Walking with God

 This Essay is based on Mat 19 and on OhioGraceBible stating, that he can't find the literal meaning of the word about having to sell everything. Well you finally fucking found one! 

Many people condescend on  Mat 19:16 the Young Man, who could keep the Commandments but not sell All his belongings. Its not that easy for the Bill Gates's to sell their belongings to follow lord Jesus Christ, without it having social; environmental and other repercussions. Your name and face still represents them, who there connected to you. They might not be so thrilled, if you kill your future holdings, like a young man did, because Eliyah put his mantle on him. Definitely your parents wont be happy, that all their sweat and toil went puff up with smoke or down the drain, because their son became insane and started gallavanting with this new Preacher in town, who nobody really knows, who He is (Jesus was as common a name than John Smith) So this agent of Faith overwrote your son to walk with Him and not with his previous vision of your life. Yeah, I can see, how that can be hard, not to do that choosing haphazardly,.. 

Btw. That young boy, was the same St. Paul was mad about in Acts 15:37 This John called Mark, because he wasn't ready to walk with God and had to cancel his mission, which greatly distressed St. Paul, who's plans had to be redrawn. It appears that this John called Mark was one of those living Torahs who could remember the entire scripture by heart, since it was rare to have books and reading skills, it was the best way to quote the script. And that was the reason, St. Paul was pissed, such a living Bible abandoned him, to never trust him again. But Barnabas gave him a second chance so much so that they agreed to mission in separate paths, to respect their boths ordeal. Acts 15:39 

In the end he sold evrithing, but it took some time, and he had some bumps in the road. But oh those Holy Christians, those Jobs friends, they want you to be ready Right Now!! Because Apocalypse Now!! People have their own pace. You cannot make a clock run as fast as a rocket engine or CPU. It is meant to tell the time acurately, not to do the most revolutions possible with its pointers. Lord Jesus Christ has no use of a broken doll, who throws his values and self up, to accept new values and Self. How can you possibly trust such a guy? That's a teaching of lord Jesus Christ too. Luke 16:9-12 We should be faitful with our money (it also means attributes; attention etc. because of El Shaddai God the Most Bountiful or The God of Attributes, as I like to call Him) Because if we misstreat our previous, how could we be trustworthy?! Do you trust a guy who liquidates all to walk with a hippie preacher? Maybe he sacrifizes you to his Cthulhu too? First you have to respect what you already got, then you can respect new things. And people behold, how you respected your old things, and how you moved on, and how you respect the new things. We all know and laugh about Heavy metal "Growing Up" and becoming woke, because his previous fans there not stunning and brave enough. They also sold everything to move on with Virtue signaling and SJW;  cancelling your opponents who disagree with you etc. What could possibly go wrong there. But we should walk with God and sell everything. Did you sell everything, Preacher? I know what I have lost, to be with God my way, how I have alienated myself from my friends; my family even sometimes my sanity to have my way of writing poetry and essays, for which I had to meditate 20+ years 24/7 doing all my things through this meditation. And your worthy sacrifice in front of the Lord, Mr. OhioGraceBible? What did following lord Jesus Christ cost you, aside giving out free stuff and blowing the horn on the streets, don't you know, that those already got their rewards and get none in Heavens! Mat 6:2 Why don't you fill your cup to the brink, do your thing, and let others have theirs! Good day sir, Godspeed!