1.
Sometimes
I hate myself, sometimes feel creepy;
sometimes
am like a serpent in hiding.
Sometimes
go radiokill, in the morning when sleepy;
haven't
got coffee – can't let it go sliding...
2.
Sometimes
I don't wanna breathe, feeling so guilty;
alone
in the dark, disgruntled and moody:
All
thoughts of my mind feeling so filthy -
If
I just could wear the other side of the hoody...
3.
Sometimes
I cut myself with my desires;
feelings
go nauseous, and crumbling my morrows.
Looking
into the mirror – nothing to admire...
Glaring
at the monster and all hidden horrors.
4.
Lying
so nakedly in myself scattered;
hoping
for nothing and endlessly drifting.
Hoping
to see the light to be fading and shattered -
is
the darkness gonna end, the veil be lifting?
5.
Sometimes
feel dense and slow in reaction;
wanna
see someone – wanna see nothing.
Dismayd
in the corner, not ready for action.
Painting
all black and white on my clothing.
6.
Sometimes
wanna be alone; only to see the moon,
its
shadow is so soothing next to be dreamy -
hope
to be ended and get to there soon,
there
the pusher don't chase the needy...
7.
Sometimes
wanna bleed away the pain to see,
if
its realy red-dripping or poison green...
Looking
my fading self with disgust in my glee,
surprised
how far can hatred in self breed...
8.
Sometimes
seek friends to only swear mayham;
to
"Shut up!" all voices in my head talking.
To
dismiss all maybe's and may have's
feeling
like a dead man walking!
9.
Sometimes
am clingy and so sick of myself;
exhausted
of life and happy-go-merry's.
Got
left in the closet, like a dusty book on forgotten-shelf;
like
a tourist who missed the last ferry...
10.
Sometimes
wanna scream myself into submission,
to
whip my shackles of wants on the thorns of donts.
The
devil inside asking for his comission;
bruising
myself to my darkest haunts...
11.
Sometimes
am happy and feel like refreshing;
everything
is possible to my dreams spire.
Like
a paladin of old – charge in crashing,
feeling
no regrets no fears of any dire.
12.
Sometimes
can laugh beyond any reason,
while
having lost something so precious.
Standing
on my watch like a soldier who's seasoned.
Not
trembling on any stains so vicious.
13.
Sometimes
can cheer up myself and the others,
like
the sunshine who dawned on your realm.
Like
a knight in shining armor with no covers.
Like
despair could never take me or overwhelm.
14.
Sometimes
go berzerk and rise above the action;
relentless
in Joy – so full of God.
Rising
every time I fall down to a fraction -
making
your time holy and good...
15.
Sometimes
even chilliest of hells wont snuff out my flame;
feisty
to the core, when keeping the line -
puting
all demons inside into the corner in shame;
Emanating
brightness more dazling as any moon-shine!
16.
Sometimes
cheerleader is my middle name;
the
highlight of any party and discussion.
Even
the devil by me could be tamed -
when
looking at my face and confessions.
17.
Sometimes
I smile and that is enough;
contagious
my high-moods and smirks of good gestures;
even
then you can't hold back a laugh,
on
some silly mistakes and postures...
18.
Sometimes
go dancing like the elven-king;
the
whole world my audience no shy in the way.
Like
I had a token of Love a powerful ring -
what
could bright up any darkest sky...
19.
Sometimes
go dandy and style my own fashion;
"One
day I gonna be famous!" should be on my shield.
Hammering
with excite like Heavens percussion;
shouting
louder with amuse than any on the field.
20.
Sometimes
can silently hug your sorrows;
be
your best friend who waits and listen.
Await
your longings and walk your tomorrows;
wiping
off the tears on your face what glisten.
21.
That's
who I am – so Dark and so Brightly;
both
sides in me have an endless turmoil.
Never
taking anything so lightly;
to
make any devils plans to go foil!
22.
Darkness
and Light – so naked inside;
trusting
over any trust, that faith shall be revived.
Nothing
be forgotten, nothing go slide;
to
make you see your life also revised.
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