Exceed the beyond

 Those, ordealed for true greatness, know this bitter Truth; 

a Poet hath no friends and family; his house in the clouds 

his lot both wormwood and vinegar, knowing angel from brute! 

Don't seek this Love, for once in motion, like a juggernaut crude... 

exceeds all limitations, goes for the throat like dark hounds!! 

Make Silence and Solitude your maidens, gird your waist sound; 

take Righteousness as a Shield and Justice as a Sword, be True--

Loose yourself and your name, in the heat of the moment, holyness; 

even in church shield your heart and faith -- Angels can fall from Grace! 

Forget your Pains remorse and exceed the beyond, break duress -- 

with your spear of Valor and the Armour of Faithful conviction confess! 

There shall be none, who shall pass and be worthy of your embrace; 

look, the orphans are your brothers and the widows your mothers -- Face 

your fate and worship the battlefields, defending the gates dauntless!!  

Man your fatigue, and laugh at tired and worry. Let the Battlerage fury; 

keep quiet and sound in the heat of the moment, you, the left hand of God! 

Those, ordealed for greatness, know to fall down and ascend anew, flurry 

like the chaf in the wind merry and silent in its murky wake without a hurry... 

There is no greater boon, than to die with honour, while accursed in hoards; 

let them snuff your holy fire, it will rekindle in the multitudes implored! 

Exceed the beyond, Holy Angel of Vengeance and Virtuous divine story!! 

The Devil within

 On the days of prevail, then the desires set sail; 

take heart and stay focused -- hold your course! 

The devil within, allluring with temtation grail. 

Success begets expects; prospects skyrocket hail... 

Learn to be subtle avoid the crowds intercourse; 

for whom they cheer up today, morrow might corpse!! 

Don't trust the Devil, as you shake the Mans name. 

On the days of defeat, then forsaken your retreat; 

banners shattered and oaths forlorn -- hold your course!

The devil within, mocking with bile offers cheats. 

Like bittersweet candy of hopeful glee for the meek. 

Don't forget where you started, its costs and accord; 

giving up easy, while steadfast more raddish hoarse. 

Become your chosen anthem, stand up and Lead!

On the days of silence, then doubts shake your booty; 

then your bosom, makes you feel woman, eats chin! 

The devil within, boasting of wasted time and moody; 

how you could have fared better in sin and yours truly!! 

Never relent and unfasten your belt, for savor the last grin; 

charge ahead and tame your convictions ire defying grim!! 

Heroes are born in the hour of broken hope and executees.

Why does Hollywood concept of a Jedi suck?

 Hollywood concept of a Jedi is either Rey, because of female empowerment or Ben Solo a broken cuck with daddy issues, who'd rather become a Sith than to other his teacher Anakin Skywalker, and btw. Skywalker has to piss himself otherwise you wont notice female empowerment. 

Why is Rey so bad as a Jedi. Because her feats defy the laws of gravity and nature what good story building insists. If a D&D Character would be Ray, your friends would hit you with a Kitchen Sink and sell your soul to Kthulhu! You cannot write stuff like this, because its too boring. Why should you invest youreself in that?? Its like a streetpreacher ranting about being bron again; batherd in the blod of the Lamb and preparing for the Ruypture, while not even bothering to make a connection with you and the vocabulary. Whenever you tell a story, you teach a new song or language!! Why should people care about your new language, then it dost not care about its predecessorsa and context. 

This is how the story of Jesus Christ was written and told: 

1. Jesus Christ was born to a virgin 2. Joseph got upset, because this is transgression, and not his child, so he decides to abandon Mary, lest she be stoned to death, but if people where to assume, he did it while being just engaged, its good. 3. God sends an angel, to explain the situation that sorry, it was the Holy Spirit, who fucked your bride, no worries, hang in there! 4. Joseph accepts his fate and the shame with that, as though he's a cuck, though hes a chad in disguise. 5. They go to their hometown to be counted for tax collection sake. 6. They are not well received in Josephs parents house, because of cheating Daughter in Law, thus lodge in the barn. 7a. Meanwhile 3 wise men come to the local hierarch and congratulate him for the newborn son, who shall rule the world, for they have seen the sign 7b Everybody is shocked and in disarray, because Herod has no newborn son!! 7c The Shepherds see a vision of an Angel who tells the gospel of Jesus, and they tell it in town. Joseph and Mary are received into the house henceforth. 8 Herod requires the excact date of birth, in order to slay his adversary and sends the foolish wisemen on their way, tracking them back. 9. Both the family and the wisemen are warned about Herod and make a run for it. 9. Herod gets mad and kills all 2yr old infants and younger, to make sure, there will be no Future King of this World!! 10. Everybody who remembers the slaughter of Rhama thus hates Jesus's guts, because he survives. 

See a difference between this kind of story telling, and Rey jumping from victory to victory without paying nothing in return? 

Lets take Molly's Game for start, because it ahs a Female Heroine. 

1. A Young overachieving girl, has a bossy father, who wants to make her get on top, so he trains him like a machine til breaking point and further. 

2. Things are looking good, and she's about to win -- but stumbles on a fern and falls on his already stressed and injured back and can never ski again. She starts to work in a bar to make it for her Law degree, which needs a lot of money (sub plot -- she wants power over men, because daddy issues) 

3. She's invited to tally a gentlemans game of Poker and she also learns all the ropes and terms of it and makes it more efficient as it previously was, while working for an asshole racist, who cant stand nigger bagels, because they don't scream: "Look how rich and successful I am" while suffering from the dperession of the economy which eats him alive, because he built houses then real-estate was expencive, and is selling them, then the prices drop!! 

4. She steals the show from her boss, who tries to throw her under the bus 

5. She gets really good, slaughtering fish, while dscending into darkness, because she really dont approve this way of lfe and gets backstabbed by the poker kid, because she refused to axxept his cheating and raising the stakes all the time. 

6. She starts her own game elsewhere and reinvents herself leavingt the others in the shadows.

7 maffia takes an intrest of her and make her an offer you cant refuse. 

8 The Girl refuses the offer, because she likes her clients too much

9. The maffia pays her a visdit and teaches her a lesson, as she waits for their secxond call, the maffia is taken down by a sting operation. 

10. The Feds take her down over a bet and Bad Brads gossip and snitching and empty her funds, so she would testify against the maffia and throw her clients under the bus. 

11. She has an existential debate with her black lawyer and her daughter about fair play and just rewards. 

12. She accepts her fate and is commended by the Judge, who has been near spitting range of the Wall Street and the Justice Department has long Picachu faces, for not getting their way. 

13. Molly's victory lap with Family, while fully knowing she have to pay the taxes to the goverment, for the money they stole from her, which she legally earned, as vengeance!! 

See the fucking difference already, Hollywood! Its not so hard. Why do I care about Fucking Ulamog/Eldrazy in female form, then there is no narration to support that. She just enters the set, kills all, and leavs, woopdido; wheres the duress and existential drama between either or, what made Kierkegaard famous! Also the fucking drone buy out scene, (Insert Kill Bill 2 Buds Boss reprimanding him for being 30 minutes late and wearing a cowboy hat meme) where Ray does the moral thing and don't sell the drones, for more food she has ever got for her work. And the obvious mobster just takes her no and lets her leave. Why, don't know, guess he's a cuck and forgat how to send a mob after her or use a laser blaster or arrest her for Uranium smuggling as was the plot in 5th Element. Spmetimes I think, Hollywood is as useless as Bud, who don't know what day it is, and gets bitten by a Black Mamba, then he counts his big score for killing one!! 

And then Hollywood has the audacity to screen the battle of Good vs Evil, the concept of letting yourself being possessed by the Force and doing it the hard way (Jedi) or forcing yourself onto it and raping your soulcristal inside the lightsaber (Sith) Just be a young female, and it will solve the problems the last Jedi couldn't like a parody of the green new deal fan hastling a boomer and getting her own butt handed back on a silver platter. Movies and concepts like that, are the reason, why we roam back to Patriarchy there women will be again bitches and slaves, because men will be grossed out to give the entitled ones any chance for dick time. Isa 4:1,2 Smart move empowering Feminism of the first generation by killing it in the 3rd!! See the difference in those examples provided and you'll be able to tell a story, people are willing to give their money and time for; refuse to do so and loose whats left of your dignity and soul, while giving your name as a meme like the Demagogues; Pharisees and Zadokite before you. Have a nice day and Godspeed UWU

Comrad Stalin vs Lord Jesus

 Ok let's talk about the white elephant in the room. How does a Christian become a Communist? I would ask back, how does any Christian manage to love money and commerse! The point I am trying to make is, that God is so holy to me, that no other political or social teaching seemed wholesome and safe enough, to keep around, while I was dealing with Lord Jesus Christ, but Communism... It always fascinates me, for the very life or me -- just as Spock in Star Trek, no not Dr. Spock, The cool Spock, who was amused by human ignorance!! -- Why do Christians and Jews in particular, and humans mostly, want to kiss or date/ fornicate with the dragon, much like happened in the story of Kiyohime, the Dragon Lady Hell knows no Fury (?) What I mean by that, is that men in particular but sometimes also women like to take a piss. If its between gentlement such a pissing contest is fine and well... but I'm not sure its a good idea, if you have a pissing contest with Jahve Sebaot, lord of Hosts, destroyer of Sodom and Gomorrah; Vanquisher of the tribe of Anakh; He, who banished the insestuous Angels from Heavens, who liked the daughters of Eve too much, Supreme Ruler of Heavenly Court, also known as El Shaddai; El Elyon; Adonai!! You can fully compare that God with comrad Stalin in one event. Then explicably and unfathomably Poets and writers decide, they are Man enough and have the balls, to write an Anthem to the Soviet Union!! What seems to be the Problem -- Communists don't have fucking problems; they solve them, like the quote of Blood 2 feminized Gabriel (Garbriella) is arguing with Caleb the Hero. One problem, Communists especially loathe and like to solve, is the History of their Heroes, or more often, why do people, who like to write holy poetry, have such wretched and despicable takes and lives?? How dare they not present their full fervor and conviction for Communism, but have contempts, there they lapse into Libertarianism or, god forbid Republicanism and fascism!! So the Hero must disappear, for writing a holy anthem, what could do, but not having a holy life!! The same issue is with Twitter and other social media, who like to flirt with Communism, believing they fare better, than the Soviet Union. That's as funny as Mars Attacks, the President of France, believing, he could negotiate better with Marsians as the POTUS did there. Because clearly a lack of communication there could be solved with easy diplomatic maneuvers. Communists do everything right, because they are living in sacred space, like God does. Because Communism was given by the Evil Spirits, and I can understand, then a person, who represents himself with Conflict, the first apocalyptic rider, or Sasori; Gaara and Kabuto of Nartutoverse; or Gray Fullbuster of Fairytale Rath of Ben 10 Toph; Korra and Katara of Avatar etc. likes such dichotomies and dialectics, but why would normal people do that, who don't choose to hide in madness and despair? I always liked to be the Butcher, you know the Diablo 1 kind, who grunts "Fresh meat" I'm not very fancy but just like Rakdos the Showstopper in MTG I get the job done. Such a person has a reason to want a hivemind or society, there thinking is obsolete, but you just ora et labora. But why do people,with normal ambitions, who want a white house with a picket fence a wife and two children would want Communism or even lord Jesus Christ in their lives!! Its a total recall change of scenery. Do they honestly think and believe, they gonna make it, and not end up like Usha touching the Ark of the Covenant; the Sons of Eli bringing it to war and dying, because, alas, they introduced temple maidens to Israel, what was not allowed, and fucked them in an insestuous relationship, not to mention, that they took more of the offering, than was their chosen lot, making people disparage the offering of the lord etc. And then the wife of one Eli's son got so mad and decided to just die on childbirth and name her child Ikabod, because what, God can't take the ark away like a dad takes his daughters car away who managed to fornicate so hard, that she lost her scolarship!! Let me tell you something, big and fancy Christians, who you sit on the Seat of St Peter and St. Paul in the name of Jesus Christ. If God could do thus to his own chosen Nation and Tribe, what makes you think that a bunch of former pagans; barbarians and would be romans -- because there is no Roman spirit and blood left -- we just have gossip and legends about them in our annals and courtrooms. That God cannot fuck seven virgins and give each of them a new religion as fabulous as the Virgin birth of Mary or Samuel the prohet? You would still need to shout and exclaim in His Royal court "Holy, Holy, Holy, is Lord God, Yahveh Sebaot, all the world is full of His Honor!" btw I don't belittle the Muslims by the slightest, The fact, that prophet Muhammed was suffering from epilepsy, because that is exactly the modus operandi, Jahve Sebaot operates with. To take somebody at his lowest, then he has nothing else to give!! 

Who shall judge God, then He makes a thousand morals, which each contradict themselves and are exclusionary in nature? The judgment is, that the Christians, being the second son of God, didn't lift up their banners on the time of Holocaust, but kicked the can down the road, and remembered the times, Jews persecuted the Christians in Rome! Due to lazyness and cowardice there the Jews left to their cruel fate, because Christians, much like Rubem, had important business to attend to, and couldn't help Deborah and Barak out. Because it was a womans thing, why should gentlement deal with it. Let God sort em out!! In the latter days, then Lord Jesus Christ, shall hold court,. and those leaders enter, who had the chance to offer the Jews a helping hand, on that day, Jesus shall talk hebrew and be blind and death about their presence and they will be ushered out in the depths of Gehenna, there where is wailing and the gnashing of tooth in utter darkness and despair! All, what they didn't do on that day, they didn't do to lord Jesus Christ, as though they screwed and killed the dog of John Wick!! That is one of the reasons, why Communism was called in action, to humble and break the human pride and hypris, what says, that they know something about leadership and commerce. Go ahead, tickle the dragon and claim, that China will be bankrupt! Where have I heard this before, wasn't that about Syria and Babylon, or Lebanon, then Israel fornicated against their God, that these became mighty. Better pray, that China doesn't become mighty and start ruling over the entire continent of Eurasia!! Because it is said. "Blessed are those who are meek of heart, because they shall inherit the earth!" Mt 5:5 I know what is taught under it, I studied theology and wanted to become a Pastor, so don't even start, ok? ok! It means, if you are willing to do the dirty work and be the fucking pencil, John Wick uses to write his stuff down or just plain outright kill somebody. Then you shall inherit the earth. And Communist China is checking all these boxes much like Nebuchadnezzar before; or Empero Nero and Herod of Rome or the Catholic and Orthodox Church. You will all perish in your sins, if you think, you can pretend virtue, and the Guilliotine wont grin at you!! All these things exists, to humble Man! It was never expected of you, to win this game, but loose Spectacularly. The more Freedom and Progress you take, the more such possession you shall wreak!! Why do humans want to meditate in a fiery oven, to not feel the cold of the world. Its only natural to be bound by the elements -- but people want to be Angels, but not loose their free Will; they want to be Human , but not suffer defeat; disease until death do as apart... Its only natural for somebody, who was born as a Bastard outside of Marriage, to be like that. Somebody, who was named Kristjan (Christian) by Jest, because it seemed funny to my granny, who never went to church. Lord Jesus Christ found it funny too and accepted the wager... Never make jokes with Communism; with a Dragon or with God! You won't like these, then angry... If you see these coming, you better run, like you're Abraham, who forgat to offer his only born son to God!! Why do people chant those chorals in the church? Are they mental, they don't do that in their real lives!! At best you give lord Jesus Christ only an hour on Sunday, and half of the Sermon is in Iphone; Itunes or Samsung!! Those Christians would be better off watching Pornhub, and getting malware on their corporate computer and getting sacked, than being successful Christians who have working ministries, and not thinking, maybe lord Jesus Christ shall have a problem with such alien fire, as He did with the sons of Eli once they finally meet!! Would you have a happy marriage, if your wife would treat you like this, how Christians treat God?? Or is God Will Smith -- a cuck for you! Who only lashes out on his big day, but not then somebody else fucks his wife! I would have felt better, then such a woman is on the receiving end too, not an open marriage. Marriage is Holy!! It gives me mixed feelings; it was a good joke; I don't want the reputation of a great actor to be tarnished like that, but I also don't like infidelity... idk... People have special tastes, which preacher they like and which they dislike. It destroyed our church, that we had the creme de la creme of Tartu Theology and Christendom; so much to choose from, that eventually most of those great Men are shattered off, and the Church is a shadow of its former self, like the second coming of the Temple of Israel. I still think of the youths who there sent back to the streets, being the former right hand man of the youth pastor. What I'm gonna do and say about these, then I face lord Jesus Christ in His Court on the latter days. 

The reason, why I am willingly supporting Donald Trump, a Republican and Capitalist entrepreneur, is quite simple. He fucking is the only Man left standing, who cares about the working class, and don't twiddle their thumbs; sit on it and give Monica Levinsky a blowjob, claiming its in the Bible as a worthy way to serve God Allmighty, because lipservice!! If Barak Obama had not tarnished his namesake, I would still be left leaning and support left candidates. But those wanna fuck around and find out. I have a special place for them, then my service is done, and we finally meet up in Hell or at its gates the very least. Traitors will never prosper!! 

Barack Obama; Jimmy Carter; Bernie Sanders; Joe Biden; Bill and Hillary Clinton (Because she fucking did not divorce) Kamala Harris; Elisabeth Warren; AOC; Nancy Pelosi shall go to Hell, not because they aren't Christian enough, but because they are poor statesmen and women, who violated their own code of conduct and Yahveh Lord of Hosts is the God of Lawfulness and Order. If a Leader misbehaves; lies or does other bullshit, it makes God look bad, that He hired an Alp and not a dependable Man/Woman!! This is a personal offence against God and the Boundaries of the Earth. Don't ask my such list about the Repuiblicans, for I couldn't care less if they lived or died, I only care about Donald Trump, because he remained true to his creed "Make America Great Again!" and I must respect a Man of his word... he might not be the brightest pencil and not know many bible quotes, but just as Naruto Uzumaki could become Hokage through hard work and determination, I can suffer such a Capitalist. But why would I suffer the Helme family in Estonia and other would be Republicans, who give the right wing a bad name? It broke my heart then Estonians bickered about the real estate and appartments; then we got out of the Soviet Union. How those with insider information made short work of the real estate, much the same, as Nicolas Cage, playing Lord of War, and monetizing soviet guns. That made me a Communist -- the corporate greed, who moments ago there waving red flags and claiming communism, becoming ultra liberal and Capitalist, the moment the Berlin Wall fell and they could, without disappearing into the Gulag or being shot in their bathtube, I mean suicided, as did Johannes Vares Barbarus!! He also had the wrong history... It also ticked my grandfather off, lets not forget the teenage edgyness, but still. I can't understand, then people, who can keep their word, choose to break it, not because you there under duress and had a booze or meth problem. But you chose because of your political games, in which you thought you could cheat the system and be cosmopolitan enougth to be above the law and have a different set of rules than the average Joe... Too many leaders are either the Sons and daughters of Eli or Skewa!! They either loose the covenant or run rampart nude, for failing to exorcize demons, because they only can wov them in the name of this Jesus whom St. Paul preaches, like that mpresses someone. Can I arrest a terrorist in USA in the name of the FBI if I fetch a toy badge? But people still do that to God!! And they are surprised, why dost this Yahveh not love Israel anymore nor lord Jesus Christ listen to prayers?? I see judges eating lavish dinners while the orphan and widow get their case dismissed!! So I chose to be a Communist, what is your choice in life for even a demon offers more respect to God, than these Men of this time!! None of those shall eat the divine super! Luke 14:15 for their blessings and cheers will find the same answer than the young Man on Sabbath day, because you eat at your leisure, because you're well off, while never even attempting to solve the problems of the little man, troubleshooting with the leaf on his shoulder at Sabbath day... which the cholars have put there, not God, btw. Do You think, Lord Jesus Christ is your Friend, and Loves you right now? Why is Ukraine still lamenting and their martyrs blood still crying out to the Heavens, while Europe and USA don't declare war on mother Russia? Or are you waiting until Ephraim joins Gilead at war and pronounces Shibboleth correctly Jdg 12:6? I do recall Hitler and Nazi Germany doing the same type of genocide, and the responce was faster. Or are Ukrainians not Jewish enough? Why isn't the propaganda flowing much the same on Social media, then against Trump, could it be, that you have vested intrests in there and wanna fuck the girl afterwards,. so you cant call her out as a skrewy delusional cunt on the date? I still think 20 stealth bombers clearing the skies of Ukraine and bombing Russian soil would have sent a message. You can't win a propaganda war, if you're not willing to break some balls. Besides promises, you must also show, what happens, then red lines do get crossed. If you don't like the looming nuclear winter creeping closer, then do something about it and grow a spine; grow a pair, and be the Europe and America of old, not that pussy, who is sorry, that his shadow grazed somebody in the street. 

Speak for Yourself (Ps 110)

 Myself has told Me, sit on my wingman, dude, until i has made thine enemies a footstool! 

With the blink of an eye of the Beholder, speak for Yourself, as you mutter your divine Verdict

Brevity is what the Brave and the Bold does, ye wicked brood of vipers and holy fools... 

Prepare your own bed and offer your fathers cows of Bashan, as You start the Journey in Boon; 

vinegar and wormwood shall you reap, accuse your devils due credit then bibles addict 

and Attics rumble in Little China shop for the White Elephant a mopy Dickon failed to reject. 

Black heartbroken arrows flying over your heads, as you're asked to stand down and drool!! 

Oh no, Angel Queen is coming! Lord of War, have mercy on my Soul Hedons and Crypto; 

Conflict, would the Real Famine please stand up and have a Sideshow Bob story in 5D Chess! 

Speak for Yourself, not any Father and Mother and Son, "presinct upon presinct 31" may hypno 

conjure to allure, how very Christian you are in the cave of Zarathustra!! Mad ranting typo; 

virtuoso keybored whore-yores, what business has El Shaddai with Alien Fire! Duress 

ay, may Duress be with you, as you call names, and bless in the morrow -- Free Cypress, 

The Hinn-OM I shall not die on. Follow the Melchizedek brats worshipping Yandere Psycho!! 

Speak for Yourself, as you pray on the streetcorners and Carcons awaiting tips but getting tipsy; 

as rule of rules and diagonally parallel horisontal verticals askew 2 dollars into Dime, half-cenk. 

The new Reality gameshow hosting entitled demiurges and egregorian Rhapsodists glued hippy; 

who named too much at Soup that Ace Atorney didn't even need to call Edom on shroom-trippy! 

The Daily Prophets and Enchantresses, who fail to piece together a blind patience, in contempt; 

still declare Brook Shields of the divine and loving-kind Sermon Mount, making It God-tank, 

compared to all those pious men and women, who are more Jesters than a Heavenly Court - PHI

Repent by Mean

 On darkest hour, or blissfull sight; what's your mean; 

redeem your convictions, Peanuts'n'Beans spilt akimbo. 

Repent in mean spirits du sangre Unreal tournament lean; 

Manhole the deus ex Machinations; Femme fatale, Jean: 

For Domremy and gay scientist Hustlers, like a Virgil, in limbo.

Guiding Macchiavelli through Hell and back -- ears Dumbo; 

under which umbrella the next Persephone was born to be Dean! 

Repent by Mean and recite this holy anthem! Malice and Despair behold; 

while scholars and experts scold. Scorn the devils duely elected clappers... 

Its time to shine your Light into darkness, and know what you're been told! 

Forsake you name and title; abandon your hope and believe -- jump bold; 

over the rainbow, sevenfold curses, the cuckoos nest, King Ghidorah rappers; 

where Mothra bat her wings, to farewell to your Armstice and madhatters!! 

There is no rest for the weary, but more wicked stones for your second could-- 

Abyss is calling the curious cat, shall you raise the mistakes or blush coquette? 

glimpse back into the Void, who Nihil exauditi semper salutant voce conspecti! 

Walk your own path and sin gracefully, as your carry your Cross to Corvette, 

driving Canossa out of the building and deer licked salt pantomines regrets... 

Repent by Mean, nobel Windmill Warrior, for Don Quichotte salutes your Bet! 

Machete is the new Sancho, and Pink Panther the new favourite black crayon-T; 

too scandalous and viral to be left without Wilkenson dualwields and Axe B.I. 

(Basic Instinct) 

Can't touch this hot carbage fire , its raining cabbages and Brussel Sprout!! 

Blanquette de Veau wants to owe you 2 sou's and the Souesse channeling 

contest between Warlocks United vs Archwizardo Real -- who's Boyscout 

wants to Nat 180 and squaredance the ship? Much addons nihil about, 

Mach 3 to Nietzsche and Modigliani, I had to beat the cashcow out of Mu Yanling!!

Sales Fish Trial and error, no refunds, for there is no game on a Wild Hunt King. 

Mother Russia shall send its own shamans to renounce Demutšin in Mulholland loud.

For Game Devs

 I really hate it, that games have become political these days, and don't help a fucker to Nangijala to fight Evil Dengil and his men; but first he has to conviction check to prove he is not racist, I mean not too rightwing. And I thought the Inquisition was bad. So Anyway we should have like with Fearless Huo Yuanjia who restored the honour of China, that every time people start playing the game for the first time, they also accept the terms of this disclaimer: "I, the player, do solemnly swear, that I use this game to have fun, participate in its challenges and social discourse, not to rally and mastermind my own agenda and factional intrests. I will harbour fair play and treat everybody with honour and dignity, regardless of the shortcomings that player may possess outside of this game. I do solemnly swear to not be offended, then this game infringes on my socia;l political or religious beliefs and vow that I am able to take part, without legal reprecussions, and don't bring my rulebook into this realm, but respect the lore and rules as strictly for this use only and not to be converted in any other conversation or means outside of this gameplay experience" Because people wanna have fun, not Nanny 666 to check on them, if they have been naughty or nice in the real world and social media. If I want a Yandere experience I download DDLC and get it from Monika!! Thank you very much and have a nice day. End of transmission

Mending

Zen flute Autumn in Japan

 The Warrior heals in Battle; a dragon in the maws of a volcano; 

don't feed cabbages to the wolves and blood-wine to the hares!! 

What is defeat more, than another chance to standup enamoured 

by the fight and constant struggle, the whims of Fate; glamour 

and the sudden stroke of madness, then people roam up-down endared 

on the entrance of Heaven and Hell!! Fools mend, gorging fanfares 

and sullen lullabies, never letting a wisemans say pass by Amano. 

Time is at the essence -- hurry; hurry; rush rush -- nothing gets done; 

while the daimyo walks diligently with ease, as though he's not leading! 

Time runs rampart, the Fool tries to collect it in his palms, like water gone. 

All will be said in time, when you know Yourself out of Reputations Sun: 

Why are you still on your best behaviour, rueing the World, brooding 

as though your unpardoned french lossed its Le - iznogooding!! 

Goaded by the shadows of passing Gods deeds, and their footsteps alone...

Then you mend, then think of the bow and arrow -- Why do you stretch in the bush? 

Dost the Dragon hide or the Tiger crouch, unless they have a booty to quest and trounce! 

Reach and let go; take and give back; push and pull; there and gone in the winter lush... 

Fools think, they deserve to have -- you deserve Nothing but ventures and forgives, hush: 

my belittled grasshopper, who you want to consumate marriage, but not loose heads anounced!! 

The tails don't speak, and the children only then the chicken takes a piss. Knights mounted 

on fiery stallions, still bow down, then they bring the widow the last farewell and funeraldust!!

Let go of pain and forgive; let go of sorrow and grieve; like falling autumn leaves on the ground. 

Winter is coming and then comes a new Spring, to give new blossoms and leaves on cherrytrees! 

Then your Joy is overwhelming and your Victory rebounds on the meadows and hills its sound; 

let go and move on, brush your sleaves! After Life becomes Death becomes Life once around; 

the corners of wellthinkers and greatminds are cut short. Outcomes rarely like intentions decree: 

Live Free, my friend, Free like the roaming Wind and let go of earthly attachements -- Feel! 

Fear is your greatest Foe indeed. Thus Mend, but with a sword at your heels and an open wound!!

The Criminal and the Coward

 Ready to Kill

Jacob was a grifter and stole his birthright from his older brother, making him into Edom, because he sold it for red soup. After that he had to make a run for it, then His borther sought his life for obvious reasons, and saw his vision, after which he vowed 20% of all he got to God, if he makes it out safe from this vision!! King Saul hid amongst the weapons, then he's name came up and made an offering he was not required, then the prophet was delayed by God, and thus got a wicked spirit to torment himself. Be that Criminal and not that Coward and you shall have no regrets, even in defeat you shall prevail!! A Criminal pays his due, to the society, for what he's done; a coward never stops paying, for what he didn't do!! Remember the lazy servant, who brought his talent back to the master, and excused himself, with the strictness and no mercy of his Lord, while not even giving it to the Bank!! Don't be that guy. Make your crime and do your time, and you shall have your Way of Life. Try to appease and reason your way out, and you shall forfeit everything, including your very soul. "Unless a kernel of wheet falls to the ground and dies, it remains only a seed; but if it dies, it bears much fruit!" John 12:24

Those who know...

 stand and shield

A Wise man once said: "Those, who know, don't speak; those, who speak. don't know!" it might sound absurd, considering that same sage gave a thousand words, before he was allowed to leave the safety of Civilisation, halted by the border guard, as he was mounting a white buffalo. Why did Lao Zi say that? Why should you not say it, if you know something? A lion doesn't roar, while he's hunting for pray, but after he's standing on top of his prize!! Only man shares out the furs of a Bear, who he has yet to hunt in the wilderness! A Pike travels up the stream fully aware, the bear is there awaiting. Some will make it, others will fix dinner -- but the Pike presses on regardless!! Can you say the same, that regardless of odds, you press on, and not lament on how the life is not fair. No body has won it, by cowering under a shield. Its time to make your stand!! Are you all talk, how to do it, or are You gonna do it? Nothing ventured, nothing gained... 

Being a Man and learning to be a Man

 

Faramir

We're overwhelmed of selfhelp studies; videos and motivationals. While we run amock for the greener pastures, many forget one ground rule, what Bruce Lee summed up with the saying: "I don't fear the Man, who does a thousand tehniques but once, I fear that Man, who does one tehnique a thousand times!" The reason why we are weak and brittle is because of the Rainbow strategy -- because we want to do Everything while being One with Nothing. You can't at the same time learn and be what you learn. In your youth you should learn through silence and obedience from your peers, then that time is done, you should get on your way and hustle!! One way, how to rob you of your Pride and Reward, is to perpetuate the studies. Following Solomon is a nice thing, because it has so much to give, but also to warn, because in the latter days, Solomon decided to become a simp and listen to his concubines, rather that wisdom, He got from God!! Don't bring foreign culture and habits close to your heart, if it doesn't compute with Your Way -- even if it forces you to sleep on the couch... There is nothing cute about lying to yourself and domesticating yourself into a safe version. Nobody falls in love in a safe Superman nor takes it serious -- no Lex Luther nor Louis Lane!! Its your dangerous side, what gives, but our culture has made us believe, then we are gentle it answers all, forgetting, those gentle giants in the course of history, could have mustered a lot of fierce energy and retribution, if the time and situation required it. For that reason, I have seen pimps and gangsters more Man, than the bitches and sluts, the government and society teaches!! Then I studied chess, I noticed this fenomenon, that only then you lost, people cheered your ability to play; while then they lost, they gnashed their tooth and said nothing about You. There is a time to cheer others and yourself on, and a time, then you shut up and stand up to make your days count. We are mostly taught to give and receive praise; like the cheerleaders or women, who bow, then the faitful knights go to the fray. We are not taught, how to be that Knight, who looses his life, trying to recapture Osgiliath, we're that hobbit, who sings, while the slaughter happens, and while the lords feast and gorge, tormented by their nightmares, what propel them to inaction. Where are you! Are you a Man, or are you perpetually studying the Man, and how to be a Man, until the glare and warmth of your Youth has left your eyes and your bones? Where's your Stand and What's your Say! Godspeed!! 

Safety and Success

 Seek safety in your death, then you shall succeed; 

those who wish well and want to take a rest, wont -- 

prevail in the calamity and be your worst breed, 

Cede your Creed and neglect that greed in need!! 

You are nothing and you loose nothing -- don't 

make Yourself the goal of glorification and runt. 

Fame, as the tides -- the Push and the Pull -- beheads... 

Seek danger and not the Pusher or the Friend indeed; 

for prophets and leaders roar against their own hand!! 

Your right hand dost know, what the left does weird; 

don't marry your parents and expectations succeed. 

You're your own measure and map to the promised land -- 

You, the Only Saviour, chained and ripping do's and can't!! 

This is your lucky day and encore, while drowning in led... 

The limelight and the butterfly -- the warmth, what eats your wings! 

later the little antlings drag you to their hole for the Holy Super... 

Don't be humane and nice; be your own personal Superman, singe; 

as you walk a mile in your dreams and nightmares shoes unhinged!! 

Sing your own anthem and know to believe, what was not there Proper; 

nobody else will bring that light out of darkness, what You could foster. 

You, the imaginary Friend in lead -- Rise up faithful Warrior, be King!

Take Your Life

 Heroes Journey 

How Many People Will Die During The Tribulation?

Lets talk about a controvercial theme of the Bible, what is called taking your Life -- or more often to take matters in your hand. Its then one core principle of faith is violated through another, forcing you to make a decision between public safety and prophetic duty/ invoice. For instance, it is required to respect your parents, and then you disrespect them, ravens should pluck your eyes out (you should loose all sight, which makes you incapable to take attendance of an elders meeting and be proper adult yourself) The same respect is reflected towards the governmetn and leaders. At the same time, you should be criticizing your parents, then they are adulterous, or introduce foreign practices to your cultural environment. Before you say anything aboiut intolerance, we have the same groundrules about importing or exporting animals/plants what could take over and break the natural balance of a different habitat. 

What does it mean, to be alive and to follow your groundrules, what makes You Yourself! Sometimes being in the equilibrium and status quo is the opposition of Life and the reaffirmation of Nihilism -- also the reason, why so many youths turn to satanism or conventional revolutionary tendencies. Then the rootbeer is diluted with water, and the real thing is only there by special edition if at all, then eventually people will turn to raw and spicy products, you can have without pardon nor buts. You constantly fight between "Ignorance is Bliss!" and "There is no Spoon!!" People didn't turn away from Victorian or Puritan cultural settings, because they there wrong and didn't work, but because people stopped believing and following it. People didn't take their lives to shine up that Matrix anymore. People cried out and created another one, who could give them that blessing and curse of be soundly asleep while eyes wide open. People want both sides of the coin,, both darkness and light. To be able to be in blissful ignorance and to eerily be aware, that there is no endpoint to your journey!!  To see what your grandfathers and fathers have done wrong while you are doing right -- the green thing springs to mind, as though the boomers never went to Woodstock having wild dreams and aspirations -- People make mistakes, and people make up, to learn from them. When it happens, they take their Life not excuse themselves with da Rule. "Oh I'm sorry I couldn't give you that councel and mend that wound, because of da Rule that you shalt not lecture on Saturday!" "Oh I couldn't listen, because I was lectured by a Republican!" "We could solve the heating problem of this Winter, but lets be enviromentally aware and solve the oil problem first!!" I wonder, how many of those activists will enjoy this brave new world, once Humanism and all its devils mark has taken its toll. The First Beast: "I am Right!" the Second: "Everybody thinks that!!" The Dragon: "This is politically correct." Once those teachings have taken their fill, how many of those activists and woke will be left up standing!! The answer will not be, that you go diamerically opposite, and assume "I am always wrong!" "Nobody ever thought that, but I feel like it!" or "Its absurd and incensitive but atleast I didn't fake it!!"  The question is to be open to the possibility, that you don't know, what you really do know... Mark 4:25 Being sure, your Truth is Right, can make you rigid and prone to failure, what makes you lash out to critics and opponents, for loosing your face and reputation. Being open to unexpected circumstance, can save your bacon. Humility is the rhemedy, there hot blood and harsh words want to burn down the house and every bridge left behind. How does the green deal look, then in fact 6 B will die, because of War and Famine; the shutting down of heating and the processing of sewage water etc? Who's gonna bury the dead and how? Maybe the WarHammer 40K way, there the dead there worked into corpse-starch to avoid disease and loss of valuable ground and feed the remaining. Remember, you cannot use fossil fuels!! How do you do that with solar and wind?? Also the workforce problem and shutting down of businesses, because there literally not enough people to hire!! Unions will cease and we all would work in sweat shops. The work load would increase to 16 hours per day every day etc. Eventually things get better, then the remaining companies start reestablishing all farms and businesses, but it would be like escaping Hell and reaching the Promised lands... (assuming the Heaven will be on earth not somethere else) Who knows if it would be Star Trek or some other Utopia or nightmare... But You should know, who You are and what You mean! 

Accept the Truth, that You are the Yourney and the point of your Quest. It doesn't matter, what virtues you adhere, as long you follow them honestly and don't change midplay or -shot. If you live your Life and die, finding out, that there is no Heaven, would your life still be it, or have lost its true meaning? What if the rupture, will not include you? Will Gods such decision be just to you, or will you be offended? What is it, what drives you to do good or evil? Which way would you choose, to be navelgzing awake or something in between? What ever your choice may be, You have to take Your Life -- and learn to live with it every step You take, not excusing with god or devil or something else, people use, to avoid responcibility. What is Your Life, and how do you Take it? Take Your Life now!! Ready. Set. Go, Action! 

On the defence of corporeal punishment

 The reason, why our parents should have privilege over their childrens bodies, is tolerance and respect towards the government. I know it sounds absurd. How does it correlate and connect with the government, then you get your ass whooped or kneel on a sack of dry rice! Recently the children of well of rich people, have been conducting in envirnomentalist propaganda by spewing soup on priceless art. I guess they never learned it the hard way. Anyway, the reason we need corporeal punishment, is its our first experience of authority. Its then children learn to negotriate about their rights and how rules are affecting them -- especially in a situation, if you're the first second or third born son/daughter and get wrongfulyu punished for something you didn't do and how it affects your relationships with the family and wrongdoer. Corporeal punbishment allows us to experience the penal code in a safe way, because surely its painfull in the heat of the moment, and you hate your parents to hell and back then you're younger *BUT* then you grow older, you will learn, that you most of the time deserved it, and it got you away from bullshit -- even the times, you got it undeserved, taught you something. Ity taught you restraint and patience -- qualities what the woke lack the most, being like hyperactive deranged lunatics on a sugar rush. That's what you get, then freedom has no responcibility. 

That is also the reason, we are bombarded by this fake shit, what is meant to make the father and family altogether week and brittle, so that feminists and grifters would have an easier time to make a killing. I also follow a certain utopian blend of Communism and environmental tendencies, but I draw the line at throwing soup onto priceless art!! How do you hold up something, what needs the utmost attention of all its participants, if you fegrade the majority into a vegetative state? What if one of the supreme leaders gets piss in their heads and infects the entire hive? And this is there corporeal punishment teaches how to take responcibility -- cause and effect. 

But no, censorship and controlling all of the public discord will solve it! In the Bible there is a saying, don't rember where exactly, which states: "Don't want to know everything, and dont be overly just, for you have also slandered the king and God behind the corner and why would you die before your time!" When you rely on censorship and control, rather than corporeal punishment in the youth, because the first is clean and popular but the latter causes alot of controvercy, is to drive the dissent underground and making it look cool. Arius would not have so many followers, had not the Catholic Church being such a doushe then converting the german tribes and insisting all worship their king -- the Pope. Much of revolutions happen, beause the leadership is decadent and punishes its critics too harshly while giving candy and nuts to their children and followers. People wil learn fast and loose all respect towards you, and then time of need comes, you have nobody to askew, because you never owned peoples respect, what is gained through things like corporeal punishment. Rules are to be followed and rules have to be strict, not the vague spaced out clusterfuck like the terms of service of Twitter, where you need a lawyer and a PhD to understand it, and still could fall short. It should be unilateral and fair to verybody -- and he who administer it should follow it the same, how he who is lectured. I can't see that in the government nor in the political parties or envirnomental activists. I instead see a lot of unused energy, what failed to be channeled propperly. The other reasoning is false witch hunted tendencies of assuming every word your opponents utter will draw you to the last lair of the Kingdom of Slanesh, to make you fall asleep, so your tormented soul would roam there for eternity, or outright summons your queen to this realm!! It makes the shouting out of phobias ever more irroneus and giving me the urge of holding a mirror in front of those people, who are more clinicly afraid, than the ones mostly accused. It also sounds much like a boy, accuses the girl of being an icequeen and frigid for not having pussy! It is ok to say no, if you don't feel right with an agenda. I think I'll spend some gasoline active services from now on, due to the soup on the artpiece... 

You can't have proper dialogue, then you think your opponent is Luciver, though I liked the series with the same name. In order to have dialogue, you need to assume in good faith, that your opponent is an intelligible fair and sound character -- and then you successfully have done so, it reflects back to you through cortesy and respect, that you will see the same in your oponent, who uses you as his mirror, as he is yours. I don't know many people, who like to gaze into judgin eyes -- I studied theology and conversion, wanting to become a pastor. That was the first thing I learned, in how to have a conversation, that you should not judge other people. Although I was told, that most of them shall go to Hell; that I should not read some books, because they are infernal (I still read Thus spoke Zarathustra and found a soulmate for life) that in the end we shall previal and win etc. Basically what you hear in every movement or said by any coach before the big game. But what does it matter, then your facemask makes the horses sweat and the milk ferment (assumed of witches presence) and then have a lecture on how not to be a witch. People will surely follow you then!! Indeed. Halleluyah 

If you have corporeal punishment, it is a stronger chance you also have proper dialogue, because it has been whipped into your core, what priority is, and when who does get a say on what terms and how much. Then you wont be seeing one politician speak over another or simply talking the time off. Had I offered such disrespectful lip on my dinnertable towards my grandparens or mother, I would have lectured before and after every bite I took and corporeal punished. Respect starts from respecting yourself, that you hve certain groundrules how to act out, and what is your bottomline, then you see to it, how you lectuire others or if its your business even to do so. Sometimes less said is more good done, than saying something stupid and ruining everything 4 generations tried to build up. But how do you know, what is good or evil, if you never been punished for being edgy or disrespectful in your life and your first encounter with law was then you had to start serving your prison time, or then a commentator ripped your head off and shit in your neck, because you assumed all people think alike, and hence said something only a truebeliever of your sect could comprehend. People can come to the same conclusions and follow your narrative, but they mostly think differently!! That is the strength and weakness of democracy. Then it could also happen, you don't need to involve yourself in such methods, because a debate shall yield better results. 

Thus our parents should have privilege over our bodies, maybe even privilege over who we can marry (the old marriage hag should be reinstated -- the old spinster woman, wo goes looking for a proper woman for you, based on received criteria from your parents, on the marketplace, and knows who in the community is slutty or otherwise unworthy of marriage), then there will be no more problems with incels and unhinged activists. 

Why so Sirius

 "Why so Serious?" people have asked me lots; put a smile on the face; 

some cream and sugar in your bitter coffee. Honey perhaps a slice of 

lemon on the rhim, to feel the grin on your chin. I vent Chile 

circumventing the thrill to deep chill in your abridged senseless overkill! 

I am as white as a raven goes, when Sirius was Black and fell through 

the mirror cracks -- the jars of cray unbroken in the clay masse distinction. 

What does a crayon want more then to be drawn off and written out -- Nirvana 

May the mokša and Kismet be with you, as the force majore embraces the meek. 

Why so Sirius -- so I could fit Orions belt and be Nimrod in Yahveh Sebaots gaze!!

The Canary in the mime

 We are like canaries in the mime, when others play mute sideshows; 

we will in the Light -- to do away the darkness, and then we die. 

There is no oxygen but oxynorons in the high mountains -- and honeydew. 

"Hang in there!" said my Monika to my Sayori and cut Yuri to pieces; 

while Natsuki was starving of despair, fatherless and friendless... 

You don't love memes anymore, overdosing on bingefeeded Moetubes 

and interludes of hagios virtuoso omnis impotentes imposantes sempre salutant!!

Unfazed of the death of Romantic needs and urges in Yourself to grow up and 

a pair of sixpacks in your fridge -- in the fringes still sobbing about your lost 

childhood and tortured Peter Pan, whos heart you cut out, to never bleed again. 

But this is your encore, the Final cut, why not breed with the fat ladybug; 

for the night, there gales met their mountains, to let it rip and grind -- Canary in the Mime!!

Crucial Fix

 I'm asphyxiated as Me fucked Myself and scorned I the crux on the suffix; 

as the Crusifix in my head and hands, melted away in the bland slogans: 

"Who am I, but Who Myself are Me art You?" Rate me; Grade me; berate me; 

slight me; blight me; as the angels lift me up weaponizes and kites me... 

The muttering Uterus, uttered some cuss, what sounded sus -- thus a Crusial fix 

had to give in the argus gloria mundi ave Moria deus profundi arcana Sophia!

Existance is futile

 Existance; -- Acceptance; Exitus Exiquus; 

Existance is futile, then grind is your booze. 

You win and you loose; youre a winner and snooze; 

until the navel gazes back in the ravine of your soul abused. 

Existance in Trance, for the fragrance of my Chemical Romance; 

as my diallect spills beans, I raise peanuts for your clothes buttons. 

The Alp wants to dance on your chest some canasta playing bakara; 

on a russian roulette, motherloading the ultimate orgasm from Kerouac 

Existance is clandestine, as angels are born and torn up every second of the hour; 

as you know what you will and deceive as you retreive what you deserve through 

sanities Blair. Being too sober, to let the Fool out, and show the emperors nudes. 

I scour in my minds last hour, for the maddened glee and cacophony 17 to 22 Sheckel!

Punk is Aqua Fons and the redeaming quality of every Bohemian to knock up Heathens moor; 

I want to grow some spores into your mush rooms, what neglected to dick a proper Richard. 

As straight as a jacket on a lantern, to make the crows scared of the scarce shadows verdict; 

addicted to the dictionary au contraire, ma fraire, never sorry for my french and german  manners. 

Existance is Torn into Madness and frivolouis serenity; sadness in the civil content of dying slowly. 

As your balls cannot push the dick to lionheart -- the asshole shows his ugly rear... and the doushe. 

Just zone out and embrace the ravine, the ravernous urge to jump and make the Fall and leaves... 

How else could you make tea, from the crushed remains of once lost souls, steamed up to date dares!!

Why Gods have always hated emancipated women, and why this is a Matriarhical thing.

 Its more of a random thought in the dark, than a coherent essay, thinking of the origins of Lilith in Judaism and Christian theology. It makes no sense, to create such cockblocks, unless you want your husband to have second thoughts about having  woman on the side. Its not very masculine to do such a thing, but very childish and feminine. If a man has a loose cannon, hes gonna blast anyway -- demon or not. Only women, would worry about loosing their offspring to the sluttening. 

If a man is successful, He can have many women, if a woman is succesful, she could have your Man!! Isn't it irroneus, that woeness is so feminine, and putting the woman on this sickly sweet smelled pedestal, there only sanctemoneus access is granted, in a language, which always is shifting and turning, like the tides of a void ocean in the dark. Also the insistance that everything should be gay and nonbinary just as previously in the book Crime and Punishment by Dostojevski they couldn't be a man, to crticize the Philosophies of Nietzche about the Superman. People have always craved for something not them, but safe!! There is no safe gold digging or discovering the frontier. Ask any historian. But then everything is discovered, some people, want to play Indiana Jones or Tomb Raider for fun or create demons for the same thrill, to see others have a panic attack and give all to the thright mob. There is something alluring and yet obnoxious about an independent woman. You don't marry someone, to find out on Saturday, that shes gone with the wind, like that woman in Shocolat. You want all women to be fragile and dependant -- women want that, because that is less competition!!  Because a married woman, don't compete for yours, but an independent emancipated one might. Or your man might drool for a something something, what the ordinary dont give... A song once said: "Good girls go to Heaven, bad girl go backstage!" it rings true. And because all the girls want to go backstage, demons like Lilith are created, so not many would dare, because there are bad thing like miscarriage and drug overdose; ghonorhea etc. Once a mans dick kicks in, he stops thinking, but a woman is always thinking, especially then her pussy kicks in... Maybe I should change my coffee... too stronk? Ah well :v 

Unstable

 Sleepwalking on the broom, my Little Witch game, for the Wild hunt unfased; 

miasmas in the dazed and confused out of place -- then I seethe you, lord Allmighty -- 

commemorating all lost souls, sold for fools gold, then Arons went Alien graze 

for New Torque and Old Lancaster sakes -- thus alien flames engulf and tame the haze. 

Bloody Konoha, your champions are killed by a fox spirit and frigthening

is the despair in the eyes of your scholars, as they teech: "Thou shalt not Kill!" Bling 

telling the sob story on the smallest moe violin, what an angel on a needles eye raised!! 

Lift up your hands not your spirits, ye Warriors of Christ, lift them up holding the Cup!

Bow down in front of the Lord and open like a suit of Armor, receiving your Victor!! 

You are the Shield and Sword, behold, make way for your Lord and Saviour -- Behold Buck; 

may your antlers be broken, be that pussy, you made your belittled brother serve, no fucks 

given, none received, its time to serve, and swerve out of light for darkness -- Doctor 

House, dost not treat the high and mighty but the lows and unsightly, Sarcasm rules, Proctor. 

No Academy, but True Life and no Gifts but the grifts ungiven to your honour and rubber duck. 

May wormwood enter thou and vinegar fill you to the brim, as you get stoned to Brimstone; 

the new family series about a Theologian family, who's son is fucking around in secret; 

while the father does pompous Sermons, while neglecting his dues as Father; little sister honed, 

cuts herself and auditions for a role as Little Red Riding Hoe on an OnlyFans, while boned 

by superstition and Tolerance, hands out cookies and pamfletes, to thiose, who come -- erect 

the next community member, to own up to all the bullshit, what needs to be done in prospect 31!

The Mother is a Karen, who can't stay out of otherman pants and business while too far gone... 

Piss lõi pähe ja meldis

 Mul lõi piss pähe, ja see meldis mind; 

surudes endasse; minnes Ise sisse meest! 

ürgnaiselikud instinktid intellektuaalselt tagarääkind; 

Iseendaga abielus -- Gomer ja Hoosea -- vagaprääkind. 

Automaaturid tahtsid lasta siga välja koerte hingest: 

pärlid tuhmusid kaelavee määrdest Mene-Teekel pingest 

kaagis tahtis puua kõik mõtterikkurid seebiks, Seepiasse Auhind!! 

Karjusin südaöhe: "Veel, Veel, Weel!" kui võtsin suhu kirjakohti; 

mitu kerkot lasid sisse ja võtsid soojale kätele, kui uksed sulgusid. 

Noored mässajad ja vabad radikaalid vanus nahus; "Talita Kuum, Ruah!" 

vana kombe kohaselt, läksid üles mägedele Ülemeest otsima, Laila!! 

Naabal ja Laaban mõlemad rumalad, Ükskõik oli hundi nahkades ulgusid -- 

rivipiltnikud vägistamas küsimärki hüüumärgiks ja semikooloniks; virgusid. 

Kõige ülimad pilkajad ennast täis lasnud ja tõmmanud; mahakandes lohtu... 

Pohmelus-kohmetus, kui liiga ruttu Itt sai tulema ja suurest mõnust Püha Üritus. 

Kas oleks parem, kui eunuhh, ennast ja sind igavesti rahuldab, saamata maha; 

mitte kunagi solvates: ei iialgi kottides -- need kama suhad pohui duha sülitis... 

Oiga kõvasti, kui mu sõnad jõudsid pärale, õeke; las Õelus ühendab-lülib siin! 

Kade Kiivus ja Riivatu Sinimeelsus et Blondiini kombel olla raputatud, mitte paha 

segadus. Et su Kuldne Pühak-Liin mäeharjal saaks paista kaugele, ei jääks ajast maha!! 

Saab olla ainult Üks Reliikvia, mis paneb Dagoni kummardama omas kojas ja Minu ürikus. 

Kes tahab saada Eesti Naiseks! Ja tõusta Pretsedendiks, võttes Ragnar Lofbrokilt loorberi pärg! 

Astuge ette ja mõistke enese vahel kohut mõõga; tule-soola ja äiksemürina-suitsusamba saatel!! 

Kingitus kõige nõtkemale. Kes teie seast on Vooruslik, see astugu nüüd ette, nagu Baasani Härg; 

ära kohmetu, uje neitsi, ole julge ja too oma and Häbi Altarile, et sul ei ole ühtki kahetsust, märg 

on su kõri ja vitt; ning valmis teenima taevavägesid Sulaste Sulasena, jootma nende Aadel -- 

Loe üles kõik mõõgatõmbajad mehed ja salvivalmistajad naised; sest varsti on sul nälg Raadal!! 

Kõik topsid saavad täidetud magusa veiniga ja kõik vööd saavad rikutud enne pidupäeva Ward. 

Waata, sinu Üleinimene, kas ta pole mitte armas -- nii naiselik nagu kuningatütre kuldvillak; 

hindamatu on see kolpadest ja sõrmenukkidest pärlikee, et kõik hundid ja emised läksid Thule! 

Kes oleks veel Püha Waim Euroopas. et selle õuedes ringi väldata ja enesessegi pilguks 

uskuda -- saati Inimesse, Humanisti, sallivuse ja siivsuse etaloni, kes roheliselt kuristikul vilgub; 

kuid neelab kõik parempoolsed haakristi märgi alla, et oma kuningat riietada, ratsutades kuule... 

Peatud on need võlanõunikud ja mesitarud on neil rinnus, nad ihkavad Vesipruuli Koole ja suule 

passivaid kõmuruja Juurat ja Kaameli juuksenõela Surra-murrat... Iga abielurikkuja kõrv kildaks! 

Tõrvame üle vihaseid guule, kes põhjakonnades kulleseid püüdsid ning Armastasid potissepa 

juures Headust, kui rajasid Mägra maja, kuid kõõrdi vaates kummardasid ussisõnu lõvipeas! 

Kui Õiglane on sinisilmis sinises leegis põleda ja siivutult sinihalllitusjuustu sugeda: Pühalepa 

Viisid viisid rajad rappa kuid vanaviisi ei saanud minna, sest aeg oli minna põrguväravais itta. 

Oh sina Lääs, sa Püha Hoor ja Paabeli torn, kuidas sa võiksidki oma juuksed alla lasta sitta? 

Kui kuldkepp saab katki murtud, peksupoiss ära saadetud, siis on sinu sünnivalud käes, Ketas; 

Metal käis Emol küüsis ja pisteousin per se sempre agitas deus ex machina ja Mäksa-Meka.

Variser ja Tölner

 Räägime jälle sellest ebameeldivast teemast, millest kristlased armastavad targutada, ja et Inimesed saaksid aru, kui tõsiselt ma seda mõtlen, nagu üks naine Kill Billis seda yakusale tunnistas, räägime seda seekord Eesti keeles! Igamees, kes on üldse piiblit nuusutanud, teab seda kirjakohta, ilma et ma peaksin juhatama. Mu enda suhted on ka parajalt intiimsed, kuna ma kohtasin teda, kui ma Iseennast eriti täis olin, ja uhke oma arengu pärast Kristuses. Mu tänapäeva Mina tahaks mu nooremale minale mõnitavalt öelda, see on su Tulevik, mispeale mu noorem mina mõistaks mind tõenäoliselt kõrvakiiluga hukka ja Mina pakuksin teist, millest ta väärika reveransiga keelduks. Aga see selleks. Mida siis Kristlased endale lubavad, kui nad loevad selliseid kirjakohti; samuti Kadunud Poja tähendamissõna; Lesknaise ja kõlvatu kohtuniku tähendamissõna; Taeva pidulik söömaaeg Luuka Evangeeliumis, kui noor harjusk püsti kargas ja õnnistama kukkus, ning Jeesuse poolt vaikima sunniti, sest mitte üks Õige, ei saa sööma sedasinast!! Ei ole ju ka Taevas täidetud tarkade ja arusaajatega -- vaid nendega, kelle hing on muserdatud ja lõhki kistud Sõna pärast, et Jumal saaks olla Hea, et Tema heldus kestaks Igavesti, et Tema võiks saata selle peale Hingamist. Aga mitte sinu väe ja ilutsemise peale!! Ma armastan seda näidet tuua, kuid kordamine on tarkuse ema ja ülekordamine tema vanaema. Kui sa oled libu, siis sa teenid oma sutenööri -- mida iganes sa hästi teed; seda on su isand targasti hooldanud, et ta sinu on värvanud ja oma kunstis vilunud ja harinud. Mida iganes sa halvasti teed, selles tabab süü Sind, et sa pole oma Targa ja Aruka sutenööri manitsust ja hoolt mitte päris õieti tähele pannud. Kui sinu sutenöör on purjus ja muidu teeb untsu, nagu Noa oma telgis, siis sinu asi on see patt kinni katta, mitte küla peal pröögata, kuidas sina nägid oma isanda häbet, tema telgis!! 

Aga jah, see Variser ja Tölner -- öelge Ise! Kummad te oma elus enda silmis olete? Kas Variser või Tölner! Kas teie olete see õige mees kantslis, kes väe ja õpetusega nututab tuhatkondi, või oled sa mingi närune partorg kes Mammona ja tiblaga koostööd teeb? Raske juhus, mis. Sest kuidas sa iganes ka sellele küsimusele ei vastaks, oleksid sa Jumala ees maha löödud, nagu Dagon omas kojas, ja häda sulle kui mõni and või õnne su jälle püsti avidab, mis on su elus ette juhtunud, et siis Jumala inglid su selle pärast koguni käetult ja peatult maha ei paiskaks!! Las ma küsin teisiti -- Mis sa siis teed, kui su isa on venelane ja su ema ukrainlane ning sa ise õpetad ülikoolis juurat! Kuhu poole sa langed; kas Isa poole, või Ema poole või Juura poole!! Või jätad sa suurest meelehärmist ja suuremeelsusest otsustamata, sest kes võib sellist kohut mõista niisuguste jõudude vahel... Kui sa valid Variseri ja Tölneri vahel, siis ei ole Võitjaid, sest me oleme kummatigi mõlemad ja ei kumbgi neist. Kas sina soovid olla hukka mõistetud Variserina, kes oma õige õpetusega kustutab lesknaiste ja orbude vaimu, kõigiti Lk 17:1,2 vaimus, saates nad pahandusse ja kiusatuse sisse, nagu kreeka sõna skandalon või eesti sõna mõrd kujutavad. Inglise keeles on kõige adekvaatsem tõlge trolling. Või soovid sa saada hukka mõistetud Tölnerina, et sa püüdsid ülekohtuse Mammonaga sõpru teha. Me kõik teame seda paksu poissi Digimonis, kes üritas šokolaadiga tüli lahendada. Pistis on äraspidiselt naiivne ja süütu toiming, ja on eriti irooniline, et kreeka keeles tähistab sama sõna tunnetust!! Me kõik oleme väikesed Schindlerid, kes kogu elu kõrgilt vihkavad ja armastavad, kogemata oma nimekirja kokku saavad, ja siis kohtus piinlikkusest maa alla vajuvad, kui seda ette lugema hakatakse -- sest me oleme oma ajastu lapsed... 

Lihtne on olla Kõrk Variser; raske on olla täis sülitatud ja siunatud Tölner. Aga mõlemad mängivad rolli selles halenaljakas travestias, nimega Elu!! Kerge on olla Ukrainlaste poolt, ses nemad kaitsevad oma kodumaad; rakse on mõista vene intelligenti, kes ei leia vastust iidsele küsimusele -- kust urru august leida üles Pea; kas viikingite juurest, kust pärineb nimi Russ; või Baltlaste juurest, kust pärineb Ilja Muromets; või Euroopast, kuhu nad akent üritavad raiuda -- peenesse klaasseina, mis sai itaalia; prantsuse ja saksa klaasi puhujate poolt valmistatud, et see mõnitavalt pilklik välja paistaks!! Sest Ukrainas ei käi mingi tühine piirisõda, ehkki seda võiks ka nii näha. Seal käib Io võitlus herilase vastu, kes Hera poolt on saadetud teda neimama, et Zeus oli jälle lits mees ja tõmbas neitsite seas ringi, mitte ei vaadanud oma naise peale!! Kummatigi on Kristluse selle suhte dihhotoomia -- Zeusi liiderlikkuse ja Hera naiseliku kättemaksu iha Rooma mandunud intelligentsi kaudu pärinud, kui need enam dialektilises seedehäires ning pohmeluses ei suutnud ega mõistnud Dionüüsuse Bakhanaalidest osa saada. Või nagu Nietzsche sedastas kristlasest abielumehele, kui ta soovitas naistesse minnes, piits ka kaasa võtta, et ta päris õigelt rajalt ei lahkuks, kuid selle kirjakoha tõlgendamisega läks nagu alati!! 

Kumb sa siis eneses oled? Või nagu Kristjan Õnne 13s sedastas, et tema oleks heameelega Väikekodanlane, kui tema panga kontol rohkem raha oleks! Siis kui vana kommunistist rebane teda küsitles, aga alp töll ei saanud ju aru, et ta enda kahjuks räägib... Kas Kommunist või väikekodanlane!! 

Ja kui sa oled oma Isandale, kes iganes see ka poleks, kõik targasti teinud; siis löö endale vastu rinda ja ütle: "Mina õnnetu! Ma lihtsalt tegin oma osa, ja ei midagi erilist. Süü tabab mind!! Lk 17:10 või nagu Ricky Gervais selle nii tabavalt oma kurikuulsas kõnes selgeks tegi: Ricky Gervais 2020 Golden Globe awards "Ärge unustage, need on kõigest naljad" pärast Twitteri mainimist on nii tabav nöök ja aasimine, et see peaks kohustuslik kirjandus olema, kuidas oma kõne üles ehitada. Ei saa enam iroonilisemalt öelda, kuidas Kuningas on paljas -- tuletage meelde Noad oma telgis, ja kuidas see ühe tema poja neegriks needis (vähemalt mõnes eisegeesis) Kuidagi peab ju oma vihkamist ja salli-matust õigustama, mis Variseri ja Tölneri kirjakohas on nii ümberlõikavalt kirgastatud, et mul tekkis seda lugedes kuri kahtlus, kas mitte Siimeon ja Leevi ei ole seda kirja pannud, kuigi neil oli liiga palju verd ümberlõikamisnugade küljes, et nii teravmeelitseda... 1Ms 34:31 (Gen) Ainult selle pärast, et sa oled David Wilkerson Jumala palge ees, ei tähenda, et sa ei või langeda, või et kusagil ei pesitse üks väike valge kaaren, siind hukka mõistma, kui sa oma õiglaste maksude ja annetuste pärast solvusid!! Aga Jeesus palvetas oma vaenlaste eest, kui need tema risti lõid; isegi ligimene tema paremal küljel!! Aga meie, palun väga, oleme solvatud oma eluõhtul, sest Jumal hoidku, kui keegi meie jumalariigi tööst õigesti aru ei saa, ning meie pühale altarile ja tulele sülgab või meie ohvriandi teotab!! Ja need samad mehed kurjustavad silmakirjatsemise vastu ja iga nurga peal avalikult palvetamise vastu -- aga kui sinu õiglase ohvrianniga midagi juhtub, siis on Ilm hukas!! "Et kui sa tuled siia üles auhinda vastu võtma. Siis saa oma tänuga maha, ning täna oma Jumalat; Agenti ja Perekonda ning ära jutlusta ilmast, sest sa oled veel vähem koolis käinud kui Greta Thumberg!!" Kui vaid rohkem kristlasi saaksid sellest kõnest õigesti aru, et viimsel kohtupäeval ei lase mitte Püha Peetrus neid väravast sisse vaid Ricky Gervais!! Aga miks te peaksite ühe perverdi sõnu tõsiselt võtma, minge tagasi magama ja ärge ärgake patu kahetsusele;  lubage ma jutlustan teile viinast ja vägijoogist, et kõik karikad saakisid täidetud magusa veiniga -- Rahu! Rahu!! Las kurat varastab hinge teie seljatagant, mida te ikka sellesinasega hakkama saate? Ma lihtsalt tahtsin surutõrres vilja peksta -- Ei mitte Vilja Savisaart -- nagu Giideon ennevanasti. Ma lihtsalt vihkan koputajaid ja tšekiste... Aga kõrves ümber hulkudes tuleb ikka mõnele vanurile soovitada oma lihapotte mitte hüljata ja teist noormeest sind mitte järgida, et ta paistab vinguja olema. Kui sina saad teenima Jumalariiki, siis Ilutsemine asendub kotiriidega ning au teotusega. Või kes teist tahab prohveti kombel lapse surnud ihule heita, et ta hinge tagasi võtaks, ilma eneses kisendamatta! Ma ei ole niisugune!! Või kes suudaks oma leiba kas inimsõnniku või lehmakoogi peal valmistada? Kõik suudavad end Eelija koopasse mõelda ja lasta end kaarnatel toita; see isegi tundub pühalik -- kuid kes teist suudaks olla Jefta; Hesekiel; Aamos või Saamuel? 

Kumb sa oled: Walge Inimene või neeger!! Nii Walge et Wabariik ja Walge Laew paistab sinu tagumikust välja, kui su nina kuu poole sihib ja kõik taeva väed sulle sisse võivad sadada!! Või nii must, et ei suuda isegi uskuda, kuidas sa ikka veel elus oled ja iga hingetõmmet vastu võtad ja välja lükkad... Küsimus ei ole poolte valimises, vaid nagu Naruto lõpueksamil, kas sa üldse võid puhta südametunnistusega seda valikut enesele lubada!! Sest kui sina oma südames Kristlasena rõõmustad, et sina pole Tölner, ehkki sina ei ole inimhinge loonud ega harinud ja ei või musta valgeks teha ega valket mustaks teha; või kui sina vastupidi end õigustad, et vähemasti sa ei tõuse nii kõrgilt õhku nagu teoloog variser. Siis mõlemad vastused juhivad rappa, kui sina mitte pattu ei kahetse, sest ka sinu veri võib saada ühes ohvrianniga segatud ja pagante silmis ära naerdud, kui sa ühe neitsi kombel lähed üles paganate neitsite sekka vaatama, kuidas nemad ka elavad, ja Paganate prints võtab sind nende kombe kohaselt ja naerab su ära!! Sina anna Au, et Jumal on Hea, ja Tema Heldus Kestab Igavesti! Aga sina oled süüdi, sa abielurikkuja rästikute sigitis! Et sina ikka tunnistad nagu Alp mees Taskus -- Minu Tunnistus; Minu Annetus; Minu tuhat meest koguduses! Kui Jumal tahab ta võib sohilapsest lõbupoisi võtta ja temast enesele sulase vesta, mida sina sellest tead ja mis see sinu asi on, sina järgi Jeesust oma Kristust ning anna Au tema Evangeeliumile! Jah, Riiukukk, Viimse Päeva Esik-Ratsur, on tõesti teie vastu rääkinud. Vaata kui ilus kroon mu peas on, walge suksu mu jalus ja näe et minu keskmine sõrm on paksem kui Saalomoni riist!! Tahad ma ristin su nime sellega, Isa; Poja ja Püha vaimu nimel -- Kas Variser või Tölner! Halleluyah, Aamen. 

Why Pride becomes before the Fall.

 When addressing this topic, it has some real and some poetic discrepencies. The first point is obvious, the second, comes from the word Fall relying autumn not only descending into darkness. Bacause then Man nears its middle age and end of life, people tend to become more rigid in their beliefs to prove, that they got point and everything was not in vain. 

So why do Christians hate Pride so much, then it has actual positive traits in motivating people into positive action? Because then you're a little bit right and enorce it, you might become blind to the bigger picture, because you're too busy hammering all those nails, which stick out, in!! Pride is what takes discipline away, and makes us forget, that sometimes we need to loose, in order to grant our team or our cause the win. How many times have people found themselves neglecting this hard earned truth and killing it in the heat of the battle? (Battle-Mad Ronin flavour text MTG is still the most motivational thing to me, on this topic.) So many Christians have been laid to rest by God, because they forgat, that they are in it for the Gospel of God, not for the Gosped of insert your name. That they need to defeat Themselves and not Crucify Jesus Christ for the gazillioneth time!! For the same reasons lord Jesus Christ told us not to call people by their titles, going this radical, that he even denyed mother and father or teacher. Which was a big deal in Israel, who honoured and revered those titles the most! It was even told, that Ravens should pluck out any youth eyes, who disparaged or disrespected their parents.

 But sometimes, like Man, a Title can also become a false idol and take the place of the real thing, what is revered through it. Your worthy good deeds or gentle nature, can become a false god. You need to avoid Pride and resort to Humility, in order to keep a keen eye to the real course of action, not delude yourself into thinking, that every action is an Ad Hominem attack Against You and thus God, because if you serve God and fulfill His agenda, who dares to opppose it!! Many times Christians must turn the other cheek, then people spit at your Holy Fire, as the poet Puškin famously put it in his poetry. Turning the other cheek, dost not mean cowerdice and not wanting to retaliate, but deescalation in a situation there both sides have nuclear capabilities and the will the ability and experience to use it. But then you decide to war on Sabbath day, like the Macabites did, because its do or die, you have to go all the way, not revert back to your rights and privileges, then you get called out for it, or if your Gideon run dost not work. 

For those who don't understand Bible. Gideon run went like this. Gideon was asked by God to take a handful of soldiers, which God beforehand decreased through elaborate trials, to make sure, man cannot think this victory his. Those men there required and on the signal to throw down the lamps they had with them, take up the torch and the sword with them and go down the hill with a war cry. Then they did so, it was so unexpected, that it caused turmoil, there some enemies; retreated; another group offended by it, started killing them to reaffirm their pride and courage much like Russia insulted the mulsims in his ranks; and a third party mistook that action as being bought by the israelites and lashed back, which in turn made the punishers think, they had betrayed and joined sided with Israel or are simply put too scared and need to be taught a lesson. In all it was a total bloodbath there the enemy defeated itself, then it had only Pride and great nuimbers going for them, and something unexpected happened, what couldn't be deduced in the heat of the moment... 

Such things can happen with you, then its only your worthy skills and deeds; your discipline and your something else. Eventually you have to resign like Toph in the old years, who had been a Police commissioner. "The Criminals change, but the streets remain the same!" Don't think you are Gods Grace to Earth, the Rupture and Solution to all suffering. The Path to Hell is paved with good intentions and the sculls of well meaners and -doers,. who just wanted the right thing but out came as usual!! Lucifer Fell not because he was foul and lecerous, but because he was perfect and magnificent in all his paths and ways. The Pride of All Godly Might and Creation. He just couldn't suffer one thing -- the creation of Man. That is why he was called Lightbearer, much like Reuben who slept with his fathers concubine, Bilhah, which was not allowed. Gen 35:22 Notice the Master number about it, as the completion of all things, though not many Christians dabble in Numerology and such arts. Just because you're perfect, it menas, you're a blessing to every conversation and event. People know the saying: "You are fun at parties!" which means, you are a spoilsport. I have heard it many times on my person, because I related something from the bible and denied youths their usual. It can also mean, that you're too rigid to understand, that you are Satan (in the way) to not only other people and their path to Heaven but also to God Himself!! Because normally you should be behind God, like a woman is bound to follow her husband on the same path. We should follow Christ not lead with Christ, as though, He is our shield and sword, not like the opposite. Luther sang: "He shall hold us, like shield and sword!" remember that... 

What do shield and sword do? While they are great tools or fire; shields shatter and loose their shine; swords dull and break apart. Eventually they are neglected and put into the grave with the champions or on the wall as heirlooms and forgotten as the peasants forget how to use thme, in the times of peace. Such is the destiny and duty of a Servant ofGod, to be there in the hour of need, and then fuck right off, then the day was saved. And that brings us to the second part of this Sermon. The Fall or Evening of Man, which was best depicted in the Dusk Sammurai and in the character of Maito Guy. Not to be able to use neither ninjutsu (virtuous skills) nor genjutsu (deception) but his own brute strength and dicipline in martial arts. Its the core of zen and Eastern thinking and a theme what repeats itself, there little men fight stupid and mean giants and tall people. The truth is, the more Pride and Intellect you have, its like with an SUV or a monster Truck. You also need more space and gas and more service. It took four footpads to service a knight and get his armour on and him on the horse! Let that sink in...

 If you are highly intelligent, much as Mudahar in his Youtube community has stated -- you're like a handicapped person, because you don't like to be one with everything and average. You like to be the only tiger on the hill! Our Civilisation with its crazed fascination with Intellect; Pride and success, has gone so far, that people get depressed and loose all wits and ability to function -- because there is too much opportunity and chance to hone your skills and become the very best you are. Previously it was held in check with famine; plague and the pointless feuds of the feudal lords; also the lack of internet and ability to commune with everybody. Every lord got its manor -- it means, if you there even slightly more intelligent, like 105 to other peoples 95, you there at the very least a leutenant if not a captain lord or general, if not even a king. Now not even my 147 IQ and 161 PQ is enough to be that way. Hell my entire church was filled to the brim with Theologians, the creme de la creme of Tartu and Estonia, then it came to that topic and Christians, and it did nothing. Now our church is just a shadow of its former self, like the second temple made the elderly weep who had seen the glory of the first!! 

Pride becomes the Fall, if you loose it, or if you look back to your life, growing old. All of the sudden, you cannot take it anymore, that you don't have a finishing move, to leave a legacy to commemorate that you there here, and did something meaningful! Glimpsing at the void, even Mother Theresa started doubting in her diary if even God exists, because she did so much in her mission, like any other woman and Mother has ever done to babies in the shadow of abortion or the sick, who nobody wanted in Society!! In the end she was made a public spectacle by the Press, for the hot take, how a Christian lost her faith in her old days. That can happen, but the caravan must go on, even if the dogs are barking fucking around and tearing each-other apart!! Do you have that resolve, that you can glimpse Oblivion and still say, "This was the Life!", or will you flinch and say: "Not just yet, I have so much still...!"

 Nietzsche did say, that we should say, was this a life, but that wasn't one of his brightest hours. I suspect he used polemics there anyhow, because much of his teachings needed discernment and disagreement, not the agreefulness of a sheeple mind, who just wants to follow a great leader, but not to take responcibility for the actions, in that name. Pride is before the Fall, because it seems to negate consequence and paying your dues, because you have a higher calling!! How many times have Christians said that -- they are too good to fight for this world and country for its pointless wars -- while being a soldier and diplomat of Christ. How many times, have Christians asked the Elon Musks to fuck off, because it didn't advance their agenda and there was nothing in it for them. Always know, who you serve and never forget. You can be that sacrificial piece, regardless if queen or pawn -- that makes no difference, but Christ is your King. Never forget that!! And while you're turning old, an incel; living by your mother or helping out an old relative, having nothing on your credential. Rejoice, because Jesus loves you, and you're doing His work. Even He humbled Himself, then He was young, and submitted to His parents will, while being the Son of God, how small and insignificant is your entitlement compared to that, and how little is required to brittle your cool and make you stumble and fall. Rise up you men and women of Christ and be the best You, the World has ever seen! 

This motivational Sermon was brought to you by a perverted submissive furry brat who likes verbal punishment from women and listens to Satanic music and feminisation binaurals. God bless you and have a nice day. Halleluyah UWU 

Knowledge and deeds

 Why German history is different? 

Terror Omi arrested in Germany

What does it mean to know something? When does it start? Do you know something, then you agree, that something is right or wrong? then you actually live in accordance to it? Could you also obtain this, being emotionally and mentally aware, while being detached from the mundane -- the so called cosmopolitan Man, who cannot be trialed by the plebs laws, because you're the lord or lady of this time! 

It has been the reasons, why philosophers and theologians fight and debate. In the church there has been a lot of problems with people, James 2:18 who separate faith from their actions. What is shame and pride in that matter? Is it a deed or is it Wisdom! Then you take Germany for instance, who lost WW2 supporting the politics of Adolf Hitler after being the birthplace of much of the culture and spirit of Europe? How do you cope with that shame and pride? What to do next? How long must a nation suffer and atone for the sins of one Man? I purposely word it like that, because then Elon Musk got offended to an Ukrainian diplomat, such was the argument. Is Germany also eligible for such sentiment, that they should not suffer, because Adolf Hitler happened!! Its not Germany is even able to agree with Fascism being traumatized like a woman suffering from an sexually morally and mentally abusive father, who is also your husband and son. How do you cope with reality, then all the boxes have been checked, like you're experiencing an acid trip or had too much coffee or too much bible reading with fatigue and sleep deprivation etc. 

When does Germany stop paying? or is it like Teal'k put it in Stargate, that you never stop. Others might say, you are forgiven and changed to a better self, but you never stop paying... 

Who does your deeds and holds your Knowledge? Is it you as an Individual or You as a member of the whole! This is an important topic and conversation to be had, because soon, it might have been done behind the scenes like Kristallnacht or Molotov-Ribbentrop. Is cohersion and goading somebody to commit a crime also a crime, or an useful tool to do agency work? Where does the border of treason go? There the thought becomes the crime! How does that define our realities and Morality... The Terror Omi worked all her life for a pension, but because she held to a thoughtpattern, she was no longer eligible for it. When does Germany stop paying and can be something else than ashamed, trying to prove, they have the right ideals about this and that? Would this kind of thing happen in America or Estonia or Europe... Who takes a grannys pension away? Even a rapist in jail has pension!! I could literally rob the bank; rape 20 women and go to jail for life, and the district atorney would say: "No no no, the person who did the labour is not the same who did those crimes!!" But then you're in Germany, and somebody has the wrong think, we have to probe the government and the whole had nothing to do with it -- she looses her pension!! All of the sudden, the person, who did the labour is the same as the person who did the thoughtcrime!! How does that work in a free society and in a nation inheriting the philosophies of Nietzche; Kant; Schoppenhauer etc. When does Germany stop paying? People are still mad about the Holocaust, then mother Russia does the Holocaust right now, while hunting for Nazis in Ukraine, and nobody threattens them with a Nuke or does resolute things, because they wanna fuck her after war, as the saying goes. You don't call a lady a lying backstabbing cunt when you wanna have a date and fuck later. It probably has something to do with the aging of the populace and the aliantion of the pension concept, which is funny, then Bismarck used it to unify Germany. To make the people tend to lean on the government not their individual selves. It would be too sad if the future Germany would revert to its ancient roots and each state fend for itself, for lack of tolerance and pension politics. Then again, politicians have never been the far reaching of intellect. Ask the comedian, who flushes the toilet too eagerly. 

There is very little required, to convince the people, that freedom is lost. Bullying an alp Countess, is one of them. These kind of people, are a missed opportunity, to show democracies defiance and superiority towards Totalitarian regime and governmental outreach. You don't defeat and remove the enemy who is wrong, but give her enough rope to hang herself every single day on reality TV, having a free inoculation against her beliefs. Too bad they don't teach that in school anymore... 

Whenever you lean on censorship, you make your people dumb guarddogs, who cannot win arguments in a debate, because they have toi wait for the government to vet the conversation and remove the traitor. Civilisation has moved in circles from Romanticism to periods of Middle aged blind zeal. Too bad we never learned and need another round. The more a state wants to remove anarchy or the forces of chaos for the sake of order, the less actual and meaningful order they actually possess, because all is preocupied with the dissent/crushing of perceived current foe and not the generating/emulating of democratic freedoms. Safety has always and will be the arch enemy of Freedom. Didn't Israel go to Egypt to find shelter from famine? It is the same every century to millenia, and people still don't learn...

When does Germany stop paying and becomes the cultural vantage point it once was? What is your Knowledge and what are your Deeds? Jesus mended the ear of the guard who came to arrest him; we take our grandmas pension away, out of fear, she could be a terrorist. How very Christian and Democratic indeed!! 

How do children suffer violence

 On the debate of a defaced Van Gogh painting, let us think of the children. For that we cannot get past of the topic, how children understand and learn violence and suffering. What the wellmeaners and Alltoohumanist thinkers don't understand, even a mob of children, who burns or cuts open a pregnant cat to see its guts, understands the error and horrors of its ways, while boasting about it. Children just have to learn, there is a vantage point there they can talk about that and be safely condemned for their actions, not just safely argue. If children don't receive their safe condemnation they are looking it elsewhere and turn to a pimp, then they become whores or turn to a pusher, then they become drug addicts. Just because you make the moon go away and make the Sun and daylight reign supreme, dost mean, there are no negative thoughts and melancholy in the night. People still have darkness inside, even if soft light makes the shadows disappear. You just cant see and talk about them. I have learned, that if you couldn't talk about something as a kid, it was more horrifying than if you got scolded about it. People may just understand, that the reason, why you didn't call them out, is -- because you don't love them and care for the topic enough!! 

Sometimes children do edgy stuff to be reprimanded, because they want moral consequences to their fuckups to understand their moral actions, as did I then I got corporeal punished by mom for trespassing at my neighbours premise at the cottage. The children learn more from the things you don't say, than the things you do say. For instance, a girl who gets to wear a boobs; ass and pussy dress, what shows everything, while not making her daddy hit the roof, will understand, that her daddy don't care, if she fucks around, and will never ask for moral guidance again. The vorced violence is not done against children, then we don't let them speak their minds, but if we don't respond to it with true honesty and without filter, as we would do to the same act done by an adult. Is not that treating a kids political debate worthy compared to patronizing and condensation? I learned the most from those adults, who dared to rip off my head and shit in my neck, if to paraphrase duke nukem, than those adults who only gave me candy. The first ones I still respect even if I dont agree with them, while the others don't matter, because they deemed it that way. They there just candy and money vendors not rolemodels and teachers!! Children want to be schooled -- failing to do so is an act of violence! 

What is worth more, Art or Life

 Some children defaced a Van Gogh and Youtube disabled a video talking about that, because you shouldn't talk about that and think of the children. Clearly art is worth more than life, because in the old time, them a child pissed on the eternal fire, he got shot by the guard. There should be the death penalty for disrespectful conduct done by children like in the Old Testament there the Supreme Court gets to decide matters of this magnitude, there a brat defaces a masterpiece. And here I thought and learnd from school, then monks and Christian zealots ran rampart in the society and defaced churches because of iconoclasm or Organs in the Cathedral but true godly music is done by flute and drums!! -- I learned, that this was a bad thing, but now, then you're Captain Planet and spread the awareness of environmental change and love for mother Gayas, its all of the sudden a good thing, then you deface a painting of Van Gogh. Who ever taught this people at shcool should pay reparations to the museum and the director should loose office and have to apologize doing community service for allowing children to be used as agents of influence. If Youtube would think of the children and possible harm done unto them, he would allow debate, because people can also agree with said individuals and not disagree. Censorship kinda gives a clearcut insentive to assume, at least the disablers of the comment section of said video think, that the kids defacing the Van Gogh there wrong. You wouldn't do that, if the most of society would agree with them. 

Also book burning was a bad thing, but if you support Mother Gaya, you can do that, because the good intentions make it up and people will understand. Why wasn't that painting behind bulletproof glass, because its not the first time stuff like that happens. From now on, all green and environmental people are dead to me, because they are no better than mindless savages and troglodytes. Your mommy and daddy are surely proud of you, kids! You became the real rolemodels for your classmates indeed. How Stunning and Brave of you, throwing incense on the Altar of Shame!! Can the opposition burn down a forest the next time they want to spread awareness over their talkingpoints or an ancient offering mouint? Is this the kind of debateform we are lecturing for our future generations? Somebody once said, "Give me Freedom or give me Death!" -- I am pretty sure, art corresponds to a form of free expression, what got taken down by mentally deranged and estranged zealot brats -- think of the kids indeed, Thanks Youtube for being so stunning and brave!! People started loving the environment now then Winter is coming... who needs some pesky sunflowers on a painting, Who cares about Van Gogh -- think of the children! 

Enforced Positivism and Humanism and why it is a bad thing

 To paraphrase Nietzsche, why is it so wrong, when you're alltoohuman, or in streetslang a bitch on wheels. For the same reason, eating too much cancy or drinking too much booze, is bad, causing diabetes or ruining your liver not to mention the mental helath toll. Just as Agent Smith in the Matrix paraphrased. umans don't identify the world, through bliss, but through suffering. We want to wake up from a realy good emotion, because of our self preservation skills. In due time, we treat the good emotion as poison, and become immune to it, needing stronger doses of it. The same is true for evil and malicion, but people tend to respond to it sooner and either walk away or kill the stressor some way or the other. 

The problem becomes, when you have this Cult of Positivity when you can only say nice things about people, even if they are totally wrong, as though all people are casheers at McDonalds. People should be called out, then they are fat, while leaving the kids alone, because you can't really tell, when a kid is obese, because he ate too much or does not exercize or its his genealogy. People tend to lump these things together and have one answer solves everything attitude. Either its this or that. You can have it both ways too, there you're against obesity, but you approve thick women for instance also, you look like a dwarf and your child is also plump and not thin. All the workout in the world will never make Joe Pesci look like John Wick -- they have different bodytypes. Love Joe for his act as Leo Getz in Leathal Weapon. But there is clear visible difference between Joe Pesci with a person, who cannot even walk to his fridge for food or walk without a stroller. Why is it, then you criticize people, you have to first fight all his scarecrows before you get to the bossbattle and talk about the actual point?! 

The same is true about morality, there we ecpect everybody to be as good as King David, while forgetting, how he acted while being disavoiwed by King Saul and living amongst the Philistines, raiding their border towns. You can't have always the happy ending; sometimes, you can be lucky, if you have a tie and not a sad or bad ending. You don't deserve to be treated well and good -- you have to earn it, just like people who workout, didn't get their shape accidentally. It was genealogy mixed with hard work to maintain it. Morality is like money -- nothing ventured, noithing gained! Every day is like a broker who learns new things, while betting your very soul on everything. Nobody is an expert and can tell you the walkthrough how to live it easy, The moment the title says: "Learn how to play without hard mode!" I stop listening, because that person knows nothing. You play it because of the challenge, because why would you want your average grind? You want to bang your neighbours wife and get away with it!! You want to rob the bank and drive to Mexico and raise a horde of Alpaca Horses or your own private Island!! Learning to become aware of your dark side and make it work for you, not deny it, what makes you a great Man. People who have to call their titles, like Joffrey Baratheon, while his oncle/grandfather he didn't even knew he had, because he thought his daddy was Robert Baratheon -- Tywin Lannister was a better father figure and a King, while being also a tyrant than Jaime Lannister ever was!! 

Enforced positivism tends to neglect, that all of us don't come from the best patch and don't needless to say, enjoy the best education, but still need to make it good in their lives. Isn't it sad, that a woke liberal, sipping his soy latte, while being well off, gets to moralize a hindu or a muslim woman, for not divorcing from her husband over sexual; mental or physical violence in favour of the family name and reputation -- for not choosing the stunning and brave yet alone independent woman role in life. My mother was such a person, who had to divorce, and being raised and having to see, what it does mentally and physically to her, I sometimes find myself thinking, perhaps the old concept of dicorce, there you had to turn 60 to be eligible for it, was not so bad. Life is not Smörgasbroad, there you get to pick and choose what you like and desire -- hell, even smörgasbroad is not like we expect, because it depends on how much your boss paid for it and what the contract was. If you have a problem with it, become Ragnar Lofbrok and do it yourself and pay your dues. Then you can judge how a King should act and say thus: "I am the King!" 

Become aware of your environment and yourself, then you become aware of your judgments and choices at hand! Silence is Golden!! Don't mean Well and feal sympathetic -- mean Business and get the job done. Nothing fancy and swashbuckler but like Bob... The average Joe gets the fuck, while the Bucks are ducking it out. Never forget that. Work hard and earn money, then comes Love! is the Estonian saying. You are entitled to that, not a good and favourable outcome. Some people, who do right every single day, still get killed and get nothing in return. Think of the Ukrainians, who have to live as fugitives in foreign countries, what did they do to deserve that, next time, you have an urge to complain, you have it hard. If you can buy yourself coffee for 2 dollars//euros you have it well off. Be thankful for what you got, because the Bible gives its eary warning: "Those who have, shall have more; those who don't shall even loose what they thought to not have!" You could be an Ukrainian tomorrow, what you gonna do abouit that, whyning about your unfair life and not getting your extra special toilet acomodation or pronoun check? Learn to grow up and shut the fuck up about othermans dicks in their pants, stroke your own, if you like it and sit on it!! How true is this wisdom, that we sit on our own cock and balls... That we always relieve ourselves from our shit in the toilet, and not have to relieve somebody elses. So why is that, then I take a dump some wokester complains about diarhea or having anal pains?? I could sure as hell be happy, if they could verify, that they can take one for me, because it would make my work as security a lot easier, if I don't have to go while on duty. Just let others do their own piss, and mind that you don't piss in the well, while lecturing others, how to live a better life. How about even having an actual Life for starters? Some people don't have that, because of abortion or because housing is expencive or because of legal bullshit. A man in Estonia, served his whole life, and is in danger of becoming homeless!! It was the news on "Pealtnägija" (Witness; Observer) but nothing ever changes. You can only hope that it dost happen to you, and the officials are more vigilant, then your number is up. 

Enforcing positivism, is like complaining about the colour of your flagpole, that its not the right pane of white. You people have flagpoles? Some people live under the rock!! Better pray you can keep what you got, before it is taken from you, while you there busy complaining on the internet. Real action has consequences and results, not small talk, which is cheap. Whenever you're doing real action, you're notice, that there is always competition to your action. Its not like you are gods gift to earth and mankind, captain planet to combine the powers of all good to fight for the environmnet!! Sometimes people raise your Cpt. Planet with their Cthulhu and put some spells and abilities on top to make their moves, like its a trading card game... Expect to be defeated and dismantled, especially if you doing all right -- because your opponent might be a sore looser, or even worse -- a sore winner!! I have learned, that people don't judge you, because they there right and you there wrong, but because they are asking themselves and you: "What's in it for ME!" once you have established that, you have mastered most human and public relations. Some people need persuation checks; others intimidations or encouragements. Sometimes you just have to hit the nail, because its as simple as that. Sadly you cannot hit the nail with enforced positivism, because you are supposed to give solutions not have problems. Enforced positivism means, you will sit in your recliner molesting the others with passive aggressive shouts, like Ron Weasly injured from the teleport spell. Don't be that guy!! Be that Ron Weasly who destroyed the horcrux and married Hermione Granger!! Be that Man. Then you are overly positive, you deny the journey to the victory and not even playing cheatcodes in your game, but buying someone elses entire speedrun and claiming its yours!! You need the failure, to finally enjoy, then you manage to solve the puzzle and defeat the badass boss, what was mopping the floor with you for hours and days with no end to come. Relish the challenge and respect your dark side. Learn to live with your dark wolf, without becoming it. That's the essence of a True Superman or Superwoman.