How to read "Heart attack!" How to mix Christianity and Nietzsche together*

 https://joushitenjo.blogspot.com/2016/01/heart-attack.html?showComment=1644999974024#c2174795387975265154 Heart Attack! 

In order to read such Christian and Nietzschean poetry. I only do this, because of Zeitgeist cheering me up. My God, what a Man!! <3 ^^UWU 

First stansa: The 3 Falls, then you read the lines down are on purpose, because it is meant to give the feeling of descent -- just as Zarathustra was descending, then He went down from his navelgasing with the Sun. The vitriol against Theologians and Philosophers and Philologists -- the 3 casts Nietzsche despised so much, trying to learn at their feet and failing. Because they are all so full of themselves and their Socratic methods; Ochams Razors and Scientific Doubt, what never goes too far, but helps you do drive on your competitions wheelcart thus far, to go by foot from whence. I always got distraught by that. What if you're gallivanting at the ravine, can you then walk out of the wheelcart too, or will you fall to your death? Ironically Autumn, is also Fall, it also corresponded with Battle of Wesnoth a Free to play game https://www.wesnoth.org/ I love so much, mostly its main campaign about how it came to be. Look up the Scenario Titled "Fall" The first stansa had the same mood of "Sturm und Drang" you gonna love it. ^^ "Let death not us apart" by pleading with the Heart, as though its a fair maiden, is the negative of the marital vow "Until death do us apart" while promising to be there in sickness and in health. But somehow this lullaby is tuned off. Because its like a sociopath or a Narcissist is trying to flirt with his Girlfriend and give her the Yandere expo. "there is much to be witnessed, much remedy" Why would you possible bring cures (drugs) to a witnessing event? But that is the sad truth about Christians, why it is said, that Religion is the opiate of the masses, because you cant even enjoy the Tragedies and Conundrums of life. The Paradoxes, there you can't choose either side, without condemning yourself to Hell and back. Like Abraham going forth to slay his son for a God, who dost like such offerings!! Never reason away the problem, just like in "Fight Club" that scene there the main character had acid on his hand and was experiencing pain, and tried to chant it away and was scolded. You are experiencing it, learn to love it, for this is your Reality and there is no Spoon!! 

Second stansa first line: "Wormwood and amber, silent and cold." nobody likes to smell the rot of wormwood, smoked liked incense, to the same contrast as the Warren family would describe. I don't mind, that they are amateurs, because most of the people of that branch (Including Christians) are like the sons of Skeua, awaiting the credential check. I mean, it doesn't matter, if you have the gifts and necessary skills, to do the job. You have to be also ordained for the job, in order to do the job. Not every bloke can fetch their "FBI" or "Police" and it immediately takes effect. That's why it is silent and cold to dream about producing something to God, then he could quite plausibly smite you down, like he did to that Son of Aron, who brought a new smell to Yahveh's presence, what was not previously sanctioned! That's why it concludes: "Incense to slander -- more lies to be told." Every time, you do your job the wrong way, deviating from the norm, it might seem, you are Boss, but you deny yourself verification!! That's the very reason, why in the service and worship of Christians is "nothing to God!" because it was not really offered to God, but to Your own Ego and in order to boost Your reputation!! The fourth line "Only frogs to be toed and hangmans says." is a logical concluion describing the worship of Christians with the frog song and the dead sound is so heavy, that it has to be litterally toed away, to get rid of its arteficial "Pathos" what people think, lord Jesus Christ likes. Its not, that you should go to the other extreme and be a fiery Pastor and potty mouth everything, like the Pastor of President Obama. It should come from your heart, and highlight Your prayerlife with Lord Jesus Christ, not be the act of how a Presumed High and Mighty Baptist Pastor should speak. You should only have "The Message" and nothing but. For then people come to buy your Vacuum Cleaners, they don't care, what your political or religious or environmental tastes are, they just came for the Vacuum cleaner, and they have a carpet problem, not an ideology problem. But many people think, if they are da Man, in da Office, they should also be eligible to do the "Lipservice of the Lord" what Monica Levinsky and Bill Clinton love so much, because its The Good thing!! The Third stansa is the quintessence of Isa 1-6 I always come back to. Its like with Kurt Cobain writing and singing his songs. Everybody has a say on him, but that Man, even if He contradicts Himself, like Jesus Christ, talking to the Pharisees, His songs still ring true... ^^ https://www.rollingstone.com/music/music-news/krist-novoselic-on-kurts-writing-process-and-the-in-utero-aesthetic-66088/ Krist Novoselic on Kurt's writing Process. -- It just keeps haunting me, relentless, tossing me to and through, like the Holy Spirit did lord Jesus Christ Mark 1:12. If you're a Man with a Mission, it is not up to you. In a way, its like S1 Ep 9 Of "Ment" I watched today UWU My God, sometimes the Estonian Actors really know, what Police work is about, and how hard it really is. Recommend watch! <3 ^^ I learned to respect this 10 years old poem, which stated my calamities as a Christian, wanting to serve God, much like Isayah, burying his Belowed Faitful King, and worrying about the next, will it honor the Law of Yahveh the same, or will he be "Stunning and Brave" and bring in the Philistines, like did King Solomon!! It doesn't matter how smart you are -- Traitors are never loved.  The Allways in 3rd stansa 4th line is on purpose, prospecting the error of Christian Preachers, that they have an excess L in their lives and All their ways lead astray... :(( TwT 

Is it so hard, to find One, who has the balls, to Love The Bible and God as it is written and not apologize nor bow to anything and anyone. To be just with God Allmighy!! 

4th Stansa 1st line "Like Fishermens Friends, smirking like shadows" is about the breathe mint comercial about the strongest mint in the world. "If its too stronk, you're too weag!!" replacing the places of the K and the G. But!! A Christian should not be like strong breathemint silencing any other taste, what God may give through your lips and Sermons and life. It is really sad, then Christians are "Great Actors". I cannot think of a worst slur to a Christian, if you compliment his acting skills. Because then you're acting, you're not giving your real life, you're giving a character. But the Gospel should be more than that... :$ That's what makes our smirks so shinigami and shadowy it perverts any kind of value, it could possess... 

second line is about pastors catching for themselves and not for God. Christians like to tell the Gospel and talk about the number, how many "They" have converted. I didn't know guns kill people, I thought people, pulling the trigger do that!! And then they are surprised Picachu faced then lord Jesus Christ gives them the cold shoulder, for receiving no credit due. in their prayer lifes and don't answer it!! :(( 

What will you do, if God sends you to Support, and you are not meant to convert anybody? How you gonna judge that, if you're that old geeser Clone trooper, who just did maintenance while the Domino Squad failed, because everybody did their own beef. Jdg 21:25 Said after the Tribe of Benjamin lost all their wives for standing out for their gay men who gangraped a just married woman dead at the doorknob and caused a serious anathema, what couldn't be forgiven from any side. For you cant just give up your brother, who sinned and loose face on the market but you cannot take it, that your guests wife was killed that way, and they intently wanted to treat the Man guest like that, which adds insult to injury. That's why its dangerous with Holy Laws, if you do your own bidding. Some women could loose their hands, while trying to save their husbando from the mean neighbour. Deu 25:11,12 You wont be having enough priority to have a say there, but: "Sir, Yes, Sir." You're not in it, for You. You're in it for God! The sooner you get it, faithful Christian, the less it will hurt. The third and fourth line in fourth stansa is the resignation of the sentiment, that people don't join the church to suffer anything, but have a blast and do a career or business. Even if you see the gallows, its like doing the reverance at the Golden Globe Awards... 5th stansa has more grumpy dark sarcasms for those who might care some fucks, not that you should nor need to... I don't care :o >///////< 6th Stansa highlights Issayahs lamentations at 28:10 which is much more beautiful in Hebrew because it is really meant to sound like the drunken raving of a man, who has reached the bottom of the barrel. https://rsc.byu.edu/prophets-prophecies-old-testament/precept-upon-precept-line-upon-line " ṣaw lāṣāw ṣaw lāṣāw qaw lāqāw qaw lāqāw " Because rules are not there to tease and confuse people, but help them find their way in their lives. How you gonna navigate in the moral traffic exchange and crossroads, then one time something is a priority and other times it is not. Then can you drive and then do you let somebody else through etc. And if you quite literally cannot drive to the crossroads, because some wise guy built a wall around it, to prevent people to get even adjacent with a potential car crash, because maybe somebody cannot drive or jumps infront of your car as a pedestrian. That is the madness of Isa 28:10 how some Preachers in "thinking for the Children" and in your own inrest censor and omit the access to God away. Or how was that quote in Last Samurai, with the Young Emperor, then the corrupt Railroad Tycoon deemed his words too pure, to be spoken in his own court!! Let that sink in. And some Christians want to speak like that, as though they are so pure, that not like Usha, who's hand was purer than the dirt, oh no. That they could be the mouthfurcoat of Gods mouth, to keep it nice and warm, and speak on behalf of the Lord, because, the lord is too young to speak for Himself and needs a Regent before he comes of age!! :(( 

Coming back to St 4 L 4 about the couthing, is then the Sermon is so boring, that you cannot help, that your mouth gets dry, while listening... It doesn't have to be that way. You can give it in an intriguing manner as well. I mean, if you talk about your girlfriend or best anime series. That's how a sermon should look and sound, that it makes your eyes shine, like you have a Goauld or something. But instead it mostly sounds like reading business as usual. 

Stansa 7 tried to mimic the druncard tongue and give more fervor to it. Like a broken record. Depicting even the angels in your sermons to have their own agenda and angle to work, as though with that chinese legend of the artist, who dost draw eyes out of fear the dragons pop out alive and fly away. So one day, a customer was so dismayed by it, and decided to paint those eyes himself. No sooner he was done doing that, the Eastern wall flew away, as a magnificent and dreadful dragon it depicted! Because now it could see!! Why dost Christians Sermons have eyes? Those don't fly anywhere... :o 

The bleeding heart only stresses it out more, that normally the lamentations just stay that, while not having any course of action in your life!! You just had a play on stage, not real concerns... Or like the ranting man on the Streets in "Thus spoke Zarathustra" who askewed a beatup and the Man was not shy to help out. "The crows are on the nest and the hens are breeding" only focuses the peacefulness of Christian worship, then there was nothing peaceful about Eliyah in the den of ravens in exile due to killing the Prophets of Baal, by Queen Jezebel. X^D :o 

8th stansa is the Joker mask meme, there a man puts his mask on, to highlight that an action makes fun of itself. because the second side is meant to contradict everything, what was said before, as though it was just a running gag or stand-up comedy. Much like with Kurt Cobain, depicted through the lense of Krist Novoselic. ^^ I wish he was still alive, great artists suffer a lot. Didn't the Linkin Park singer Chester Bennington kill himself too, because He couldn't live the contrast between His two characters? Light and Darkness... That is the sad part of Christian Life too, that we think That Evil is the Opposition of Good, not Fear, which is the Opposition, between both Good and Evil. The reason, why Nietzsche wrote "Beyond Good and Evil" not "Beyond Good" or "Beyond Evil" if you choose one to neglect the other, you just lie to yourself, just like the meme in Yugioh 5D there the evil guy, played Sun and Moon back and forth. That's what you get, if you try to choose sides and be either/or (Kierkegaard) You have to go beyond that!! Embrace your Fears and that Darkness. The Void itself and then come back from a new angle, as the Composers say. But now you're not the same Man, who put his foot into the same river, which has also changed. 

I will not try to explain the second part in detail, because it will take away from the experience, because it speaks for itself. ^^ Its like somebody became Peter Tinklage and the Great Man, became a white dwarf once more, or the Song of Eminem about raising Haily and being number one dad. https://youtu.be/1wYNFfgrXTI Because it is hard to be that guy, who wants to avoid the "oops I did it again" of Pritney Spears and be Serious, then he laments of the dangers of Celebrity life. Its so easy to sound a hipocrat and have a play on it and not be real. Respect Frank Marshal being the best Preacher I have ever heard. It really moved my heart and soul, hihg-lighting my want, in this poem!! 

Don't get the Heart Attack as you Try to Drop your Message and not loose what is most important in Life!! Take Care <3 ^^ UWU Halleluyah