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People constantly wonder, why some people forsake their ways. Communists convert to Fašism and vice versa. Liberals converting to Republican and Republican to democrat. Why are they doing this? It all starts how politics is taught to us – with labels. Coming from the french revolution and they understanding of democracy all political parties are leveled to the left or to the right or to the center – for the royalists there to the right in France and those in favor of change and new thought there to the left. Those who wanted liddle bit of both ended up in the center, what was also called “the bog” or “the swamp” for failing to choose a side. We are constantly urged to choose a side – if you are not with us; you are against us.

“Now John answered Him, saying, “Teacher, we saw someone who does not follow us casting out demons in Your name, and we forbade him because he does not follow us.” But Jesus said, “Do not forbid him, for no one who works a miracle in My name can soon afterward speak evil of Me.” Mark 9:38,39

John thought, that Jesus will be pleased, if he took matters in his hand and let anybody know who doesn't witness Christ the “right way” like his master is teaching. But why are people doing this, is this to please their lord and master or to please themselves? Jesus didn't like such kind of servitude, there people who there “not among the followers” there scolded, like their didn't own the right to know Jesus. That is so sad actually. Can somebody lay claim on the sunlight even then the banner of the United States of America flags on the moon though without air? To say, this sunlight is my brand, just like french are selling “l'air francais” an empty box filled of air – no offence, I really like that marketing trick what is meant to tease the tourists into loving the french way of life, what is somewhat very near to zen or christian contemplation. It was a time when the french there the most faithful of us all, just like the Spanish with their inquisition. For the inquisition was first established to find out and better christian thinking and not smother it like happened in the course of history, there the Spanish inquisition became the hallmark of religious intolerance first against the jews who there middle class and thus despised by Christians for being able to fair with finances as Christians are mostly not. The bankruptcy of the Jerusalem church because they waited for the coming of Jesus Christ and end of the world on their lifetime and sold all their belongings – for what you need a tomb in Jerusalem, if the world is gonna end – and when it didn't happen so soon, people got angry-pissed at their present life, for the money ran out and they had to live suddenly without anything. Because they there living their faith without relent and thinking and ended up outside of normal life. The french there so faithful towards Christ and the Catholic church that their ended up in atheism. Now how did that happen? I mean, they never even conceived the thought of abandoning the church! – By being so absolutist about it… They just pushed and pushed and pushed, til' the local peasantry was fed up, because they had to pay for the gentry; for the clerics and for the king all the taxes, so they could worship God almighty and rejoice in living your life while somebody other did the working.

„Then the twelve summoned the multitude of the disciples and said, “It is not desirable that we should leave the word of God and serve tables.” Acts 6:2

Oh what happy life then somebody else can do it!! For Peter never meant in such a manner, that Christians shouldn't work or have two kinds of people at church – ones who lead and the others who follow. The reason why Peter said thus, was that people started to dish the grannies and grampses of the greek origin Christians, because they wasn't circumcised. And that offended them for they there Christians too, but all of a sudden, because they didn't know they should in a psychic way go back in time and cut themselves on the 8^th day like the Jews are doing it – for Christians back then was a confession of Judaism – to be as they there. And therefore Peter said there should be laypeople who would end this hatred inside the church there people weren't cared about for being too Greek and too liddle Jewish. So very Christian indeed.

Every time you try to uphold your faith by thinking inside the box that these are inside those are out. You bring yourself into a state, there only you can fill that box and nobody else. Just like sharpening a pencil there comes a time then it can't be sharpened anymore – coas there is no pencil; like there is no spoon in the “Matrix” You got so perfect that you hit Nirvana and cast yourself outside of life itself becoming so holy, that you died and seized to exist for other people. Not to mention, if you follow a path wanting to go west, you end up east, just because the earth is round and after Los Angeles there the wild wild west ended, comes after the vast ocean – Japan – which is in the east! Oh wow!!

That same way are our political views what should be read like a clock and not like a pendulum. And this way, those who there so far away, because they there on the separate sides of a court, become all of the sudden neighbors, and it takes only ONE step from there in the Right and not in the wrong direction – just like the Absolutist Christians in France proved by converting to absolutist Atheism, what is befalling France right now, there muslim women can't freely wear the burka, because people are afraid they might force them to do the same. Because you are not like us, you are against us. But Jesus said, don't renounce them or do not forbid – for who does good for me, or you cannot do evil from there, because it would come weird. Nobody hugs a guy to stab in his back unless he's insane. But we are not talking about insane. We are talking about normal everyday life.

If you force your religion than you soon wont be having any religion left. Professor Quirell from J.K Rowling “Harry Potter and the Philosophers stone” and Saruman from J.R.R. Tolkiens “Lord of the rings” there men of like minds. They both wanted to have they way so bad, that they ended on the opposite side – because by “fighting the devil” they found out that they actually lust for power like Iznougood wanted to be sultan instead of the sultan in a funny cartoon. I so liked that cartoon, there the sultans righthand man tried to usurp power in every part but was tharted by stupid mistakes he did. Pinky and the Brain go the same line… So Saruman and Quirell started to study evil to fight fire with fire and find out how evil works.

„If you glimpse into the void, the void shall glimpse back into yourself – and you feel like jumping it...” Friedrich Nietzsche

You are what you eat! If you constantly force feed yourself evil – then you become evil. There is a reason why the bible doesn't contain many quotes of the looks and ways of the devil and how evil works. Because the way of a faithful is not meant to know the opposition, but to know God. If you wanna love one girl you don't watch and love all the other girls to find out how awesome your girl really is – because it would hurt her feelings and prove what an egotist jerk you are, but further more, it would prove that you don't want the girl or even the fuck – you want the fame in so doing – the power or the knoledge that you rule. That you can afford it. What was Saruman blabbering to Gandalf then he was proud of his loosing the color white and becoming a omnicolored wizard or Quirell gazing into the mirror of Erised to get the stone to his master. That they have the power because they think differently than normal people; because they dare something that “weaklings” dare not! And that something destroyed them in the end. They there thinking about and dreaming how they shall rule the world, and while their there doing thus, they forgat to live at the same time. They there like trees yanked into the sky, and uprooted loose the ability to survive and wither away for the roots find no food anymore.

If you do something too much then you loose your faith and cause. You shall only find nihilism and no spoon there. That's why people must become tolerant in so many ways while not forsaking their beliefs to not end up in the void. Of what good to the community, when you as a Christian are lifted up to the sky by fiery horsemen as happened to Eliyah or as Enoch vanished? They are as ignorant as always and wont care about it. Even if you fill the earth with churches and the newspapers with articles about your truth – what good does it bring, if you are unable to speak (Agent Smith talking to Neo in “Matrix) For speaking involves language – and if people don't read your language you have no gain in your quest. Jesus didn't cast down an angel to die for him or do it for him, but came into this world as a man. And while his coming wasn't so awesome as the killing of Ymir in Norse mythology – it was never his claim to be seen and beheld. For he sought out the liddle people and they don't need publicity. They don't need a great hero who does great things for they themselves don't feel like a hero. And if the Christian is like a great Hero then this is gonna happen – people don't care, because it doesn't address their needs and urges but yours. He wanted people with him in Heaven not them inside a church there they would be like bricks only this kind and not that kind!! A church wants to always ratio and measure everything the right way – but maybe your cup is a half-pint, can you come to a pint festivity there everybody knows and sees you as less? No you can't – You would feel ashamed for the missing half you don't have. And that is wrong. I would you focus on stuff that you are not and you have not, then you came to know who the fuck is Jesus Christ! How shall it help my life not the Christians life who are worshiping in this church. Not the boy group that is claiming to be Christian and is playing on a gig, but you yourself as Yourself! Whats in it for you – not for the Cause? When you start talking about a “Cause” the people will be cast out of it because they “don't understand” and they don't “feel” the same way or see “the bigger picture”. All of a sudden it becomes impossible to comprehend that the other is of the same species as you cause you are having a cosplay-rush thinking too much of a christian like a boy watching “Natural born killers” too much thought of doing the same as was depicted by the movie. Such Christianity is as sensible as a child, who played too much video games wanted to find out how many lifes his brother had, and shot him with a real gun. Because he didn't know anymore, what was a dream and what was for real. Are you for real, Mr. Christian or are you still dreaming inside a matrix inside a box inside your own ways. Free your mind! Cast it away like a pebble! And then find your true faith behind the faith to build the invisible church what is no church but can house all the people in the world and not only those who are like-minded. If you only love your own kind, you do absolutely nothing – gays love themselves and other gays too; the devil loves his minions and cherishes them as he but can according to his code of conduct; the wolves are according to their ways loving and caring. But how does this make you more special mr. Christian? Just for loving yourself and other Christians? Go out and love something else as you – love the devil and not God; destroy the image of Jesus on the Cross in your soul – and go your own path like Buddha told. If you are truly enlightened like you claim – prove it by life not by talk, because talk is cheap. Everybody can talk – why must your talk be better than others talk? You don't need babysitting! Be Yourself and prove with your life, that you seen Jesus and are born again. Or stop wasting your time and God's time and everybody elses time. For you are building a tomb for yourself like the kings of old and not a gate of heaven. You want to have one dead thing into your life, and you want to share that death with others. This kind of worship is not in any way better as bowing down before a golden idol – so stop doing it mr. Christian!! Be yourself not the salesman behind the door or phone-line, who keeps constantly nagging like no-mans business. If people see it in your life that you got something, then they will ask you themselves and you need to do nothing to achieve that. Don't achieve your faith, live it! People don't like to be your spoils of war what you present to God! That's why you find so many hardships on your way and so many hostile eyes seeing you. For you wanna change everybody else and pluck the pin from their eyes but not change yourself and pluck the log in your own eyes. So why should they believe you? If somebody is drinking water from a fountain – he must not say that to the others, if they are thirsty they will understand, that you are drinking water and water is good! But this is how Christians are doing it. Going a thousand miles away of the fountain to sell the water – and then people start asking themselves. “I don't know why is he selling his water in the desert – how shall he find back to his fountain and not die of thirst? Maybe it's poisoned and he's lying.” See the difference.