Meditations of a fractured mind.

 A person, who can't suffer his own shadow, cannot suffer the light as well. Don't talk about Enlightenment, if it makes your little brother cry -- first get along with your siblings and then talk about Enlightenment. I always mess up with that rule... . :S Try not to snap at people, who invite you to dinner, while you there meditating. Humble people go a long way, and don't shame their God, in front of the Family!! People might not tell you about it, but they will curse in their spirits, and lord Jesus Christ, can hear that agony. Why should your life be dismantled, because you there too awesome and couldn't communicate with your customers, you vowed to serve in the first place? Don't promise anything to a Yandere God, if you don't mean to deliver -- perhaps you need a more nicer god, who doesn't chase you around with a chainsaw or hatchet, then you mess things up! <3 UWU 

Always respect the way of the World! What is the Way of the World. Then you breathe in, you also need to breathe out; after a long and arduous day, there is a soothing night to refresh. There are seven days in a week and 4-5 weeks in a months and 4 seasons in a year. Respect that, and don't try to beat the system, by breaking your mind and spirit, for trying to push the envelope in living with only 5h of sleep or even 2h of sleep as done by Tesla. What is allowed to Zeus it not allowed to his offering!! First find out your limitations, and then vow to deliver such! There is nothing more dreadful than failed regret. Then people pushed themselves and got to their limits -- burnt out and gave up their dreams. Its just sad, to glimpse those mental wrecks. Who didn't suffer to account, how much their need, to build their ivory tower and gateway to Heaven!! <3 UWU If you're lacking, don't shy away to asking help. Its not a shame to receive help -- its a shame to be too proud to askew and fail your quest in so doing!! Its better to humble yourself, than be humbled by life; other people and God. Don't you agree! You always humble with temperance, other people with outrage! Never forget that... It is better to ask like a child, there the road goes, than to stumble on a road-block you there too proud to acquire information about. Never turn away of offering help, there you can be of help -- you never know, then this help comes back haunting you, and rewards your merit, then you least expect it. People have, in their absent mindedness been doing favors to God or the Devil or an Angel, and that goes a long way... or accursed their families for 5 generations to come, for failing to do the right thing, they trained their whole life and career!! Its always a tragedy, if a scholars life goes to waste, who spent everything to worship God, to miss out just in loving-kindness and making the law available to the layman... Its just too sad to fathom. The outcries in the courts of the most high at end of times. Then all those Scholars will stand their ground and tell their worthy deeds, and lord Jesus Christ wont even raise his eyes onto those offerings, what there done, to build up themselves and their lives and not what their God gave them, to give to the people! You repent, if you're a servant of God, for the hatchet is already on the root and cuts deep! Your Grace can go to the Ravens and to the Wolves. Just as lord Jesus Christ said. Don't miss out on the Holy supper!! <3 Halleluyah, Godspeed! UWU