greeks uncut foreskin, also some liberated Jewish slaves of the Jubilee year and roman descent thought, they should get some for that. Long story short, the greek widows didn't receive the due diligence, for not being able to do the Jewish pickering thing, that Father Abraham taught, then he hassled the number of faitfuls down to 10 -- but Sodom and Gomorra there doused in flames nevertheless!! Only Lot was saved, and his famiy, the waifu and mother became a salt statue, for looking back, and the daughters fucked their respective father, for not getting married, after Sodom and Gomorra got pwned. Why wouuldn't you wanna such a waifu who' yandere God can do that in and around you? X^D The point is, the greeks, unable to hassle in a Jewish way, lost their right to be treated equally. So the matter went in the presence of St Peter -- who was so stunning and brave, that he didn't touch it with a ten foot pole and let the congregation to elect deakons, so he and the holymen, could pray, and deal with such heinous questions!! So now, Steven the Martyr had to deal with that beef, what St. Peter was too holy to deal with. And he got persecuted killed and all the Greek Christians scattere around the land. Later for this very reason, lord Jesus Christ turned  a blind eye and didn't heed the prayers of Jews, then Israel and Jerusalemm was besieged. That was the one reason, Israel had to leave his fatherland under the pain of death, should any of them return. Becasue they there too liberated in the face of the lord, that they couldn't share their daily bread, with Greek Widows -- for they couldn't draw their rights from Jewish hassling... 

And now, you faithfu Christians, who you came to proclaim the Word of God, on the Temple side of the Heathens, which was allocated for Pagan and Heathen business, not for Christian and Jewish politics and religion. Because you have put yourself left of the lord, to be equal with those, who hate their political opponents and mar pregnant women, hear this: "You saw somebody, hungry, but you didn't give him food, while representing Christ to that person; you saw somebody thirsty, again, you didn't care, while being in office! Those people there under the terms of service of both Twitter and YouTube, but you didn't relieve it, just so you could virtue signal and show off, what an aweosme Christian you are, because you can spam copy and paste religious doctrine and ruin the joy of non-Christians!! Mat 25:41- 46 Lord Jesus Christ, will also not remember your worthy prayers and your congreagations worthy prayers, on the days of Reckoning, for denying justice to the Heathens!! Just as the word stated by the White Witch, I shall address now in detail. Deu 25:11,12 Then you want to vow someting in Israel, that man, who vows you something, takes your dick into his hand and vows it on your lifeforce and future offspring. If you break this promise, its like, this fiuture of that dick, he could deliver is in check. Thus the hand or life of the holder of that hand must perish!! The same way, if a woman even accidentally touches the groin of the enemy of his husband, then it is seen as double jeopardy, thus the hand must go. Listen ye faitful Christian, who you act like spoiled women, who can only spend the honour and riches of Lord Jesus Christ and El Shaddai and the Holy Spirit! Your right hand shall be no more, and your nat 20 shall go to the White Witch, which you had from the lord, to do your thing. For this Witch didn't need to love this God, who said in Exo 22:18 "You shalt not suffer a Sorceress alive!" But since, she offered Whiteraven this quote, I was desperately seeking, while only being able to see verse 10 or verse 13 and not in the middle. Because she provided, what I needed to bless the gamedev and his pregnant Woman in distress, yours nat 20 shall be handed to that White Witch. He who acts like a prophet, shall be treated like a prophet, he who acts like a witch, shall be treated like a witch!! The Justice of lord Jesus Christ, whom I represent in this matter flows over!! And there shall be Freedom of Speech once more, as conveyed in the law, not as conveyed bylynchmob or some religious zealots warped sense of justice!! Be blessed White Witch and stand in the right of the Lord, for then the lord was hungry, you offered Him food; then He was thirsty, you offered Him drink; then the little people of the lord, there in distress, you didn't hold back your helo. Thus you shalt be blessed as well! Mat 25:34 - 40. Even the woman, who called herself the smartest being on the planet is under protection and shall not be meddled with, for she was under the Pagan law, not under the Christian law! Why couldn't you Chritians respect your boundaries and not sully the Pagans rights, and in so doing, sully your God? Now your rights shall b handed unto the Heathens, for you have sullied the name of the lord and this cease and desist order will reach you! Stop your business now and go back see lord Jesus Christ in Heaven and apologize!! For stuff like this, lord Jesus Christ is running around amidst the guardian angels of the known worlds, to apologize, what his ministers have wrought on the mortal plane!! Why? Just Why did you have to do that?? Better be praying that Corona Chan don't come back with a vengeance and that the Holy Ground is not taken away from the Jews, because you should have been mediating the peace between Israel and Išmael, but you failed to do so, and rather lost your hand in groping some other Mans dick in business, what was not yours!! Halleluyah! <3 and UWU to Cthulhu, then a livestream is commemorating that, and you will not tarnish that you miserable Christian! 

Salt and Light

 This essay is about the Sermon of the Mount on Mat 5:13-16 .  Also Zen mind, Beginners mind, at 1:59:50 The Hanshakukyo bridge and giving half the water back. Christians talk a lot about salt and light, because we see ourselves as those characters. But then lord Jesus Christ was talking about those qualities, He wasn't necessarily talking to Jews nor to Christians, but all the people. If you listen and preach things from an established point of view, your cup is full. Just like a King, who drank from the holy relics of the temple and saw the writing on the wall, couldn't prevail, because he was performing from an assumption, there he was winning. Then you follow lord Jesus Christ, you are not winning -- you give up the sword in your hand, for: "He, who draws the sword, dies by the sword!!" Equal action of dogmatism and eulogism will reach you, if you convert and Gospel that way. Eventually you will reach a point in the road, which could be expressed as the sonic wall. You are not moving fast enough, thus your actions are destroying you! Either start moving slower and stop, or start moving faster and break through... If you move from an established point of view, your Holy City will remain unfound. Because your beliefs will make it unavailable to all those, who cannot agree with you. If you want lord Jesus Christ to be available to All, you must go out of your box and relate, just like He did before you. Talk to the Satanist; the Jehovah's Witness; the Prostitute; the Buddhist etc. If you only talk to your own kind, your light is still under the basket. Your salt is still in the jar, and doesn't get out. Why is your faith any worth, if you only relate to yourself or your own kind? True faith and enlightenment is relied, if you risk your very soul and integrity, to get your job done!! Your good works are not those works, what will glorify You, but what will glorify lord Jesus Christ! If a door to door salesman wants to glorify himself, he glorifies his merchandice, he is selling, and becomes invisible by himself, and his CEO will notice in the sales numbers; reward him in silence, not in public. That is the reason, so many Christians fail, because you want glory in the public, not in silence!! How did your salt and light reward the people, and made them glorify lord Jesus Christ? Halleluyah 

Myers - Briggs and gaming

 Myers-Briggs should be solved like a gaming team profile. Just as I sugested under a INFJ video on YouTube, that he can only fulfill its goal, with a team of 4 -- namely ISFJ; INTJ; ESFJ; ENTJ. What does that achieve. Since the personality test was designed to help teams, mostly churches and such, you get the best results, if you  view your stats in context and contrast of your team, and not in the void. If you view your stats in the void, its nice to know, you got something, but for what! You get a better notion, if you understand, which question you are asking. You are not hitting nails into the wall with an ice-cream cane. If you know, why are your stats significant to you, not just as highlights, but in furthering your goal in the team, you are envisioning, you are getting a much better result, then you're just cheering yourself being the 1 in a million trait. Good for you. You ccan get shit done with average stats, if you have the right team. Ask any gamer! The sum of the total abilities is seldom the highest possible stats, but teamwork and knowing the strengths and weaknesses of your team. I learned that watching Jin-Roh: The Wolf Brigade. Many of the ideas, being an INFP-T i get then I watch anime or play video-games, then I connect this with that, what normally dost add up. Why do you inquire about your type and other attributes? Is it in order to cheer once, that you could obtain a rare trait, or because you're a man/woman on a mission? Why do you add up this information about being this or that type? What is your end goal? Those questions get you closer to a result of your success story, beyond watching other peoples motivationals. You could be your own motivational story!! What is your team of the Myers-Briggs system, what furthers the goals, you have set onto yourself? Do you understand your goals and what you need, or who you need on your team, to further those goals? There is no point gussing about leadership skills, if you cannot solve such a simple task, what gamers do every day, without even knowing their Myers-Briggs!! They just do what works and let the actions speak lowder than them words. Now if you got the Sigma Male or the INFJ and think, you got what it takes to lead in office -- very well, show me what you got. Make your team, and see how it works in the real world. Make your 3 minute elevator speech, to get your vision presented. Make me a believer of your Faith!! But if you cant, then you abused your time, and got only psyched about your high stakes, and had no intentions in implementing them in the real world. That is the biggest waste of my own time and effort, to see somebody, who could have dominant traits and be my leader, and he just won't do it, because no guts. Most people only talk about fucking the gitl -- thus the term INCEL! while those who do, seldom talk about fucking the girl. Can you see the difference. Which one are you, the talker or the Doer!! Have a nice day <3 UWU