Monday, July 5, 2021

Why God hates Fancy Cathedrals.

 Imagine, you are God, and you gave your people the Sermon of the Mount. It was nice and dandy, you went back to Heaven, thinking all was good and well, and then those Cathedrals started to emerge. Oh my! Those beautiful ornate buildings, filled with so much artwork oof now famous painters and sculptors. Did they got paid accordingly. Well Master Hiram got paid with "Kabool" (My friend, what is this?" a Tristram like derelict nonstate, not worthy of the Great Temple, erected for King Solomon!! The same way, Christians have not paid accordingly for all those things, what make their monasteries or churches pretty. The Artists should be humble and proud, that they did this to God -- while somebody else in the shadows get filthy rich... If you wanna imagine, how much exactly they got for it, it was 1000 bucks in todays money, while their craft was worth a Million!! Todays church wouldn't bother buyting it, because it can't afford it. It could only afford all those artists and sculptors, because there was nobody else, who would buy such amounts of art, also angering the church meant, no rich landowner opens the door for you. Which pretty much meant The End for you as an artist or sculptor. For that very reason, God dislikes to go to cathedrals and such places, because He dost need such "gifts" which are stolen from their vendors. God dost need such offerings, what makes the pagan mock and laugh at Him, for not being able to afford such things Himself!! This is the reason, why regrettably Notre-Dame burnt down and other such things shall commence -- Christians are not worthy of their pretty idols. They don't pray and fast enough, to afford such commodities. For any such pretty stone, there should also be a soupe-kitchen for the poor, a homeless shelter and a second hand store selling to the poor. But right now, even the second hand store pricings are on par to Timberland or other brand attire. Why would lord Jesus Christ need this? He needs followers of the Sermon of the Mount!! Get it into your system already, ye Christians, if you want stuff, you have to give stuff. the Currency what the Holy Spirit accepts, are your quality time -- not the "I came to Church on Sunday and was in my I-Phone all boring Sermon and didn't tithe a thing, because I was soo poor!!" Or the people who publicly offer a lot of virtuous deeds but treat their family like shit, because finding such money to donate publicly is great work, why is the family spending too much!! You don't have to live a Holy Half-Life. If you don't want to serve God and rather want Mammon, its OK -- lord Jesus Christ will understand, like any waifu would... For this is how you treat Him! God wants All your life, not snippets. If you can't handle it, find yourself a different God!! Be aware of, what you really want. Its ok to be a Capitalist and love the money -- if thats your desire. You could even attend church as such and be happy, as long as you don't lie and do those hideous donations, to show yourself better off. How many times, my lord, how many times has a nightmare demon loosened from Heaven, to torment a King Saul type, for offering hastily, what he was not bound to do as King, because the people there forsaking him and the prophet was delaying His order. Sometimes you know a persons true feelings, then something, he deserves, is getting delayed. For people can't wait for anything, like little children on Christmas. If you don't fuck with lord Jesus Christ, He wont fuck you with Nightmare Demons and Madness. So many Christians have suffered, for erecting great things and making a name for themselves, but missing out on the Mercy side of the Law and Gospel! If you don't help the pagans pray on their side of the Temple, you are no good for Lord Jesus Christ, and he will whip you out, like the merchants in the temple. You are there for God, God is not there for you! You are His Shield and Sword, like the Lutheran Choral states, not the other way around!! You get possessed by God, and your ass belongs to Him, ye Christians, who don't say thus, get the hell out of my presence, for I have always longed to be a nightmare demon and a blight for such Christians, who only want the trial version of Christianity. I am for the Premium content with all the add-ons you can get. Open your churches for the pauper; the orphan; the widow; the homeless at your doorstep; the fugitive etc. For this was your service, not in order to build you up and give you a white house with a picket fence around!! If your ordeal to lord Jesus Christ don't make you suffer, like eating wormwood and drinking vinegar, you are doing something horribly wrong with your faith!! The people need to cheer and get their lives reinstated, not You! If you are in it for God, you are not in it for yourself. Remember the pupil of Prophet Eliyah, who got leppered, for lying to Naaman the General, because his master didn't take any cut of all those riches brought to him, for saving him from such a great disease! He just wanted some silver, and he also got Naamans disease... You shall fare much worse, because you have the Old Testament and the Prophets and the Apokriva also The New Testament -- and still you don't believe and give over your lives to lord Jesus Christ, because you need times of tribulation to believe!! Very Well then! Times of tribulation you have asked, times of tribulation you shall get! God will make strong your enemies and their gods and you shall bring offerings to them like in the olden times. Then you cry out to lord Jesus Christ, He wont listen to you, because you didn't heed the warnings in the Sermon of the Mount. God will disavow any knowledge of such Christian or Jew, who claims to know him, but not do according to His teachings!! If you have no room for those in need, don't come with your needs to lord Jesus Christ, there is no room in Heaven for you!! There are no churches; cathedrals nor denominations in Heaven, only God and your relationship with God! Have a nice day <3 UWU 

What it means to grow up.

 Many people claim to know, what it means to grow up. They say, if you are sickly sweet and overprotective about somebody, then that shows, you are mature, because instead of running along and playing around, you chose to see somebodies calamitites and stood up for that person, and issue. No! Before you can stand up for something, you must first see both sides of the issue. There can be times, then nice guys do nasty things, as a child and kick the socker ball in the face of the bully, then run behind their mothers ass and show their fuck-you's there. Growing up takes time -- so does being an adult. There is no manual, what you get, then you turn 18-24 depending the laws in your country. 

The first symptom of a grown up person is -- Tolerance. Then a Man or Woman don't get psyched out about stuff and don't choose sides in a fight, but try to see the bigger picture! You can only choose a side, as a grown up, then you have wagered them both and assessed the pros and cons. A Political activist can't do that, because opting the other side, would border with treason. Just like with a religious zealoth, it would be a transgression, to even contemplate to go there. You would be more lucky, suggesting a Christian Baptist, to read Nietzsches "Thus spoke Zarathustra", then he is presumed an Anti-Christ, then to expect a political activist, to take his opponents seriously. btw. I have read this book, in that setting, and it changed my whole life and thinking, alowing to see past my own religious belief outside the box. This is the very reason, why I speak about growing up. It it wasn't for the people I met, or the books I read and the teachers I had, I would have ended up either as a religious Zealoth; political revolutionary or a suicide terrorist. I have the same profile, but I was lucky. To make an MBTI joke, my ESTJ mother didn't let me fuck up like that, although my INFP overthinking and gloomy dreaminess tried really hard to achieve exactly that. Why do I call the Executive, who is also called the Cryptonite of INFP's such a good mother. Because due to dreaminess and exessive gaming, I lacked executive touch to my life -- and my mother provided me with exactly that. Well Yeah, I guess my grandmother and Grandfather there along the same lines, I suspect. Many Estonians are ESTJ -- even our cars would say it, if there would be room for the fourth letter, X^D You are more, than your numerology; astrology; MBTI or something else chart. Those are just promises for your future -- offers on the market, but you have to still work with these, like you have to familiarize yourself with a new software, is it compatible with your hardware, does it need further upgrades or account managing, annual payments or chores, like customer feedback. A mature person, knows to look these up, before the ok and yes button press, but a political activist acts first and asks questions later. This is the very reason, I distrust any so called adult companies, who talk about growing up. First of all, companies have no age nor gender, because they are not people -- for the same reason, they don't got a vote!! This is the reason, why companies try to get votes through dark and shady means -- by going woke and doing hip things, to win people over, and influence their vote in so doing. That is the real reaosn, why companies and political activists talk so much about growing up. They are like the womanizer, who likes to get the virginity of the girl, once its got, they loose interest. People are not really people to those kind of "Mature" and "Adult" beings, because they are just vectors, to further their agenda. It is as good, if I would let myself be hired on such a position of power, the woke crowd normally uses, and decide, that people must respect the Bible -- and the rib story, everybody, who doubts the rib story, gets banned; or what about marrying rape victims to rapicsts. Deu 22:28.29 also see Exo 22:16-19 what also contains the Witch-hunters quote and anti zoophilia quote. and Deu 22:13-22 because that was also seen as rape, then you used the excuse of "my waifu was not a virgin" excuse to use her as a prostitute. The point is, there are so many foreign and alien concepts in the bible, what don't go anymore. I could do this all day, and the next day, and the day after, without getting bored -- this is the very reason, why we have Church and State separation, that this kind of Zealotry dost take root in the society, corrupting everything. Would you love me, and like my such bravery? I think not. You would even ask me to grow up; get sober and have a good nights sleep over it!! For this reason companies and political activists should not talk about growing up, because they haven't themselves done so yet. They still live in their tiny social bubble and are like the Russian Prince in Vikings, who lived in a birds nest, made in his room, until his older brother chopped it away!! That is growing up! It is violent, it is unrelenting. Some things you can keep from your childhood and cherish, others are forever gone... 

Growing up does not mean, you get to live in a safe space and judge from there, like behind your mothers ass, to show your fuck you's to the rest of the world. A grown up Man or Woman, takes up responsibility and dost make excuses, why somebody else should be blamed for the bullshit, he/she(it does. Being an adult is all about owning up to your fuck ups and getting better. 

Adults don't always win, mostly they cut their losses -- this is the very reason, SJW will never be CEO by themselves or something on their own, because they are parasites, who ladge on working ideas and making them their own. If they would have something to say, they would not need such a thing. 

A grown up can stand his ground, and he can do the smart thing, and walk away, then the fight is not deserving. Try telling that to a political activist or virtue signaling compnay; religious Zealoth... A grown up always knows the difference between right and wrong, without having a nanny or party or government, tell him about it. That is the reason, why Democracy exists, that adult and mature citizens can choose for themselves, not their favorite vendor of Soft/ Hard Drinks!! The only things those are good at, is to give their distribution detail and when the next discount happens. They have no say in your life nor in politics, because their mechandice can be replaced. Never forget that!! If you don't use your vote, somebody else will. Your vote in election; your vote of confidence; your vote of remaining silent and acknowledging the default. We choose the lives, we live, not anybody else!! Knowing this and knowing yourself, is growing up -- nobody outside can give you that... never forget, the responcibility as a citizen and a person, you have in front of yourself and others, even to History! 

How to find inner peace

 Mat 10:16-20 says: "behold, I send you out as sheep among the wolves. Therefore be wise as serpents, and harmless as doves. But beware of men, for they will deliver you up to councils and scourge you in their synagogues. You will be brought before governors and Kings for my sake, as a testimony to them and to the Gentiles. But then they deliver you up, don't worry about how or what you should speak. For it will be given to you in that hour, what you should speak; for it's not you, who speak, but the Spirit of your Father, who speaks in you." 

It seems like a lame councel. How should this aid me, then somebody smears me; derogates me, or is a nuisance in my life for no reason, save a petty political or religious one. There are so many virtue signalers, who stand at the cross-roads and exclaim all kinds of shit. How do you deal with those, and not loose your temper. That is the very reason, why we should be as sheap among the wolves. Then somebody is itching for a street-brawl of little importance, why would you give it to him! If somebody calls you: "Coward!" or "Fool!" would you immediately lunge, because, your honor is so petty and can't keep it together. Are you this drunk of Pride, that even the slightest of disrespects will put you in a deranged state? For this reason, you should be as shrewd as a serpent and harmless as a dove, to give no triggers, for an NPC. who is like the Dreadhorde Butcher or Knight of the Ebon Legion. They are only after their triggers and virtue signals, looking for vectors, how to ruin your life. Why would you give it to them? 

Inner peace is found, there you give no fucks, what people said about you, or your god, or your state; or your mind or something else related of you. Newspapers are filled with gossip on a 6 year old level. "Ronny told Jill, that Mary-Jane is a bitch and Mitch is stupid!" Maybe it is that way maybe it isn't, maybe, it wasn't even Ronny, who told em so, but the teller of tales -- and you should be lashing out on such corrupted information, what might be fraudulent from the get go... Why? For the same reason, is the "turn the other cheek!" offered, for this close are you, oh little christian, away from the Wrath of God, should you go out, to make yourself self-esteem; reputation or something else important. How do you even have time for those things, then you life is given up for a greater Quest!! Why should Christians care, that worldly people, live in Worldly manner. What news is that -- they have always done so. Caesar should get his bidding and God should be granted His!! Mar 12:17 We are living in this world and should be making friends by unrighteous Mammon, that then you fail, they may receive you into an everlasting home. Luke 16:9 But Christians say: "Nay, I shall not bow down in front of the Infidel, I only offer my services to the worthy and to the righteous!" the SJW will say: "Nay, I shall not bow down in front of the Capitalist and intolerant, I only offer my services to the stunning and brave!" the something else will say: "Nay, I shall not bow down in front of the *insert presumed fiend*, I only offer my services to the *insert presumed mutual*... How quaint! Then lord Jesus Christ came to town, He was able to talk to the Woman, married to 6 husbands, and the 6th was also not the One; to the Possessed of Gadarene; to the Merchants and Tax-Collectors; Pharisee's and Zodokite; Harlots and Zealoths; Jews and Greek alike. But what to do with those Righteous and Haughty, who loose their cool, because somebody dared to disagree, and see it the other way. Immediately, just like Boanerges, they want to cast fire down from Heaven, to get rid of that nuisance!! "Because he was not walking with us, thus he shall not proclaim Your Name - lord Jesus Christ!" Luke 9:54; Mark 9:38. Whenever something is done in the lords name, and it is worthy and good, why do you still look at the man or woman, who did it and askew his title or class? Is it of any importance, if a good person gives you water to drink, on a hot summer day, or  a bad person? Why do people make such difference, but God should listen to their prayer without difference in opinion and judgment. How should lord Jesus Christ understand thus? You cannot row in a boat, you don't want to sit inside, but are stepping onto another. There is no point in complaining, that the boat is not settled and makes you fall into the river and get wet. Its not the boat, but you, who didn't sit down and wasn't content with your place in life, who tried to step onto another boat, and got hurt by hardship, what happened, for converting from this state to that. Can you convert your money for Free in your Bank? I didn't know so! For the same reason, you cannot expect things run smoothly, if you have a stunning and brave idea, to make a better Future, for Everybody -- alas you are short in building your Ivory tower, and it got unfinished, for no money and no material nor skillset to go along with it. So you gave up, because stupid people, who don't understand!! Isn't it? That is eating away your inner peace and spending all your attention span. The reason, why people have problems even suffering the clapping the hands, and have to plead for jiving it. If you don't deal with stuff, none of your business, you don't get un-necessarily upset. Then you wont grind your gears, not feel your batteries depleted etc. You can't feel offended nor hurt, if you accept no trouble nor; offence nor hurt!! It seems easy to say, but all Psychology and Meditations run back to the same point. How many fucks did you give!! 

This is also the reason, why important things don't get done, because people are too busy giving pieces of their mind around, because somebody had an opinion online, and they had to be hell-bent with a vengeance, to dispute that... Why exactly? Only a Fool, disputes everything and only a Bitch is virtually loved by everybody, because all people only want one thing from her. You should have a taste, like you don't eat ALL the food you can possibly buy for your salary -- a thing, what children do, having to spend their entire allowance, because they havent yet learned to think about ownership, like adults do. This is the reason also, why this kind of thinking is exploited and emulated in the culture and in this time. Why not educate such adults, who don't care about their possessions and just spend them away. Your eye doesn't see like Mad-Eye Moody, ALL AROUND its spehere, you have a focus. Focus is good, because it disregards a lot. This disregard is so good, it keeps you alive, because you can simply say no to great things, which you just missed out on. Its a mental conditon, to always feel bad about missing out on things. It is ok to live a life full of choices, not a life of gonna collect all the events and experiences of Diablo 3 achievement list in one go!! Yeah, Good Luck with that... How do you even live, then you make such a fuss on details, what don't matter? It is good to play around and escape from the routine, to sniff the roses and walk the roads, not tread. After that, you come back to your surroundings and live the same old. C'est la vie! The road to Inner Peace -- the Road to Heaven. 

But you wanted to be Bad and stick it to your enemies, so they would feel it. Go to their Holy Ground and take a piss on their Eternal Fire!! That is the reason, why wixkedness and ill-thought is passed around. You take a piss, and they take a piss back and things escalate. Thus we have laws, but some want to do away with them -- shall we allow it, and go along with Mutual Assured Distraction. Because nothing else matters!! And the same people, who do thus, believe, they do you a service -- what to say...

There comes the time in your life, you have to choose, which hill to die on and which battle to fight for -- you can't pitch your dog, to fight in all of em, because that would be a dead dog soon. You have to make an honest accounting, where you stand, and what you care about, then stick with that, not the voices of disgruntled people, who are too afraid to live themselves, thus they deny it to everybody else. 

Be well, and be the best version of you can ever be -- fulfill the goals set on you, and reclaim your Future! You only live once as the First of Your Name, like said unto Daenerys Targaryen, make the best of it, Godspeed! <3 UWU

Sunday, July 4, 2021

Owe me a spine.

 These two poems, done by Genka, a famous Estonian Rap artist, have deeply moved me. I always appreciate, then such celebrities do low paying work for the government or strictly propaganda. Because somebody has to do it and have a spine. We are talking about the age old topic, what situates on the hot summer days. Especially on the 4th of July, you American readers, should mind to celebtrate your Great day, with some mindfulness, that you also need some sober nice guy, who drives you at home, or enough cash to pay the cabby. Its not too much to ask, to do the right thing. <3 

These are the poems, what deeply moved me, I will provide the links in the comments section. 

Vaata, kel seltskonnas on selgroogu!


Veiko, Ints ja Marx -- kolm sõpra, nagu kolm musketäri; 

otsustasid, tegid kõiki asju koos -- ei olnud mingit kääri. 

Tõid mere mitme kildi tagant otse kodukoha karjääri; 

sest, mis see ikka põlvini saab olla, kui vette kastad rohkem kui sääri!

Näpud püsti, pidu käib hundijala vastikust; 

sai Longeroga loputatud pudelist plastikust.

Jooki Intsule veel sisse, seltskonnast kõige aremale; 

Marx noor ja sirge hirv, naised svaipisid ainult paremale. 

Veiko vähem rütmikam, no, selline iisim kuju ta; 

Tarts siis tegi ettepaneku veidikene ujuda... :

"Ma ei tea..." ütles Veiko "kas see mõistlik ettepanek?" 

"Me kõik suht vindised ja nüüd vetteminek!" 

Marx siis uljalt end Veiko haardest lahti kiskused: 

"Veiks, ära ole sihuke eit, sa vist pissid ka istudes!"

"Mis ikka juhtub? Jumal hoiab joodikuid ja meid!" 

kõrgel kaldal valmis ujuma kõik nagu Indrek Sei. 

Vaieldi, et mina soovin ujuda, sina mind ei peata; 

samal ajal seltskonna pesamuna Ints pani peaka! 

Et näidata "julgust" Et miskit ei tee ujudes väike joogipoolis; 

nüüd Ints on olnud 4 aastat ratastoolis... 

Nõme öelda, aga see on veel hästi, sest pooli; 

kes eelmisel aastal uppusid, olid tarvitanud alkoholi!!  

Üks mees peatas hoogu, üks mees ei olnud mitte peorikkuja; 

vaid näitas, et tal on selgroogu!


I took the liberty of editing the marks, because either YouTube or the editor really suck in narrating poetry well. It can be written better, and the chosen words. But ah well, its the thought that counts. ^^ 

Look, who got the spine at your gang!


Veiko, Ints and Marx -- three friends like three musketeers; 

they did all things together -- nothing diluted them peers. 

(The word kääri can be translated to cissor or driving an edge between or simply rotting. It wants to rely how intimate the friendship was, that you couln't even drive a knife in between, and how much they felt the peer-pressure, to stay like that together) 

They brought the sea many miles into the homesteads abandoned stripmine; 

what good is the water for your knees, then you only dip in legs of thine! 

(Karjäär can also be translated as business or the career you may want, in here, the aspirations and expectations you could possess, which has a stark contrast with the stripmine. Estonians like those aggressive wordplays, there you leave much to be said... UWU Also the "Water only for the knees, is a reference to a fairy tale, there two fishermen there stuck on a plank of ice and pleaded with God to be spared, then they will each do a trick, but then they saw that water was to the knee, they slurred and lived happily like before, one only donating a candle instead of the chandeleer and the other glittering prices on his merchant goods excusing himself with the taxes...) 

Thingers upright, the party went along moonshines ilk; 

Long Drink guzzled down, bottled plastik, smooth as silk. 

(hundijala allika vesi - synonym for Alcohol, valid translation moonshine)

A drink in, for Ints, the Courage of the Champions; 

Marx, the young stag, while the girls swiped to the right guns. 

(I don't really like swiping - scroling up down or sideways, in this context opting for betters, because it can drive the lesser men to despair and cause acts of depravity, later regretted -- coming from theology studies, but hey its the language, what speaks to the yourhs these days, then in Rome... ^^) 

Veiko, less of good vibrations, laid back and easy going; 

Tarts made the offer, to take a little swim for the showing. 

"I don't know..." said Veiko " Is this a great idea?" 

we all kinda hammered and now swimming, yeah!"

Marx in a dare, got away from the hold of Veiko: 

Don't be such a hag, Veiks, you probably piss sitting too!" 

"What could possibly happen? God protects drunkards and us!"

on the high ground all are eager to swim like Indrek Sei gussed. 

(Indrek Sei is a famous Estonian swimmer, who now is a businessman. The God protects drunkards is a negative saying from the Soviet times, then druncards kept fucking up their lives, but seemingly always had plenty of health and money to keep on drinking. Then a drunkard falls down, it somehow is, that he dost get injured as a regular. Thus the saying that God protects them...) 

Arguments went, I wan to swim, you wont stop me, how; 

in meantime the Tweety Bird, Ints took a head for the bow. 

(Ints being the Courage of the party is really put out for the show, how stronger peers fighting can drive them over the edge, and how we should take better responcibilities on that. You can always choose, whether you're popular now, or the rest of your life -- its getting better later, and you'll understand, what I mean...) 

To show forth "Bravery" a little drink dost nothing to the swimming Man; 

now it has been four years from this fatefull day, strolling in a wheelchair tanned... 

Lame to say, that was the betters, for half of those friends; 

who drowned last year, had been drinking alco for the trends!! 

One Man holdup -- this one man, was no crasher, 

He got spine among the gang, to call shots and cash there. 

(I like such poems, what make others vomit, because I'd rather piss people off and be politically incorrect, to see people still alive the next time July 4th comes, than to attend their funerals or giving small-talk to the sulking wheelchair, who laments on the dead, who there left hanging... I'd rather be this kind of friend, who's aim and strikes are true. If you don't like that, hey! You don't have to ruin your Independence Day, listening to little old Whiteraven. UwU What do I know about it? ^^)


The second one was "The story of a man with no spine." (Lugu mehest, kel puudus selgroog.)


Elu on ilus, kui mõelda, või noh -- pole midagi häda! 

Noor pruut, töö ja siis see esimene suve vaba nädal. 

Päike helgib, pagasnikusse telgid; 

sõprade ees oma uue kahe-liitrisega kelgid! 

Tuttuus. Nullist sajani sekundeid umbes kuus; 

tuhisedes mööda võilillepõldudest ja raielankudest -- Tere, Eestimaa! 

See parim aeg aastas, parim aeg elus -- Tere festival... 

Parim aeg, parim õhtu, parim pidu -- kõik on pagana äge! 

Kõrges meeleolus maandub ohutunne madalal lävel... 

"Ära muretse, kallis," ise ütled. "Ma ise kõiki pärast ööbima viin." 

"Kamoon, ma suht kaine ja sõidan nagu Top Geari Stig!" 

"Ma võtsin vaid mõned koksid ja noh, enne need veinid; 

ära muretse, musi, näe -- lava peal on üks lemmikumaid DJ-sid!" 

"Ainult paar jooki veel -- tantsime, hüppame, kisame! 

Pärast sõidame rahulikult, viin su Pühapäeval tervelt koju, nii lubasin su isale!" 

"Me olime peaaegu kohal... Ma räägin siin võibolla 500 meetrist; 

me veel laulsime kaasa seda lugu, mis parasjagu tuli raadioeetrist..."

Parimast õhtust sai košmaare täis öö: 

Sest sa olid ainus, kes ellu jäi; missest et kinni oli turvavöö. 

Su elurõõmust sai mõrtsukatöö. 

Sa sulgesid uksed, enda ees avatud Maailma; 

kuidas vaatad ta isale matustel silma?  Ei... 

Ei saa tagasi pöörata ajavoogu -- sul oli peaaegu kõik -- 

Aga sul ei olnud selgroogu... !! 


Life is a flower, or well -- nothing to fuss about! 

Young bride, a job and the summers first week off stoked. 

The sun is shining, tents in the trunk; 

pragging in front of my friends with my new 2-litred junk! 

Factory New. From 0 to 100 in about 6 seconds it crews; 

(Wait for it, its always a good notion, if in a two-liner rhyme, one of the lines rhymes with itself, by using the first word and last. You know something ominous is coming OwO) 

cruising past the meadows full of Dandelion and the foresters flanks -- Hello, Estonia!

Thy best day of the Year, No in your Life, Hello, Festival! 

(Dandelion fields have always been a connotation of frailty and death, because they develop this white coat, and then you blow, and they fly away, leaving only the bold head, just as the deforrested land, is a connotation, of what is to come next. ^^) 

The best time! The best night! The Best Party! -- All is wicked-awesome! 

In High mood, the attention descends on a low doorway for Kingdom come... 

(Look, how the poet is making an effort of stressing out, how high the mood and cheerfulness of the party was, in contrast of the attention span lowered and what else is to come on this night...)

"Don't worry, honey!" you there saying "I will drive them in myself!" 

"Camoon, I'm relatively sober, and driving like Top Gear Stig in full health!" 

(You gotta love the connotations. We all know one of these young stags, who think, nobody can hold their water! who are relatively sober, like some teenagers are a little bit pregnant. The word used for delivering your vow or simply carrying out Viin (Viima) also can be translated as Liquoir. We also had the song of Oncle Bella "I took Liquoir" "Ma võtsin viina" I couldn't find its original in English. ) 

"Only a few cocks(-tails) and well, the fine wine before 

don't worry, honey, on the stage, there is my favoritest DJ -- I implore!"

"Just a few more drinks -- we'll dance; we'll shout; we'll cry!"

afterwards lets drive slow, home safely, on Sunday, as to your father I signed!" 

"We're almost there... talking 'bout 500 meters; 

we even sang along from the radio, down the Aether..." 

(Estonia has still not gotten away with the Aether theory of radio-waves, still strong in this figure of speech. Then a radio show is on, its on the Aether. UwU Love those anachronisms... It is said, then drunkards sing, it will ease their condition and let them control their motoric actions better, too bad it didn't work out this time...)

The best evening slumbered in a nightmare dread-filled night: 

You, the last Man standing, although the seatbelts there upright! 

Your joy of life became a butchers work, worthy of blight! 

(This threeliner wraps things up well, I reallly love the sad face of Genka, what is so not him in his songs... It reminded me of the Ozzy Ozbourne song, then he was just sitting and moving his lips, because there was not more strength left in his drained and overused body. All those words there on point as well. You really can see the roadkill in front of your minds eye ^^ I love those roadkill commercials, as long they save even one life, they are worth it, how many bleeding hearts they ever piss off in the process, who don't care about the dead so much... Again, better be offencive, and have all alive the next season, than be politically correct, and go to funerals. That's my philosophy in Life!! <3 UWU )

You closed the doors, in front of you the Whole open World; 

how shall you face his father on the funeral? Nay, you couldn't... 

Can't rewind time, -- you had it almost -- but aint got the spine!!

(Recommend to watch and take care of your friends. You do no service, if you for the sake of friendship get yourself or others cripled or killed. Its no laughing matter. Festivities kill the most people, especially at times of Corona, people are wee bit unhinged. Its better to give tough love, than rough tears. ;) Take care ya'all, Wish you a Great Indepence Day, America <3 <3 <3)

Friday, July 2, 2021

Why are Christians reluctant in attending court?

 Let's talk about the Christians attitude of rather sufffering wrong, than taking care of their rights. For that, we must go back  in time and see, why the Roman Law was so bad in Christian eyes. Back then, it was ok to bribe the judges and witnesses also the jury. The courts there open spectacles, attended by plebs and low life, who shouted and snarled in between th speeches, the both sides had. There was no limit, on how much the winning party could askew from the loosing party. That in turn created many circumstances, what there unreconcilable with the Jewish Law and Sermon of the Mount. To avoid hitting the other cheek and getting more than you deserve, thus humiliating in soi doing even God, who created the both of you. The Christian is required to stand down, to avoiid more evil, than aqcuiring your petty grievance and understanding of justice. Its also seen as Magnanimous to do thus, and is more accessible to rich people. Stilll, it should be the norm, that people wont venture over the thin red line, even if it damages your own case. What would be the victory, if you sacrifize everything to obtain it? You should rather try other methods of persuation, before you decide to go to court, because you can also win your worthy case!! If you give up your worthy case, it feels less bitter, than if you loose your worthy case, for the judge not seeing it your way. People have different understandings of righteousness and it can hppen, that all sides think, they are right, and the judge has to deliberate between those. It is better to recant your rights thn to be proven wrong and having to carry on the shame, of having lost in the Court. Sometimes a minor defeat is better, than pursuing a great vicotry, People are seldom understanding about it, because rhey only account, what is in front of them, not what is in the side or beneath the surface. You be smarter than that and not trigger happy, trying to account all the slights and offences done against your person. Such people get evaded a lot and die in solitude, which is self-impsoed. Everybody hates the cronicly indepted and the loan-shark. Don't be either side of them!! I wish you a good day and Summer. <3 UWU ^^ 

Justice and Vengeance

 Justice and Vengeance -- the two sides of the Coin of Life!

You can't have one without the other... If the World is skewered, 

by Alltoohumanists, in their politically correct manners. 

Sickly sweet, they prospect words, gatekeeping people from people. 

Where ever those sickly sweet puritans take up shop, people start discenting!! 

Segregation and turmoil ensues, along with hatred and bigotry. 

True Lawfulness offers both Justice and Vengeance, to make Mercy more sweet. 

Without Vengeance, the Law is Toothless, Without Justice, the Law is Blind.; 

thus is the reason, why people long for Mercy, to avoid the sword of Justice -- Vengeance!!

There shall be no Tomorrow, without Vengeance, because such is the spirit of Man. 

To say otherwise is to slander and pretend betters than you deserve and are able... 

If people want more Justice and Mercy, offer mores to your opponents!! 

What does it give, if you offer these to your kind -- demons can do the same -- 

offer these to thy enemy, then you can prag about enlightenment, being stunning and brave!!

Mortals have no business with Mercy and Justice, for they dost offer it to nobody... 

All the widows are decrying; all the strangers at your gates and orphans witheirng away; 

while you're busy buying the house of thy enemy with a sandal and fornicating on his domain!! 

There shall be no Justice and Mercy, as long people jealously judge their opponents; 

in their hearts they do the same, if not worse. Soon you'll be eating your own children, like Chronos.

You are the children of your time and like gods of ancient times, you shall also be cast aside!! 

Future generations will come forth and cringe upon you. Are those, who claimed to be exalted; 

truely enlightened, stunning and brave, the children of Stars and Godly characters? 

And then they shall bellow in laughter, about your stupidity and nerve in navel-gazing and Avarice!!

He, who draws the sword, shall fall by the sword. The battlefield dost care, there you messenger, or 

there you soldier; footpad, or knight! All bleed the same and die whereof. 

Those, who claim no responcibility, soon they will run from chamber to chamber, to hide and seek; 

they will be uprooted nevertheless, and their seat will no longer know their names... 

Do Justice and Mercy, then you receive the same. Do Vengeance and Hipocracy and you receive 

with intrest. Your enemies shadow will come back haunting you, with a vengeance. God will not 

listen to your prayer, on that day, no matter how many churches you would erect, or incense you 

burnt, nor how much offerings you would give for your soul. On that day, you shall fall, lamong 

the enemies, you've slain, the same way you disposed, them, thus shall be your destiny!!

Thursday, July 1, 2021

What they don't tell you about the MBTI.

 When you have studied the MBTI charts, you notice, their weight isn''t distributed evenly. To the aghast of SJW and others, who despise merit, the better Personality types are less frequent, while the common types are more dominant. You can't build a pyramid, if you don't lay its foundation. The first thing, you will notice, is how unevenly the different types are situated, without any system or cause. Numerology and Astrology is much better in letting you see the patterns. But MBTI tends to hide those, so you wouldn't use it yourself and would buy it from a board of Wizards and scholars, which I don't like so much!

1. You have to constantly watch your traits on the scale of E Extroversion and Improversion; I, S Sensing and Intuition N, T Thinking and Feeling F, J Judging and Perceiving P -- even after you know your type, now you know, what you lack. And that is the shadow work you need to get on with, in order to hone and refine the grade of the Jewel of Persona you really are. If you fail to do so, you are the coal version of lets say INFP, then you could be the Emerald version with runic enchantments on... ;)) Sometimes advancing yourself, is an experience similar to a snake, shedding its skin, and will result in existential metamorphosis and the change of your very nature and type. 

2. If you put the persentages into the MBTI square and project it to the Pie, it will look like this: 

1. INFJ 1.5% ; 2. INTJ 2.1% 3. ENTP 3.3% 4. INTP 3.3% 5. INFP 4.4% 6. ISTP 5.4% 7. ESTJ 8.7% 8. ENFP 8.1% 9. ISFP 8.8% 10. ISTJ 11.6% 11. ESFJ 12.3% 12. ISFJ 13.8% (1.5 ENTJ 1.8%; 2.5 ENFJ 2.5%; 4.5 ESTP 4.3%; 8.5 ESFP 8.5%)

3. Now you can take the square i. e. 12, 3, 6, 9; 1, 4, 7, 10; 2, 5, 8, 11  and Trigon 12, 5, 8; 1, 6, 9; 2, 7, 10; 3, 8, 11. The First square is called the square of leaders. The second is called the square of Tanks; The Third is called the Square of Clerics, while the middle is reserved for the Jokers or Tricksters.

4. The Square of Leaders ISTJ; INTJ ; ENTJ; ESTJ. Take notice that the square and pie numbers don't match because they are in different system. While the square is projected into the pie, certain pieces will sift their place obtaining multiple attributes or becoming inbetween values. Those are the values, what will foreshadow you, which you need to mind. From that later... 

a) ISTJ "The Logistician" is Practical; Fact-Minded and Reliable. The go to guy, then you want to move things around. Coming at 10 o' clock.

b) INTJ "The Architect" is Imaginative; Strategic and Planners. The go to guy for birds-view ops. Coming at 2 o' clock.

c) ENTJ "The Commander" is Strategic; Logical; Efficient. Like any drill sergeant, the guy, who gets your grunts into shape! ^^ Coming at 1.5 o' clock. 

d) ESTJ "The Executive" is Organised; Practical and a Leader. The Exo, is who takes over from the Commander, and is the CEO sub-type. Coming at 7 o' clock. 

5. The Second Square of Tanks is ISFJ; INTP; ENFJ; ESTP.

a) ISFJ "The Defender" Just like the name said, Protective; Warm and Carring. Coming at 12 o' clock. 

b) INTP ""The Logician" is Innovative; Curious and Logical. Coming at 4 o' clock.

c) ENFJ "The Protagonist" is like the Paladin, Charismatic; Inspiring and Natural, coming at 2.5 o' clock.

d) ESTP "The Entrepreneur" is Smart; Perceptive and Energetic, comes at 4.5 o' clock.

5. The third Square of Clerics are INFJ; ENTP; ESFJ; ISTP. 

a) INFJ "The Advocate" is Quiet; Mystical and Idealist, coming at 1 o' clock.

b) ENTP "The Debater" is Smart; Curious and Intellectual, Kinda the devils advocate type. Able to investigate a topic from both sides, without much ado of time or effort. Coming at 3 o' clock.

c) ESFJ "The Counsil" is Caring; Social; Popular. Kinda like Deckerd Cain, the Village Elder type. Coming at 11 o' clock.

d) ISTP "The Virtuoso" is Bold; Practical and Experimental. The guy who playtests the ideas into their logical conclusion, mastering everything on a whim. Coming at 6 o' clock.

6. Then you look at the clock numbers, you obviously understand the patterns, that ISFJ; ENTP; ISTP; ISFP form a conglomerate. The Defender; The Entrepreneur; The Virtuoso; The Adventurer. Notice how the Adventurer is from the inner square, of the Tricksters. So this team has 2 Tanks and 1 Cleric. Obviously the 2 Tanks will tandem it while the Trickster will be doing Rogue action and the CLric will to healing action. It might seem odd, to pit The Virtuoso together with the Entrepreneur, because they seem to be polar opposites. One being lead by money, the other being lead by inspiration. One will sell, the other will deliver. You can't have this without that. One leads the other follows, like a well rehersed dance of Paso Doble. The fact, that The Adventurer is in the team, it will help to get the Introverts out of their shells, while letting the Extraverts let off steam. Having an Explorer on your team, lets you not run out of inspiration and drive, going to places, you otherwise wouldn't. Having the Defender in your team, you can always respite behind his/her shield, then it gets too hot!! While gaining Fervor and soothing your soul in the process. it can give you new perspectives, what you couldn't see alone. Its the Rock formation. 

7. The Second formation, between INFJ; INTP; ESTJ; ISTJ or The Advocate; The Logician; The Executive; The Logistician is the formation of Air, having 2 Leaders 1 Cleric and 1 Tank. How can a team of Two leaders survive. One will Lead the Cleric, the Other will Lead the Tank, sometimes changing pace and targets, for added confusion! Having both the Logistician and Logician on the same team, has the benefit, that your logistics are not spaced out, like sometimes can happen, but down to earth, while still having the lofty attitude of the air in it, flying under the radar. Having 2 Leaders, you can see all plans in multiple perspectives and circle out according to scedule, who gets to lead on what date on shift. This kind of Team setting is good, then you have to handle multiple cenarios and/or quests. Also, if you wanna merge multiple teams together, it is always a good idea to use proper glue, like this setting. 

8. The third formation with the INTJ; INFP; ENFP; ESFJ aka the Fire and Water(Brimstone) formation. Being an INFP-T this is MY kind of Formation to Duke it out UWU <3 ^^ What's the problem with this one. It has 2 Tricksters in it, 1 Leader and 1 CLeric. So the Leader has his work cut out for him, to challenge and keep the Tricksters apart, lest they rip each-other a new one. The Architect; The Mediator; The Compaigner The Tetsuya Kakihara type; and The Counsil, you can make broad brush-strokes to make your own Isekai-MMO or something along the line... :P It will never be dull and boring with this kind of a team. Because it has both qualities of Fire and Water; Jin and Jang. Very Zen, in my opinion... also very hard to handle, because both tricksters are a mouthful and demand a lot of attention, to be on the same page and at their best game!! If it works out, the Architect will feel like forming the Matrix itself, while having unlimited Neo/ John Wicks at his disposal, who can identify any singular event, thanks to the Counselor being at their 6. It provides for synergy which is really good for gaming or developing. Or just for throwing ideas onto the wall. Something will always stick. ^^ 

9. The Trigons are the Dark teams, with the minus colon, for missing a link. Sometimes you can't get all the members together and have to wing it with what you got. The First Formation is ISFJ; INFP; ENFP. Instead of the INTJ this group is lead by a Tank (ISFJ) which provides a unique synergy trying again to keep the two tricksters working together, which can be troublesome without any clerics in your team. But hey, if the Defender feels up for the task, it can yield amazing rewards, exalting the Tank to a Paladin/Evangel level. This team is pure spirit incarnate. It either makes it or breaks it!! Depending, what you add to that team, you can have intriguing synergies. 

10. INFJ; ISTP; ISFP or The Advocate; The Virtuoso; The Adventurer This is like a vigilante tag team. If you can have your lawyers with these traits, it would be a killer move, especially if they are good. Your opponent wont know, what hit them. Sometimes it doesn't matter, what you say, but how you say it. Having these people, with high oral skills and imagination and judging in one team, is like the invention of a new colour or sound, what nobody thought possible! Its very hard to suggest anything to this radical, because it already works so well. ^^ It can be bad in passive settings, there is no clear cut mission, or there you have to fight in the trenches. For that reason, maybe a Tank unit to have more brakethrough powers like ISFJ or INTP; This allows to better procrastinate. The most mental distress happens, then people have to wait for that important memo or data, before they can go on. On those times good fishermans stories are a go, but unfortunately, people who work with their minds, are not able small-talkers... You could add another trickster, if they get along, but I don't know its a good idea in other settings. 

11. INTJ; ESTJ; ISTJ or The Architect; The Executive; The Logistician. On their own, this falls dead flat, because these don't get shit done, unless they don't have a working company to handle. Its basically your cup of Instant HR. Try to avoid this setting, then you need to send people on a field mission, because they will take over your company or fuck the assignment up. Also there is the danger of infighting. Have you ever heard of the saying two hard stones grind no flour, well three hard stones really put the dot on the i. It could get things done, if there would be a clear cut hierarchy though...

12. ENTP; ENFP; ESFJ or The Debater, The Compaignent; The Councel is a good line for a bar or a homeless shelter. Missing a link here, helps it out fitting in. Especially if you're offering high-end and adult stuff. It would be also a hell of a performance trio. In fact, it would work poorly, if more is added to the concoction, because then the game dynamic would change, and I don't think, those participants would take it lightly. 

13. If you mash the Types together this way, it will provide more in-depth results. No type is there for itself, but to fill a task in the team. Group-thinking also helps you to learn new things about your own personality. I would love, if some INTP or INFJ would look it over, to see where to amend this theory or make it better. Right now, its more of a thinking pattern, not really a sought out system. INFP on the hustle. OwO