Lost Control

 

NF – “Loading” (Official Music)

1.

Can I have your (SU)per mission please, Agent Smith;

agency is a bitch, to get in motion, letting go –

when guts and gore, no fame no glory, does bliss.

Influencers and geezers, trying to redeem the kiss;

like the Iron Maiden, the henchman's hatchet blow.

“Why can't you Math, I'm an engineer! Off-Show”

but I was a whiteraven, gloomy about fairy tales wish...

2.

Billboards and screens, Excel spread-sheets, numbers;

numbing my fervour, for not having, what was expected.

“Why can't you study, have so many mistakes, Homer?

Do you have a crayon in your brain, are you playing bummer;

stupid, or art you Alp?” why does Percy shoot: Exe or cute;

congruing the smiles and manners, for the Older Brother shoot –

“Be Strong, do you want to turn your Father and give up!” glimmers.

3.

Going dark, lighting my Sage, causing all plains to stage;

like Sasori, puppeteering nine tails lest I be alone, honed.

Like an elf on a shelf, forgotten to pay for a broken rage;

Vowed to be Christian, but none be Godfather, mage...

Jesus received, who was unworthy to get attention, atone;

gave Samuel, the other Prophets, put shine on my Crown!

To emerge Superman, like a rising Phoenix, when I come of age.

4.

Loosing control, when controls there triggered haywire;

but whiteraven, who wanted to roam the meadows and bogs.

Belittled doggies licking my wounds for the Sire;

as though I was the Hobbit or Job, who saves the Shire!

Didn't want no Kingdom to come from Magog to Cog;

no gilded Deus Ex Machina, to make me wheel in log;

like the Angel of Ezekiel, never turning, while moving higher!

5.

Mow the lawn, your brains got too naughty, don't be so gross;

why do you drive like Dodge Viper, silvergray with sirens!

Christian needs to humble, stumble on this splinter, cuss;

get your form straight, like an arrow, what some others boss!

Nobody told me, how to find myself in the shadows, no Karen;

but Teal Swan, and others, who bothered to Kevin E. Leven!

While I was downloading the Akashic Libraries for the cointoss!