Possessive love

 I have realised, that the biggest difference -- based on the blind prince story -- what Christianity and Buddhism pose, is possessive love. Then Buddhists seem to be like a tranquil field in the sun. So peaceful and serene, while Chritianity seems to be a dark ominous grotto, full of torture devices; shackles and iron maidens. I like those ^^ UWU Then buddhist want to experience the releace of your mind and worries; Christianity seems to drive those worries to make us spend more time with God, until we are utterly immersed and possessed by this entity and its teachings. The problem is not the possessiveness, but the fact, that not many minds can take this, without growing bitter and resentful towards such God. As a stress releave, they start bulling and oppressing or simply condescending on those, who are lower. Because they could master so many rigors, while they are still acolytes. The possessiveness in Christinity is meant to drive people to realize, what a great gift our life and time here are. To appreciate everything, what comes your way, both good and evil, and see the best in Man. Too bad many great Christians only see, what they excell in order to have pragging rights. I guess they are not possessed enough, if they can find so much spare time for that. 

The truth is, it seems to me, that both Buddhism and Christianity are two different paths, leading on top of the same mountain. Wheather you releace all your worries, or worry yourself into Love, does it really matter. As long you can let go, then the time comes. That is also a key principle they don't teach willingly. You possess, but you don't smother, like holding a peach in your closed hand, you don't grasp it so hard, until the juices mingle out. You own it, but you're willing to share it and let go of it. 

I don't know, if my such meditation was of help, but here it is... UWU