Piss lõi pähe ja meldis

 Mul lõi piss pähe, ja see meldis mind; 

surudes endasse; minnes Ise sisse meest! 

ürgnaiselikud instinktid intellektuaalselt tagarääkind; 

Iseendaga abielus -- Gomer ja Hoosea -- vagaprääkind. 

Automaaturid tahtsid lasta siga välja koerte hingest: 

pärlid tuhmusid kaelavee määrdest Mene-Teekel pingest 

kaagis tahtis puua kõik mõtterikkurid seebiks, Seepiasse Auhind!! 

Karjusin südaöhe: "Veel, Veel, Weel!" kui võtsin suhu kirjakohti; 

mitu kerkot lasid sisse ja võtsid soojale kätele, kui uksed sulgusid. 

Noored mässajad ja vabad radikaalid vanus nahus; "Talita Kuum, Ruah!" 

vana kombe kohaselt, läksid üles mägedele Ülemeest otsima, Laila!! 

Naabal ja Laaban mõlemad rumalad, Ükskõik oli hundi nahkades ulgusid -- 

rivipiltnikud vägistamas küsimärki hüüumärgiks ja semikooloniks; virgusid. 

Kõige ülimad pilkajad ennast täis lasnud ja tõmmanud; mahakandes lohtu... 

Pohmelus-kohmetus, kui liiga ruttu Itt sai tulema ja suurest mõnust Püha Üritus. 

Kas oleks parem, kui eunuhh, ennast ja sind igavesti rahuldab, saamata maha; 

mitte kunagi solvates: ei iialgi kottides -- need kama suhad pohui duha sülitis... 

Oiga kõvasti, kui mu sõnad jõudsid pärale, õeke; las Õelus ühendab-lülib siin! 

Kade Kiivus ja Riivatu Sinimeelsus et Blondiini kombel olla raputatud, mitte paha 

segadus. Et su Kuldne Pühak-Liin mäeharjal saaks paista kaugele, ei jääks ajast maha!! 

Saab olla ainult Üks Reliikvia, mis paneb Dagoni kummardama omas kojas ja Minu ürikus. 

Kes tahab saada Eesti Naiseks! Ja tõusta Pretsedendiks, võttes Ragnar Lofbrokilt loorberi pärg! 

Astuge ette ja mõistke enese vahel kohut mõõga; tule-soola ja äiksemürina-suitsusamba saatel!! 

Kingitus kõige nõtkemale. Kes teie seast on Vooruslik, see astugu nüüd ette, nagu Baasani Härg; 

ära kohmetu, uje neitsi, ole julge ja too oma and Häbi Altarile, et sul ei ole ühtki kahetsust, märg 

on su kõri ja vitt; ning valmis teenima taevavägesid Sulaste Sulasena, jootma nende Aadel -- 

Loe üles kõik mõõgatõmbajad mehed ja salvivalmistajad naised; sest varsti on sul nälg Raadal!! 

Kõik topsid saavad täidetud magusa veiniga ja kõik vööd saavad rikutud enne pidupäeva Ward. 

Waata, sinu Üleinimene, kas ta pole mitte armas -- nii naiselik nagu kuningatütre kuldvillak; 

hindamatu on see kolpadest ja sõrmenukkidest pärlikee, et kõik hundid ja emised läksid Thule! 

Kes oleks veel Püha Waim Euroopas. et selle õuedes ringi väldata ja enesessegi pilguks 

uskuda -- saati Inimesse, Humanisti, sallivuse ja siivsuse etaloni, kes roheliselt kuristikul vilgub; 

kuid neelab kõik parempoolsed haakristi märgi alla, et oma kuningat riietada, ratsutades kuule... 

Peatud on need võlanõunikud ja mesitarud on neil rinnus, nad ihkavad Vesipruuli Koole ja suule 

passivaid kõmuruja Juurat ja Kaameli juuksenõela Surra-murrat... Iga abielurikkuja kõrv kildaks! 

Tõrvame üle vihaseid guule, kes põhjakonnades kulleseid püüdsid ning Armastasid potissepa 

juures Headust, kui rajasid Mägra maja, kuid kõõrdi vaates kummardasid ussisõnu lõvipeas! 

Kui Õiglane on sinisilmis sinises leegis põleda ja siivutult sinihalllitusjuustu sugeda: Pühalepa 

Viisid viisid rajad rappa kuid vanaviisi ei saanud minna, sest aeg oli minna põrguväravais itta. 

Oh sina Lääs, sa Püha Hoor ja Paabeli torn, kuidas sa võiksidki oma juuksed alla lasta sitta? 

Kui kuldkepp saab katki murtud, peksupoiss ära saadetud, siis on sinu sünnivalud käes, Ketas; 

Metal käis Emol küüsis ja pisteousin per se sempre agitas deus ex machina ja Mäksa-Meka.

Variser ja Tölner

 Räägime jälle sellest ebameeldivast teemast, millest kristlased armastavad targutada, ja et Inimesed saaksid aru, kui tõsiselt ma seda mõtlen, nagu üks naine Kill Billis seda yakusale tunnistas, räägime seda seekord Eesti keeles! Igamees, kes on üldse piiblit nuusutanud, teab seda kirjakohta, ilma et ma peaksin juhatama. Mu enda suhted on ka parajalt intiimsed, kuna ma kohtasin teda, kui ma Iseennast eriti täis olin, ja uhke oma arengu pärast Kristuses. Mu tänapäeva Mina tahaks mu nooremale minale mõnitavalt öelda, see on su Tulevik, mispeale mu noorem mina mõistaks mind tõenäoliselt kõrvakiiluga hukka ja Mina pakuksin teist, millest ta väärika reveransiga keelduks. Aga see selleks. Mida siis Kristlased endale lubavad, kui nad loevad selliseid kirjakohti; samuti Kadunud Poja tähendamissõna; Lesknaise ja kõlvatu kohtuniku tähendamissõna; Taeva pidulik söömaaeg Luuka Evangeeliumis, kui noor harjusk püsti kargas ja õnnistama kukkus, ning Jeesuse poolt vaikima sunniti, sest mitte üks Õige, ei saa sööma sedasinast!! Ei ole ju ka Taevas täidetud tarkade ja arusaajatega -- vaid nendega, kelle hing on muserdatud ja lõhki kistud Sõna pärast, et Jumal saaks olla Hea, et Tema heldus kestaks Igavesti, et Tema võiks saata selle peale Hingamist. Aga mitte sinu väe ja ilutsemise peale!! Ma armastan seda näidet tuua, kuid kordamine on tarkuse ema ja ülekordamine tema vanaema. Kui sa oled libu, siis sa teenid oma sutenööri -- mida iganes sa hästi teed; seda on su isand targasti hooldanud, et ta sinu on värvanud ja oma kunstis vilunud ja harinud. Mida iganes sa halvasti teed, selles tabab süü Sind, et sa pole oma Targa ja Aruka sutenööri manitsust ja hoolt mitte päris õieti tähele pannud. Kui sinu sutenöör on purjus ja muidu teeb untsu, nagu Noa oma telgis, siis sinu asi on see patt kinni katta, mitte küla peal pröögata, kuidas sina nägid oma isanda häbet, tema telgis!! 

Aga jah, see Variser ja Tölner -- öelge Ise! Kummad te oma elus enda silmis olete? Kas Variser või Tölner! Kas teie olete see õige mees kantslis, kes väe ja õpetusega nututab tuhatkondi, või oled sa mingi närune partorg kes Mammona ja tiblaga koostööd teeb? Raske juhus, mis. Sest kuidas sa iganes ka sellele küsimusele ei vastaks, oleksid sa Jumala ees maha löödud, nagu Dagon omas kojas, ja häda sulle kui mõni and või õnne su jälle püsti avidab, mis on su elus ette juhtunud, et siis Jumala inglid su selle pärast koguni käetult ja peatult maha ei paiskaks!! Las ma küsin teisiti -- Mis sa siis teed, kui su isa on venelane ja su ema ukrainlane ning sa ise õpetad ülikoolis juurat! Kuhu poole sa langed; kas Isa poole, või Ema poole või Juura poole!! Või jätad sa suurest meelehärmist ja suuremeelsusest otsustamata, sest kes võib sellist kohut mõista niisuguste jõudude vahel... Kui sa valid Variseri ja Tölneri vahel, siis ei ole Võitjaid, sest me oleme kummatigi mõlemad ja ei kumbgi neist. Kas sina soovid olla hukka mõistetud Variserina, kes oma õige õpetusega kustutab lesknaiste ja orbude vaimu, kõigiti Lk 17:1,2 vaimus, saates nad pahandusse ja kiusatuse sisse, nagu kreeka sõna skandalon või eesti sõna mõrd kujutavad. Inglise keeles on kõige adekvaatsem tõlge trolling. Või soovid sa saada hukka mõistetud Tölnerina, et sa püüdsid ülekohtuse Mammonaga sõpru teha. Me kõik teame seda paksu poissi Digimonis, kes üritas šokolaadiga tüli lahendada. Pistis on äraspidiselt naiivne ja süütu toiming, ja on eriti irooniline, et kreeka keeles tähistab sama sõna tunnetust!! Me kõik oleme väikesed Schindlerid, kes kogu elu kõrgilt vihkavad ja armastavad, kogemata oma nimekirja kokku saavad, ja siis kohtus piinlikkusest maa alla vajuvad, kui seda ette lugema hakatakse -- sest me oleme oma ajastu lapsed... 

Lihtne on olla Kõrk Variser; raske on olla täis sülitatud ja siunatud Tölner. Aga mõlemad mängivad rolli selles halenaljakas travestias, nimega Elu!! Kerge on olla Ukrainlaste poolt, ses nemad kaitsevad oma kodumaad; rakse on mõista vene intelligenti, kes ei leia vastust iidsele küsimusele -- kust urru august leida üles Pea; kas viikingite juurest, kust pärineb nimi Russ; või Baltlaste juurest, kust pärineb Ilja Muromets; või Euroopast, kuhu nad akent üritavad raiuda -- peenesse klaasseina, mis sai itaalia; prantsuse ja saksa klaasi puhujate poolt valmistatud, et see mõnitavalt pilklik välja paistaks!! Sest Ukrainas ei käi mingi tühine piirisõda, ehkki seda võiks ka nii näha. Seal käib Io võitlus herilase vastu, kes Hera poolt on saadetud teda neimama, et Zeus oli jälle lits mees ja tõmbas neitsite seas ringi, mitte ei vaadanud oma naise peale!! Kummatigi on Kristluse selle suhte dihhotoomia -- Zeusi liiderlikkuse ja Hera naiseliku kättemaksu iha Rooma mandunud intelligentsi kaudu pärinud, kui need enam dialektilises seedehäires ning pohmeluses ei suutnud ega mõistnud Dionüüsuse Bakhanaalidest osa saada. Või nagu Nietzsche sedastas kristlasest abielumehele, kui ta soovitas naistesse minnes, piits ka kaasa võtta, et ta päris õigelt rajalt ei lahkuks, kuid selle kirjakoha tõlgendamisega läks nagu alati!! 

Kumb sa siis eneses oled? Või nagu Kristjan Õnne 13s sedastas, et tema oleks heameelega Väikekodanlane, kui tema panga kontol rohkem raha oleks! Siis kui vana kommunistist rebane teda küsitles, aga alp töll ei saanud ju aru, et ta enda kahjuks räägib... Kas Kommunist või väikekodanlane!! 

Ja kui sa oled oma Isandale, kes iganes see ka poleks, kõik targasti teinud; siis löö endale vastu rinda ja ütle: "Mina õnnetu! Ma lihtsalt tegin oma osa, ja ei midagi erilist. Süü tabab mind!! Lk 17:10 või nagu Ricky Gervais selle nii tabavalt oma kurikuulsas kõnes selgeks tegi: Ricky Gervais 2020 Golden Globe awards "Ärge unustage, need on kõigest naljad" pärast Twitteri mainimist on nii tabav nöök ja aasimine, et see peaks kohustuslik kirjandus olema, kuidas oma kõne üles ehitada. Ei saa enam iroonilisemalt öelda, kuidas Kuningas on paljas -- tuletage meelde Noad oma telgis, ja kuidas see ühe tema poja neegriks needis (vähemalt mõnes eisegeesis) Kuidagi peab ju oma vihkamist ja salli-matust õigustama, mis Variseri ja Tölneri kirjakohas on nii ümberlõikavalt kirgastatud, et mul tekkis seda lugedes kuri kahtlus, kas mitte Siimeon ja Leevi ei ole seda kirja pannud, kuigi neil oli liiga palju verd ümberlõikamisnugade küljes, et nii teravmeelitseda... 1Ms 34:31 (Gen) Ainult selle pärast, et sa oled David Wilkerson Jumala palge ees, ei tähenda, et sa ei või langeda, või et kusagil ei pesitse üks väike valge kaaren, siind hukka mõistma, kui sa oma õiglaste maksude ja annetuste pärast solvusid!! Aga Jeesus palvetas oma vaenlaste eest, kui need tema risti lõid; isegi ligimene tema paremal küljel!! Aga meie, palun väga, oleme solvatud oma eluõhtul, sest Jumal hoidku, kui keegi meie jumalariigi tööst õigesti aru ei saa, ning meie pühale altarile ja tulele sülgab või meie ohvriandi teotab!! Ja need samad mehed kurjustavad silmakirjatsemise vastu ja iga nurga peal avalikult palvetamise vastu -- aga kui sinu õiglase ohvrianniga midagi juhtub, siis on Ilm hukas!! "Et kui sa tuled siia üles auhinda vastu võtma. Siis saa oma tänuga maha, ning täna oma Jumalat; Agenti ja Perekonda ning ära jutlusta ilmast, sest sa oled veel vähem koolis käinud kui Greta Thumberg!!" Kui vaid rohkem kristlasi saaksid sellest kõnest õigesti aru, et viimsel kohtupäeval ei lase mitte Püha Peetrus neid väravast sisse vaid Ricky Gervais!! Aga miks te peaksite ühe perverdi sõnu tõsiselt võtma, minge tagasi magama ja ärge ärgake patu kahetsusele;  lubage ma jutlustan teile viinast ja vägijoogist, et kõik karikad saakisid täidetud magusa veiniga -- Rahu! Rahu!! Las kurat varastab hinge teie seljatagant, mida te ikka sellesinasega hakkama saate? Ma lihtsalt tahtsin surutõrres vilja peksta -- Ei mitte Vilja Savisaart -- nagu Giideon ennevanasti. Ma lihtsalt vihkan koputajaid ja tšekiste... Aga kõrves ümber hulkudes tuleb ikka mõnele vanurile soovitada oma lihapotte mitte hüljata ja teist noormeest sind mitte järgida, et ta paistab vinguja olema. Kui sina saad teenima Jumalariiki, siis Ilutsemine asendub kotiriidega ning au teotusega. Või kes teist tahab prohveti kombel lapse surnud ihule heita, et ta hinge tagasi võtaks, ilma eneses kisendamatta! Ma ei ole niisugune!! Või kes suudaks oma leiba kas inimsõnniku või lehmakoogi peal valmistada? Kõik suudavad end Eelija koopasse mõelda ja lasta end kaarnatel toita; see isegi tundub pühalik -- kuid kes teist suudaks olla Jefta; Hesekiel; Aamos või Saamuel? 

Kumb sa oled: Walge Inimene või neeger!! Nii Walge et Wabariik ja Walge Laew paistab sinu tagumikust välja, kui su nina kuu poole sihib ja kõik taeva väed sulle sisse võivad sadada!! Või nii must, et ei suuda isegi uskuda, kuidas sa ikka veel elus oled ja iga hingetõmmet vastu võtad ja välja lükkad... Küsimus ei ole poolte valimises, vaid nagu Naruto lõpueksamil, kas sa üldse võid puhta südametunnistusega seda valikut enesele lubada!! Sest kui sina oma südames Kristlasena rõõmustad, et sina pole Tölner, ehkki sina ei ole inimhinge loonud ega harinud ja ei või musta valgeks teha ega valket mustaks teha; või kui sina vastupidi end õigustad, et vähemasti sa ei tõuse nii kõrgilt õhku nagu teoloog variser. Siis mõlemad vastused juhivad rappa, kui sina mitte pattu ei kahetse, sest ka sinu veri võib saada ühes ohvrianniga segatud ja pagante silmis ära naerdud, kui sa ühe neitsi kombel lähed üles paganate neitsite sekka vaatama, kuidas nemad ka elavad, ja Paganate prints võtab sind nende kombe kohaselt ja naerab su ära!! Sina anna Au, et Jumal on Hea, ja Tema Heldus Kestab Igavesti! Aga sina oled süüdi, sa abielurikkuja rästikute sigitis! Et sina ikka tunnistad nagu Alp mees Taskus -- Minu Tunnistus; Minu Annetus; Minu tuhat meest koguduses! Kui Jumal tahab ta võib sohilapsest lõbupoisi võtta ja temast enesele sulase vesta, mida sina sellest tead ja mis see sinu asi on, sina järgi Jeesust oma Kristust ning anna Au tema Evangeeliumile! Jah, Riiukukk, Viimse Päeva Esik-Ratsur, on tõesti teie vastu rääkinud. Vaata kui ilus kroon mu peas on, walge suksu mu jalus ja näe et minu keskmine sõrm on paksem kui Saalomoni riist!! Tahad ma ristin su nime sellega, Isa; Poja ja Püha vaimu nimel -- Kas Variser või Tölner! Halleluyah, Aamen. 

Why Pride becomes before the Fall.

 When addressing this topic, it has some real and some poetic discrepencies. The first point is obvious, the second, comes from the word Fall relying autumn not only descending into darkness. Bacause then Man nears its middle age and end of life, people tend to become more rigid in their beliefs to prove, that they got point and everything was not in vain. 

So why do Christians hate Pride so much, then it has actual positive traits in motivating people into positive action? Because then you're a little bit right and enorce it, you might become blind to the bigger picture, because you're too busy hammering all those nails, which stick out, in!! Pride is what takes discipline away, and makes us forget, that sometimes we need to loose, in order to grant our team or our cause the win. How many times have people found themselves neglecting this hard earned truth and killing it in the heat of the battle? (Battle-Mad Ronin flavour text MTG is still the most motivational thing to me, on this topic.) So many Christians have been laid to rest by God, because they forgat, that they are in it for the Gospel of God, not for the Gosped of insert your name. That they need to defeat Themselves and not Crucify Jesus Christ for the gazillioneth time!! For the same reasons lord Jesus Christ told us not to call people by their titles, going this radical, that he even denyed mother and father or teacher. Which was a big deal in Israel, who honoured and revered those titles the most! It was even told, that Ravens should pluck out any youth eyes, who disparaged or disrespected their parents.

 But sometimes, like Man, a Title can also become a false idol and take the place of the real thing, what is revered through it. Your worthy good deeds or gentle nature, can become a false god. You need to avoid Pride and resort to Humility, in order to keep a keen eye to the real course of action, not delude yourself into thinking, that every action is an Ad Hominem attack Against You and thus God, because if you serve God and fulfill His agenda, who dares to opppose it!! Many times Christians must turn the other cheek, then people spit at your Holy Fire, as the poet Puškin famously put it in his poetry. Turning the other cheek, dost not mean cowerdice and not wanting to retaliate, but deescalation in a situation there both sides have nuclear capabilities and the will the ability and experience to use it. But then you decide to war on Sabbath day, like the Macabites did, because its do or die, you have to go all the way, not revert back to your rights and privileges, then you get called out for it, or if your Gideon run dost not work. 

For those who don't understand Bible. Gideon run went like this. Gideon was asked by God to take a handful of soldiers, which God beforehand decreased through elaborate trials, to make sure, man cannot think this victory his. Those men there required and on the signal to throw down the lamps they had with them, take up the torch and the sword with them and go down the hill with a war cry. Then they did so, it was so unexpected, that it caused turmoil, there some enemies; retreated; another group offended by it, started killing them to reaffirm their pride and courage much like Russia insulted the mulsims in his ranks; and a third party mistook that action as being bought by the israelites and lashed back, which in turn made the punishers think, they had betrayed and joined sided with Israel or are simply put too scared and need to be taught a lesson. In all it was a total bloodbath there the enemy defeated itself, then it had only Pride and great nuimbers going for them, and something unexpected happened, what couldn't be deduced in the heat of the moment... 

Such things can happen with you, then its only your worthy skills and deeds; your discipline and your something else. Eventually you have to resign like Toph in the old years, who had been a Police commissioner. "The Criminals change, but the streets remain the same!" Don't think you are Gods Grace to Earth, the Rupture and Solution to all suffering. The Path to Hell is paved with good intentions and the sculls of well meaners and -doers,. who just wanted the right thing but out came as usual!! Lucifer Fell not because he was foul and lecerous, but because he was perfect and magnificent in all his paths and ways. The Pride of All Godly Might and Creation. He just couldn't suffer one thing -- the creation of Man. That is why he was called Lightbearer, much like Reuben who slept with his fathers concubine, Bilhah, which was not allowed. Gen 35:22 Notice the Master number about it, as the completion of all things, though not many Christians dabble in Numerology and such arts. Just because you're perfect, it menas, you're a blessing to every conversation and event. People know the saying: "You are fun at parties!" which means, you are a spoilsport. I have heard it many times on my person, because I related something from the bible and denied youths their usual. It can also mean, that you're too rigid to understand, that you are Satan (in the way) to not only other people and their path to Heaven but also to God Himself!! Because normally you should be behind God, like a woman is bound to follow her husband on the same path. We should follow Christ not lead with Christ, as though, He is our shield and sword, not like the opposite. Luther sang: "He shall hold us, like shield and sword!" remember that... 

What do shield and sword do? While they are great tools or fire; shields shatter and loose their shine; swords dull and break apart. Eventually they are neglected and put into the grave with the champions or on the wall as heirlooms and forgotten as the peasants forget how to use thme, in the times of peace. Such is the destiny and duty of a Servant ofGod, to be there in the hour of need, and then fuck right off, then the day was saved. And that brings us to the second part of this Sermon. The Fall or Evening of Man, which was best depicted in the Dusk Sammurai and in the character of Maito Guy. Not to be able to use neither ninjutsu (virtuous skills) nor genjutsu (deception) but his own brute strength and dicipline in martial arts. Its the core of zen and Eastern thinking and a theme what repeats itself, there little men fight stupid and mean giants and tall people. The truth is, the more Pride and Intellect you have, its like with an SUV or a monster Truck. You also need more space and gas and more service. It took four footpads to service a knight and get his armour on and him on the horse! Let that sink in...

 If you are highly intelligent, much as Mudahar in his Youtube community has stated -- you're like a handicapped person, because you don't like to be one with everything and average. You like to be the only tiger on the hill! Our Civilisation with its crazed fascination with Intellect; Pride and success, has gone so far, that people get depressed and loose all wits and ability to function -- because there is too much opportunity and chance to hone your skills and become the very best you are. Previously it was held in check with famine; plague and the pointless feuds of the feudal lords; also the lack of internet and ability to commune with everybody. Every lord got its manor -- it means, if you there even slightly more intelligent, like 105 to other peoples 95, you there at the very least a leutenant if not a captain lord or general, if not even a king. Now not even my 147 IQ and 161 PQ is enough to be that way. Hell my entire church was filled to the brim with Theologians, the creme de la creme of Tartu and Estonia, then it came to that topic and Christians, and it did nothing. Now our church is just a shadow of its former self, like the second temple made the elderly weep who had seen the glory of the first!! 

Pride becomes the Fall, if you loose it, or if you look back to your life, growing old. All of the sudden, you cannot take it anymore, that you don't have a finishing move, to leave a legacy to commemorate that you there here, and did something meaningful! Glimpsing at the void, even Mother Theresa started doubting in her diary if even God exists, because she did so much in her mission, like any other woman and Mother has ever done to babies in the shadow of abortion or the sick, who nobody wanted in Society!! In the end she was made a public spectacle by the Press, for the hot take, how a Christian lost her faith in her old days. That can happen, but the caravan must go on, even if the dogs are barking fucking around and tearing each-other apart!! Do you have that resolve, that you can glimpse Oblivion and still say, "This was the Life!", or will you flinch and say: "Not just yet, I have so much still...!"

 Nietzsche did say, that we should say, was this a life, but that wasn't one of his brightest hours. I suspect he used polemics there anyhow, because much of his teachings needed discernment and disagreement, not the agreefulness of a sheeple mind, who just wants to follow a great leader, but not to take responcibility for the actions, in that name. Pride is before the Fall, because it seems to negate consequence and paying your dues, because you have a higher calling!! How many times have Christians said that -- they are too good to fight for this world and country for its pointless wars -- while being a soldier and diplomat of Christ. How many times, have Christians asked the Elon Musks to fuck off, because it didn't advance their agenda and there was nothing in it for them. Always know, who you serve and never forget. You can be that sacrificial piece, regardless if queen or pawn -- that makes no difference, but Christ is your King. Never forget that!! And while you're turning old, an incel; living by your mother or helping out an old relative, having nothing on your credential. Rejoice, because Jesus loves you, and you're doing His work. Even He humbled Himself, then He was young, and submitted to His parents will, while being the Son of God, how small and insignificant is your entitlement compared to that, and how little is required to brittle your cool and make you stumble and fall. Rise up you men and women of Christ and be the best You, the World has ever seen! 

This motivational Sermon was brought to you by a perverted submissive furry brat who likes verbal punishment from women and listens to Satanic music and feminisation binaurals. God bless you and have a nice day. Halleluyah UWU 

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 Why German history is different? 

Terror Omi arrested in Germany

What does it mean to know something? When does it start? Do you know something, then you agree, that something is right or wrong? then you actually live in accordance to it? Could you also obtain this, being emotionally and mentally aware, while being detached from the mundane -- the so called cosmopolitan Man, who cannot be trialed by the plebs laws, because you're the lord or lady of this time! 

It has been the reasons, why philosophers and theologians fight and debate. In the church there has been a lot of problems with people, James 2:18 who separate faith from their actions. What is shame and pride in that matter? Is it a deed or is it Wisdom! Then you take Germany for instance, who lost WW2 supporting the politics of Adolf Hitler after being the birthplace of much of the culture and spirit of Europe? How do you cope with that shame and pride? What to do next? How long must a nation suffer and atone for the sins of one Man? I purposely word it like that, because then Elon Musk got offended to an Ukrainian diplomat, such was the argument. Is Germany also eligible for such sentiment, that they should not suffer, because Adolf Hitler happened!! Its not Germany is even able to agree with Fascism being traumatized like a woman suffering from an sexually morally and mentally abusive father, who is also your husband and son. How do you cope with reality, then all the boxes have been checked, like you're experiencing an acid trip or had too much coffee or too much bible reading with fatigue and sleep deprivation etc. 

When does Germany stop paying? or is it like Teal'k put it in Stargate, that you never stop. Others might say, you are forgiven and changed to a better self, but you never stop paying... 

Who does your deeds and holds your Knowledge? Is it you as an Individual or You as a member of the whole! This is an important topic and conversation to be had, because soon, it might have been done behind the scenes like Kristallnacht or Molotov-Ribbentrop. Is cohersion and goading somebody to commit a crime also a crime, or an useful tool to do agency work? Where does the border of treason go? There the thought becomes the crime! How does that define our realities and Morality... The Terror Omi worked all her life for a pension, but because she held to a thoughtpattern, she was no longer eligible for it. When does Germany stop paying and can be something else than ashamed, trying to prove, they have the right ideals about this and that? Would this kind of thing happen in America or Estonia or Europe... Who takes a grannys pension away? Even a rapist in jail has pension!! I could literally rob the bank; rape 20 women and go to jail for life, and the district atorney would say: "No no no, the person who did the labour is not the same who did those crimes!!" But then you're in Germany, and somebody has the wrong think, we have to probe the government and the whole had nothing to do with it -- she looses her pension!! All of the sudden, the person, who did the labour is the same as the person who did the thoughtcrime!! How does that work in a free society and in a nation inheriting the philosophies of Nietzche; Kant; Schoppenhauer etc. When does Germany stop paying? People are still mad about the Holocaust, then mother Russia does the Holocaust right now, while hunting for Nazis in Ukraine, and nobody threattens them with a Nuke or does resolute things, because they wanna fuck her after war, as the saying goes. You don't call a lady a lying backstabbing cunt when you wanna have a date and fuck later. It probably has something to do with the aging of the populace and the aliantion of the pension concept, which is funny, then Bismarck used it to unify Germany. To make the people tend to lean on the government not their individual selves. It would be too sad if the future Germany would revert to its ancient roots and each state fend for itself, for lack of tolerance and pension politics. Then again, politicians have never been the far reaching of intellect. Ask the comedian, who flushes the toilet too eagerly. 

There is very little required, to convince the people, that freedom is lost. Bullying an alp Countess, is one of them. These kind of people, are a missed opportunity, to show democracies defiance and superiority towards Totalitarian regime and governmental outreach. You don't defeat and remove the enemy who is wrong, but give her enough rope to hang herself every single day on reality TV, having a free inoculation against her beliefs. Too bad they don't teach that in school anymore... 

Whenever you lean on censorship, you make your people dumb guarddogs, who cannot win arguments in a debate, because they have toi wait for the government to vet the conversation and remove the traitor. Civilisation has moved in circles from Romanticism to periods of Middle aged blind zeal. Too bad we never learned and need another round. The more a state wants to remove anarchy or the forces of chaos for the sake of order, the less actual and meaningful order they actually possess, because all is preocupied with the dissent/crushing of perceived current foe and not the generating/emulating of democratic freedoms. Safety has always and will be the arch enemy of Freedom. Didn't Israel go to Egypt to find shelter from famine? It is the same every century to millenia, and people still don't learn...

When does Germany stop paying and becomes the cultural vantage point it once was? What is your Knowledge and what are your Deeds? Jesus mended the ear of the guard who came to arrest him; we take our grandmas pension away, out of fear, she could be a terrorist. How very Christian and Democratic indeed!! 

How do children suffer violence

 On the debate of a defaced Van Gogh painting, let us think of the children. For that we cannot get past of the topic, how children understand and learn violence and suffering. What the wellmeaners and Alltoohumanist thinkers don't understand, even a mob of children, who burns or cuts open a pregnant cat to see its guts, understands the error and horrors of its ways, while boasting about it. Children just have to learn, there is a vantage point there they can talk about that and be safely condemned for their actions, not just safely argue. If children don't receive their safe condemnation they are looking it elsewhere and turn to a pimp, then they become whores or turn to a pusher, then they become drug addicts. Just because you make the moon go away and make the Sun and daylight reign supreme, dost mean, there are no negative thoughts and melancholy in the night. People still have darkness inside, even if soft light makes the shadows disappear. You just cant see and talk about them. I have learned, that if you couldn't talk about something as a kid, it was more horrifying than if you got scolded about it. People may just understand, that the reason, why you didn't call them out, is -- because you don't love them and care for the topic enough!! 

Sometimes children do edgy stuff to be reprimanded, because they want moral consequences to their fuckups to understand their moral actions, as did I then I got corporeal punished by mom for trespassing at my neighbours premise at the cottage. The children learn more from the things you don't say, than the things you do say. For instance, a girl who gets to wear a boobs; ass and pussy dress, what shows everything, while not making her daddy hit the roof, will understand, that her daddy don't care, if she fucks around, and will never ask for moral guidance again. The vorced violence is not done against children, then we don't let them speak their minds, but if we don't respond to it with true honesty and without filter, as we would do to the same act done by an adult. Is not that treating a kids political debate worthy compared to patronizing and condensation? I learned the most from those adults, who dared to rip off my head and shit in my neck, if to paraphrase duke nukem, than those adults who only gave me candy. The first ones I still respect even if I dont agree with them, while the others don't matter, because they deemed it that way. They there just candy and money vendors not rolemodels and teachers!! Children want to be schooled -- failing to do so is an act of violence! 

What is worth more, Art or Life

 Some children defaced a Van Gogh and Youtube disabled a video talking about that, because you shouldn't talk about that and think of the children. Clearly art is worth more than life, because in the old time, them a child pissed on the eternal fire, he got shot by the guard. There should be the death penalty for disrespectful conduct done by children like in the Old Testament there the Supreme Court gets to decide matters of this magnitude, there a brat defaces a masterpiece. And here I thought and learnd from school, then monks and Christian zealots ran rampart in the society and defaced churches because of iconoclasm or Organs in the Cathedral but true godly music is done by flute and drums!! -- I learned, that this was a bad thing, but now, then you're Captain Planet and spread the awareness of environmental change and love for mother Gayas, its all of the sudden a good thing, then you deface a painting of Van Gogh. Who ever taught this people at shcool should pay reparations to the museum and the director should loose office and have to apologize doing community service for allowing children to be used as agents of influence. If Youtube would think of the children and possible harm done unto them, he would allow debate, because people can also agree with said individuals and not disagree. Censorship kinda gives a clearcut insentive to assume, at least the disablers of the comment section of said video think, that the kids defacing the Van Gogh there wrong. You wouldn't do that, if the most of society would agree with them. 

Also book burning was a bad thing, but if you support Mother Gaya, you can do that, because the good intentions make it up and people will understand. Why wasn't that painting behind bulletproof glass, because its not the first time stuff like that happens. From now on, all green and environmental people are dead to me, because they are no better than mindless savages and troglodytes. Your mommy and daddy are surely proud of you, kids! You became the real rolemodels for your classmates indeed. How Stunning and Brave of you, throwing incense on the Altar of Shame!! Can the opposition burn down a forest the next time they want to spread awareness over their talkingpoints or an ancient offering mouint? Is this the kind of debateform we are lecturing for our future generations? Somebody once said, "Give me Freedom or give me Death!" -- I am pretty sure, art corresponds to a form of free expression, what got taken down by mentally deranged and estranged zealot brats -- think of the kids indeed, Thanks Youtube for being so stunning and brave!! People started loving the environment now then Winter is coming... who needs some pesky sunflowers on a painting, Who cares about Van Gogh -- think of the children! 

Enforced Positivism and Humanism and why it is a bad thing

 To paraphrase Nietzsche, why is it so wrong, when you're alltoohuman, or in streetslang a bitch on wheels. For the same reason, eating too much cancy or drinking too much booze, is bad, causing diabetes or ruining your liver not to mention the mental helath toll. Just as Agent Smith in the Matrix paraphrased. umans don't identify the world, through bliss, but through suffering. We want to wake up from a realy good emotion, because of our self preservation skills. In due time, we treat the good emotion as poison, and become immune to it, needing stronger doses of it. The same is true for evil and malicion, but people tend to respond to it sooner and either walk away or kill the stressor some way or the other. 

The problem becomes, when you have this Cult of Positivity when you can only say nice things about people, even if they are totally wrong, as though all people are casheers at McDonalds. People should be called out, then they are fat, while leaving the kids alone, because you can't really tell, when a kid is obese, because he ate too much or does not exercize or its his genealogy. People tend to lump these things together and have one answer solves everything attitude. Either its this or that. You can have it both ways too, there you're against obesity, but you approve thick women for instance also, you look like a dwarf and your child is also plump and not thin. All the workout in the world will never make Joe Pesci look like John Wick -- they have different bodytypes. Love Joe for his act as Leo Getz in Leathal Weapon. But there is clear visible difference between Joe Pesci with a person, who cannot even walk to his fridge for food or walk without a stroller. Why is it, then you criticize people, you have to first fight all his scarecrows before you get to the bossbattle and talk about the actual point?! 

The same is true about morality, there we ecpect everybody to be as good as King David, while forgetting, how he acted while being disavoiwed by King Saul and living amongst the Philistines, raiding their border towns. You can't have always the happy ending; sometimes, you can be lucky, if you have a tie and not a sad or bad ending. You don't deserve to be treated well and good -- you have to earn it, just like people who workout, didn't get their shape accidentally. It was genealogy mixed with hard work to maintain it. Morality is like money -- nothing ventured, noithing gained! Every day is like a broker who learns new things, while betting your very soul on everything. Nobody is an expert and can tell you the walkthrough how to live it easy, The moment the title says: "Learn how to play without hard mode!" I stop listening, because that person knows nothing. You play it because of the challenge, because why would you want your average grind? You want to bang your neighbours wife and get away with it!! You want to rob the bank and drive to Mexico and raise a horde of Alpaca Horses or your own private Island!! Learning to become aware of your dark side and make it work for you, not deny it, what makes you a great Man. People who have to call their titles, like Joffrey Baratheon, while his oncle/grandfather he didn't even knew he had, because he thought his daddy was Robert Baratheon -- Tywin Lannister was a better father figure and a King, while being also a tyrant than Jaime Lannister ever was!! 

Enforced positivism tends to neglect, that all of us don't come from the best patch and don't needless to say, enjoy the best education, but still need to make it good in their lives. Isn't it sad, that a woke liberal, sipping his soy latte, while being well off, gets to moralize a hindu or a muslim woman, for not divorcing from her husband over sexual; mental or physical violence in favour of the family name and reputation -- for not choosing the stunning and brave yet alone independent woman role in life. My mother was such a person, who had to divorce, and being raised and having to see, what it does mentally and physically to her, I sometimes find myself thinking, perhaps the old concept of dicorce, there you had to turn 60 to be eligible for it, was not so bad. Life is not Smörgasbroad, there you get to pick and choose what you like and desire -- hell, even smörgasbroad is not like we expect, because it depends on how much your boss paid for it and what the contract was. If you have a problem with it, become Ragnar Lofbrok and do it yourself and pay your dues. Then you can judge how a King should act and say thus: "I am the King!" 

Become aware of your environment and yourself, then you become aware of your judgments and choices at hand! Silence is Golden!! Don't mean Well and feal sympathetic -- mean Business and get the job done. Nothing fancy and swashbuckler but like Bob... The average Joe gets the fuck, while the Bucks are ducking it out. Never forget that. Work hard and earn money, then comes Love! is the Estonian saying. You are entitled to that, not a good and favourable outcome. Some people, who do right every single day, still get killed and get nothing in return. Think of the Ukrainians, who have to live as fugitives in foreign countries, what did they do to deserve that, next time, you have an urge to complain, you have it hard. If you can buy yourself coffee for 2 dollars//euros you have it well off. Be thankful for what you got, because the Bible gives its eary warning: "Those who have, shall have more; those who don't shall even loose what they thought to not have!" You could be an Ukrainian tomorrow, what you gonna do abouit that, whyning about your unfair life and not getting your extra special toilet acomodation or pronoun check? Learn to grow up and shut the fuck up about othermans dicks in their pants, stroke your own, if you like it and sit on it!! How true is this wisdom, that we sit on our own cock and balls... That we always relieve ourselves from our shit in the toilet, and not have to relieve somebody elses. So why is that, then I take a dump some wokester complains about diarhea or having anal pains?? I could sure as hell be happy, if they could verify, that they can take one for me, because it would make my work as security a lot easier, if I don't have to go while on duty. Just let others do their own piss, and mind that you don't piss in the well, while lecturing others, how to live a better life. How about even having an actual Life for starters? Some people don't have that, because of abortion or because housing is expencive or because of legal bullshit. A man in Estonia, served his whole life, and is in danger of becoming homeless!! It was the news on "Pealtnägija" (Witness; Observer) but nothing ever changes. You can only hope that it dost happen to you, and the officials are more vigilant, then your number is up. 

Enforcing positivism, is like complaining about the colour of your flagpole, that its not the right pane of white. You people have flagpoles? Some people live under the rock!! Better pray you can keep what you got, before it is taken from you, while you there busy complaining on the internet. Real action has consequences and results, not small talk, which is cheap. Whenever you're doing real action, you're notice, that there is always competition to your action. Its not like you are gods gift to earth and mankind, captain planet to combine the powers of all good to fight for the environmnet!! Sometimes people raise your Cpt. Planet with their Cthulhu and put some spells and abilities on top to make their moves, like its a trading card game... Expect to be defeated and dismantled, especially if you doing all right -- because your opponent might be a sore looser, or even worse -- a sore winner!! I have learned, that people don't judge you, because they there right and you there wrong, but because they are asking themselves and you: "What's in it for ME!" once you have established that, you have mastered most human and public relations. Some people need persuation checks; others intimidations or encouragements. Sometimes you just have to hit the nail, because its as simple as that. Sadly you cannot hit the nail with enforced positivism, because you are supposed to give solutions not have problems. Enforced positivism means, you will sit in your recliner molesting the others with passive aggressive shouts, like Ron Weasly injured from the teleport spell. Don't be that guy!! Be that Ron Weasly who destroyed the horcrux and married Hermione Granger!! Be that Man. Then you are overly positive, you deny the journey to the victory and not even playing cheatcodes in your game, but buying someone elses entire speedrun and claiming its yours!! You need the failure, to finally enjoy, then you manage to solve the puzzle and defeat the badass boss, what was mopping the floor with you for hours and days with no end to come. Relish the challenge and respect your dark side. Learn to live with your dark wolf, without becoming it. That's the essence of a True Superman or Superwoman.