Tuesday, November 29, 2022

This is my NoNo-Sign

 Critical Mass Extinction, to think like barbarians; 

then Augurs of fame and fortune, claim to be base. 

Gnosis parkers, Ferraris blvr. while Mr. Belvedere trials, 

err in Denis and the Misty in the dungeon of Arcadians! 

Wild Broncos possessing the trainers of Femme du L'Eglice; 

the solidarity, we serfed in courts of gender-race... 

Manhattan knows, where we buried the wounded friars! 


Weaponized Urtear, to chase after the Fairy Tail; 

five minutes to the future, while blasting the Past! 

The Present, like Nod's hand, choking-derail; 

the Bayonetta x Kratos, for hanged Sayori's holy grail -- 

to imposter Zozo, the New-Zorro, in the atheist Fast. 

Going nowehr macht Furious Live onlyfans could aghast: 

The O'Neill and O'Brian, who Nobody curtailed... 


Liberated from value and skin, the sickly sweet 

putrid smell of worming a clicking party spectacles. 

Idealists more worthless, than a thief in Elm-Street! 

If there is no spoon, why should I enter or creep, 

into the Matrix, not lift the veil, like Alice's testicle; 

while Xena became He-Man and raped Les Miserables!! 

The Spirit of Zeit wants to nut on Novembers trick or treat. 


Evangelical terror in Digimon Agite Ut Gracia Entelechiou; 

to evolve past the Revolution, churning beings frowns. 

There is Calumons Innosence and Zarathustras Aletheia; 

to smite the Bock-Pack with Thor's Hammer to Crayon! 

May the Nibiru embrace them dull, Rashomons clowns... 

As the Transcendent game goes on Wild Hunts renowned; 

Cunts the new duchies, to make the pound of Cafeteria!! 


Our Father in Heaven will be God amongst the Heathens, scum 

like Hegel-Marx, the socialites Monarchs, will be kissed to death 

by Iron Maiden and "Nevermore"; like demagogues pun... 

Democracy shall bow down to the Blessed One and Run; 

More Absolutist than the French -- for Christian thus am I Chef. 

Stand by memes -- the ordeals of Joker redeem the left; 

as the right hand path knows not, what gives Fuin! 



Monday, November 28, 2022

There can be only One

 Each line is a haiku

Be only One; Darkness and Light preserved; Maul in homerun! 

Push and Pullover -- then Dick meats Assholegirl -- crossroads perfection... 

Sociopathic Trends under the Empaths Radar, scored Homer's Guns; 

akimbo too lewd, loitering with lotteries -- through windows hit-runs!! 

as older sister; meeting with younger sibling brother, scores an election; 

Japanese cult -- mispronoun R-Asian, while not (T)reason... 

Otakus Rule; Fairy-Law activated -- Join in Letterman!! 


Fact-checkers-Uno; what is the differable? Chessepeak perform! 

What is on your App -- I point at the knock and click -- deepthroat Monika; 

lipservice to God; the Good tiding Phinehas, many shall brainstorm... 

There can be only; One who is Brave and Bold -- The King of Thorn-scorns!! 

Anon did not know; The Q from Torah/Star-Trek; eisegesis Ka. 

incognitore -- morituri salutant -- Corpus moniker... 

Quid Est Veritas? Seraphs of Slitherin Go -- Beforescore. 


Mishelin tires, Hufflepuff values drag down -- ratrace bottoms; 

pretence-Present -- in the Halls of Lunarchia -- Lovegood Truely!! 

Arrested friendship -- Nakama had thus to say: "Ravenclaw Bitcoins!" 

Two sides yonder -- Babylon/ Ultima Thule -- bigger than the loin? 

Chipmonks or true monks? Ora-Labora-Ara; cat killed cruelly! 

Ignorant Iron -- Ivory towers Castle -- Queens shill puberty; 

Wanton Bycicle -- I want to break Free labour -- Unions despoil!!

Freedom and Responcibility

 Hokuto no Ken -- Ai wo torimodose

This topic is an ancient dilemma, what people get wrong. You have the freedom, to eat a lot of Ice-Cream in a truck, like Ben-10 but you get the concequences of catching a cold and freezing people with your snot. It was meant to look funny in the show, but its a good accurate allegory as well. What I meant to say, was: "We have freedom, because we Take Responcibility!" its not, that some faceless government forces responcibility down our throats and we begrudgedly accept that, like little children their daddies voice. No, we embrace it like chads, because we want the Responcibilty, and that ensalts the Freedom!! There is no Good and Evil, if its in Vanilla form, without Responcibility. 

When we join the army, we loose our freedom of speech, because we have to learn, how to follow orders and trust in the chain of command. In the heat of the battle, that can save your life. I still regard Youjo senki officer training class about "When is an order of the superiors to be followed" and "who takes responcibility, then an order gets deviated and a plan thus fails." the best in this matter. (S1 Ep 4 "Campus Life") I liked the idealism vs the law part, because it came essential later, then a soldier had issues with the horrors of war, holding onto his rifle. 

If you don't understand this rule in life, you will break and loose your very soul, trying to keep yourself alive and excusing running away. I also liked the follow up Tanya cleaning his gun. If your gun jams in the fight you are dead, so its no small matter. If your resolve and morals don't work in the heat of the battle, you haven't already figured out, what to do, you will break on the moral freshold, not agreeing with the result. In Naruto anime, it was called "Killing your heart" in the Zabuza Arc. A Child cannot go to war, but a warrior can! The training is so hard, so you wont choke in the battle... Tanya called it "A matter of respect" People treat these things so casually nowadays. Everybody judges the past and how wars are held, without being even able to assume the tiniest fraction of responcibility, complaining about their mental impairment, so much so, it has become an honour. I know many impaired people, who fight tooth and claw, to be seen as equal to a regular worker, yet regulars like to cosplay handicap like Ben-10 limping on the zomby planet, because he forgat to warm up and couldn't catch the criminal. What does the moral judgment of such a person matter? 

I respect the way, the Episode is structured, showing Tanya doing research before the battle and combatting God himself! The Battle at Cannae is a great vantage point. ^^ You may disrespect the character of Tanya in prior life seeping into this alt, but it has a point. Its the classic Jacob wrestling with God, while having to face his older brother, who's birthright he stole before!! The dialogue of the meaning of war to Tanya is important. For too long we have educated our children to be condescending snotnosed brats, who dare spout nonsense of war they have never experienced. It offends me on a personal level then woke activists speak of freedom of speech and -action. What do they know about it? A person, who cannot say no to anything, but has to taste it -- how does that spell freedom, and not addiction! 

Now back to the insight of Tanya, he gleamed from his previous life's history, which is a wonderful take. Its like Red Alert, but better, showing why manipulating with the timeline, yields in unwanted results... He did it to get back at being - X for the cushy backrank job, ending up plundging everything to Total War, for Being X wanted to "spark the conversation" in him, in matters of Faith, he was so lacking!! X^D 

A Battallion sized hunting party of mages! UWU a reference to the snail war tactics in WW2 and Ukraine done by Mother Russia. Its a commendable effort, and shows why the higher ups there impressed with Tanya, seeing her loli age, not the adult inside... Any gamer can tell you, what a maxed out Battallion sized hunting party of Mages is, and why you need Deus ex Machina to constantly intervene and pull out Eldrazi type encounters as happened in the Anime. Because its too op. The reason, why Tanya is not ruled a Mary Sue, is just like with Overlord, that his OP status is checked with having to constantly fight with God. Its like Tom and Jerry or Batman and Joker. Nobody gets the upper hand, and that keeps the plot going. If you could keep this up, you would win any war... IF... the reasons, why Nazi Germany lost the war. Nobody lets you go there, without Ironman throwing the Hulk with a kitchen sink slamdunk at you. Perfect wins are a thing, gods will always laugh over you. It is also called: "Fom Allen Guten Geistern Ferlassen!" We don't drink vinegar but wine. Many great wines, such as Champaigne and Cognac there matters of accident, not careful planning. If you say, you only want perfection, you say, you want to live in a temple or a museum and only eat in the Mountain Kings table, eating Gold; Silver and Bronze bread!! You cannot eat honour and pride, but you can eat your heart out to venture there. 

How much Freedom and Responcibility you finally take in, is how much you became aware of your such choices at hand, and how much you just gallivanted on the meadows, chasing after the butterflies. Even if you're not a soldier, but a writer, you can do a lot. You can be like Jordan Peterson, using your quill as a sword and disputing the terror on all fronts. You can be like the Quartering, selling coffee. Maybe you to IT and Crypto or maintenance hardware. There is always something to do for the whole. Don't get stuck on fancy titles. It matters, what is within your heart, and maintaining the connection with the grassroots. 

The question of why Tanya joined the army with his skills, putting his reincarnation aside, is also important. Why should a gifted individual with sociopathic tendencies join the war effort, then he would be better equipped on soft cases, such as literature and fine arts maybe teaching. Especially as a 9 year old Mage!! Her answer as the character is priceless, understanding the environment, showing why the woke are simply larping while a true genius would know the difference between taking responcibility and being a moral agent, only talking about taking responcibility. Just because you don't like something, it dost not mean, you can eagerly dismiss it. You have to also find a route, how to dismiss it safely, without hurting the social environment. "My father was a soldier and my mother abandoned me, thus I became an orphan!" you must enjoy the ingenuity of this. It is horrible that war pushes children to conscript, just as her counterpart later, but that is the very point. If you fail to take responcibility as an adult, your children have to step up, and do it for you!! 

If you only have judgments to hurl, who is corrupt and did this and that, while your hills are overrun, you refuse to die on, there will soon be none left to defend your sacred mole- and anthills, then they get trampled down... Wars have never been won, by throwing the shiled and sword to the ground and yelling "friendly"! Be more "friendly" to your own kind and social face -- than the common good or the inclusive freedom. If you have to use prefixes, to get your message through and accepted, its like adding the but, behind the claim. Only what comes next matters, not what you just claimed! Why should Freedom be inclusive? Just like the conversation in Breaking Bad Tuko kills his Subordinate for him telling the wrong tune at the wrong time. The Cow doesn't speak like Zeus! Your Freedom is always limited to your rank, not to yourself. Then the rank is lost or in check, so is your freedom, resulting from it. People think, they live in the Aether! That is the very reason, why Nietzsche created the concept of Nihilism. Because if you only talk and judge your values, but never further them in action -- for instance, what Nietzsche really hated, then studying Theology, then turning to Philosophy and despairing in Philology classes. What was wrong with the german thought, loving Hegel to the death and logical end game. If you cherish the Thesis-Antithesis-Synthesis paradigm harping, that it takes a lot of time to bear good fruit -- you might actually run out of test subjects, because like all the good indian chiefs, they are already dead!! Theoretically possible means diddly squat, then it dost include practical capacity... Christians are the culprits of killing god, that even a Christian Communist can enjoy the overwhelming irony of following the feats of a loli sociopath invading Moscow! Your faith only matters and breathes, as your God, as much can be executed in your life and followed up by others like the scientific method. But if you askew on the existance of Jesus, like does Schleiermacher; Lohse and other theologians, it dost not make you a scientist but a hypocrat, for not converting to atheism and still holding fast on your Tenure as a Christian Theologian!! But I digress with my rant... 

Back to the issue at hand. Tanya's speech to the senior to save him from the front line, for faint of heart. Much respect! "Persuasion, then people are defenceless" is seen as a dick move, but that's how you climb the ladder in a corporation. I could do that too, if such was my mission. You cannot be good, then following duties and orders. For instance, as a security officer in a mall, it is regular business, to evict the hobos on November to March because of the cold outside. Some of them become real violent and lunge at security, to get their cushy cell with free food, just like in the past people blasphemed against the lord, to be captured by the Spanish Inquisition. For they there deemed less cruel to their convicts, than the regular authorities. If you leave people with no option, they will start breaking those laws, what deny them survival. Its a matter of human nature not morals. 

There is a reason, why Lord Jesus Christ said: referencing Gen 9:25 in Mark 9:35; Matt 18:1-5; Luke 9:46-48 That we have to be servants of a servant and receive like a child! People rather like to cancel Noah, for being drunk and nude in his tent!! Tanya von Degurechaff, while being a sociopath, is the perfect embodyment of that ideal and rule! Just because you become the incarnation of a rule, dost not mean, you are virtuous and Good, you could also be Chaotic Good and go as Anakin Skywalker to slaughter all the children in the temple, because one day you have to face them in combat. There was a templar chant about casting the infants of war to the rocks... Today its called cruel. The things what Mother Russia has done in Ukraine -- they are not evil, because they slaughtered like knight templars -- they are Evil, because the incarnation of the Sons of Eli; Hophni and Phinehas and Usha, who touched the Ark, to prevent it to falling to the ground, for it was carried in misconduct!! Those kind of a guys, decided to War on Nazis and corruptions, while being more evil on that judgemnt, trying to take the splinter, while having the entire Schwartswald dark Spruce forrest with the wicked gackling Alyssa Milano, riding a broom correction a Volkswagen to not be as Nazi as Elon Musk!! -- In their own nonexistent eyes in a lich scull! That's why Mother Russia is condemned eternally, not just comrad Putin, but the entirety of Russia itself. If you hold with the monster, you fall with the monster. Those, who are closer to God, or acclaim that, shall be judged more, God is Justified, Glory and Exaltation to Yahveh Sebaot and His Christ and The Holy Spirit! Halleluyah!! 

If you don't make the Law your Father, God cannot be your Saviour, but you shall savour the taste of death and savoir -- au revoir tujour Renoir!! Farewell you Post-Renoir. Lawnesseness dost not go to Heaven, even Godo has more disipline and his irregulars, than the solitary individual of today, being clinged on his Iphone and little bit of pleasure here and a little bit of entertainment there... Don't escape Hell, but embrace it, making your living Heaven!! Joy in life is thought on not disputed upon, with every breathe you take, defiantly laughing in the face of struggle and hostility. 

Freedom and Responcibility! 

Getting into the 12 Knights, because he gracefully disposed of the Superior in the train, what comes important later in the anime, though not in this essay. Ending up leading the Rapid Responce Mage Battallion, which is more danger than the front lines! X^D I love this character and how the plot thickens. Oh btw, if you hate spoilers, tough shit, this is living Hell for ya... :P I absolutely adore spoilers, because with that, you not only get the source, but the insight of the teller!! Two birds with one stone... I have learned so much inspecting other peoples spoilers and judging it with my later sightings... Forcing through a rank of Captain to Organize said Battallion. Subarashii 

The 48 is to be understood that Tanya along with Viktoriya Ivanovna Serebryakov are 49 and 50 making the full number. Viktoriya is another splendid example of the servant of a servant, who dost not want to be at war, escaping the Revolution to live in exile but heads on duty. You don't have to be perfect, just rise to the occasion. The same is true with Tyrants. You can have no Tyrants if there are no cogs and wheels, in their machine. A Tyrant is as strong as his chess-set of pieces he moves on the board. Remove the peasants, remove the King! One of the reasons, we experience the fight for our morals and very soul, is quite simple. America was grossed out from Vietnam, Mother Russia and her supporters want to gross out the West from Ukraine, to do their bidding once more; harping how war is bad, but lets war at the same time, and while we're doing that, lets save the planet, while we're at it, by consuming more coal!! Because, who could have thought, you cannot environmentalist -- too bad this is not a series like the Mentalist -- at war and keep zero emissions on a sugar rushed hyperventialtion spree!! Yet the west insists on "This is not WW3 -- we're merely sending weapons not declare a war!!" Let's see how long that will fare, until starvation will change that attitude to surrender or total warfare... There are no halfasses in pregnancies or war -- either you have or you have not, you do or don't! You can't claim friends of Ukraine, while not at war with Mother Russia! Even if it means Nuclear War. I'm still waiting for the American bases with tactical nuclear capacity housing a Nuclear powerplant protected with SAM sites, like De Niro for the punchline, in The Joker. Unironically speaking. :o :v 

If this Responcibility wont come soon, there will be no room for Freedoms like drinking soy latte or writing tweets on twitter. Kinda hard to do that without the powergrit. how is the Keystone pipeline doing in america, still anathema and impossible to Brandon, huh? What responcibility are you taking, acclaiming moral freedom and restitution? Tweets do very little, then they aren't backed by heat! Ci vis Pacem para Belli! is the creed here. But Winter and its King is already here. Listen to Conflict and Enrage! China is in Riot! Yet the West does nothing! Business as usual, nothing to see here. Just sending more weapons of war, thn a squad of Stealth fighters would have already closed this show!! Perhaps I should wait for Trump, to get it done, then there is a Ukraine to save left ---What is your responcibility in saving your Freedom? How do you choose! 

The anxiety in picking the Battallion, due to patriotism increasing the yield is no surprise. That's how it should be, while its waning in real life. Now you can see such people only in anime and manga. If it gets censored on the source, then it wont show there too... :(( Morals are quickly becoming cheep antics and Deus ex Machina, a contraption in theaters to move the plot around, but not being of real use in your life. A Santa Clause, only good for selling Coke and letting kids take pictures on a hobos lap, hoping no pedo. TwT The cliffhanger meating up between Tanya and Victoriya! What is your Freedom and Responcibility!

Saturday, November 26, 2022

Casting out Devils

 Combustion Man & P'Li -- Burn 

Unalaq -- Dark Avatar 

Azula -- control 


Remember the ancient saying, then casting out Devils; 

don't run into the Wall! Broadways to Hell, while well off 

meant to say, what your opponents there doing Deviled -- 

spitting images of fire and brimstone, in others Wells guile... 

The Segall and the Perlman, like Jekill and Hyde in cuffs! 

Wanting to be more badass than it is worthy for the ruffians; 

a show of cowardice, not knowing your trade, balancing Hives!! 


Cast out your own name and pride first, humble in expectations; 

retreat in your silent meditation from all fervor and deceit. 

Why should you die before your own time, then holier than Zion 

is your creed? Thou shalt not suffer a witch alive, but extinction 

of a single child of Gods flame, and slapping the other cheek reaps -- 

Treat youself to the same Mercy, you offer to enemies and creeps!! 

You're the scrub of Heavens, knoking on the door, in conjunction... 


Be the one who binds, like Caleb of Blood, not who cancels; 

the one, who eats all sins, and makes them to butterflies!! 

Cancermoves and pincers don't fare well in Scorpio-transcend 

with Taurean fervor. Implore to be Pisces but not pretend, 

that Aquarian fares well, then the cristals are breaking the lies. 

Trending in the stars allignment is to be Yourself unaligned! 

Who wants to be the next Akasha fairy Idol, please stand Serene...

Mayday the Hit go on another Mayham

 Brittney Spears -- Hit me baby one more time 

Deus lo Vult, then any Despot cult despoiled from Pubic 

hairs to be culled Republic. The only lonely wolf, killing 

the whites and black, is the red I see in the bed and Cubic! 

More lost souls selling their trade for fares, in cages Kubrick 

could not imagine in his show motions case for the Thrilling... 

The Hit and Run for all the Lolis, who are too old to RedPilling 

the Blueballed pens, dispencing the sou's and ecu's for Stupid! 


The Alps who lost their scalp on the Indian journey to Halt! 

Escaping Wolfenstein, Mayday the Hit on another Mayham... 

The circus must short on, until Air Farce None is Gestalt. 

The therapeutic recession for the cheated prayers Gevald! 

The Durmstrang, no Ravenclaw could comprehend "Maryland!" 

Shouting for the distressed white knight, just to slap the hand 

and bite the neck for the tied stunning and brave Right-Alt... 


Perhaps the last Romantics went to Paris, or staved at Chikago; 

I ate too much Bullshit to play ball, the Masse was scheduled 

to go in Salem and the Witches hunted their first blood Rambo. 

I drove my Dodge Viper merged with KITT and Oncle Bens Gumbo, 

Ben still in his Teens could not stomache nor encounter. She imbued 

the genderbent logic, and Gwen had to second it, becoming shrewd 

like Silco tried to be the father of Jinx; out-sugarcane as always Targon!!

Don't call me cute

Electric Light Orcestra -- Don't bring me down

There is another bloke what dared call me cute; 

I don't know what his problem Accute or dispute. 

don't call me Cute -- senpai please, don't persecute!! 

I tell you whats wrong, then you put off the chute -- 

don't call me Cute, I exhausted all Spruce to reroute 

in the dark forest no Shwartzwald Torte can mousse. 

don't call me Cute!! Tanya with me on Cahoots...  


The Secret meeting everyone knows; 

implore you, don't call me anything Gold: 

Don't call me Cute -- senpai please, Heaven Dows! 

For anything sacred, could you please not trade bows -- 

don't call me Cute! I know it must drag, like salt on the mold. 

The underground is selling counterfit scold -- 

don't call me Cute -- whooho Senpai Bashan Cows!!


I procrastinate and masturbate in the gall; 

to piss on any value grand -- immature:

don't call me Cute -- Son of a Kalev WTF.

I know I love you, don't return me the clue -- 

don't call me Cute!! How many UWUs does rue 

your boat away, Steve? Does Roe v Wade imbue 

your marriage estate! Don't call me Cute -- Nightfall!! 


Just be Yourself and gnothi seauthon all pray; 

the birds of prey are putting up boot, don't call me Cute! 

Please, no Senpai, Why don't You? I don't need your sway; 

could you find other Hail - don't call me Cute, Nay!! 

I'm just writing my poems, to cheer me up, don't be Groot; 

the anxiety is killing me blue, but alas you Mary brute -- 

again you come to call kawaii Dean Corso on full display. :o :v 

Gnosa-Maestro

 Being in the know -- how let as moe down the show; 

slow - mow, heads held low, living Hells -- Bell's curve 

show, the stopper, what Rakdos could never code in droves. 

MS or Ms. Marvel on the Universe of Pain! What's the love; 

"Quid est Veritas, cuid pro quo, modus operandi, deus Ex fervor!! "

the Gnosa-Maestros shouting "Penitentiagite!" while swerve 

the new wave of tolerance from responcibility and shame glows... 


More Radioactive than the Anarchy sign and three crossed swords; 

people wanting to be free from the captivity of law, but not civitas!! 

How do you live as a barbarian and cleric at the same time, Bards? 

Oathbreakers fare not well, šurik, operation Õ will not reap rewards... 

Gnoso-Maestro implores -- there will be more value stickers, pietas -- 

how long have those Nations trampled on holy grounds, erecting Phaeton, 

like Nehustan was not good enough to Eunuch and Nuff say the Lords!! 


Those enlightened shall be shackled blind, for you seethe too much; 

thus your circumcion knives are still bloody, Zealoth warden of Dinah. 

Who you kill tribes for one night stands, and fornicating outside -- touch, 

the doorknob of Benjamin and tell me, how many men there leftover, Butch! 

Cassidy was going for Picachu's face, then Team Rocket could not catch Mulah.

 Ash could call his pets friend. Do you also Nakama with Natsu Dragneel or bulla? 

There is no rest for the wicked in living Hell, if you lead the blind to their crotch!!

Crypto Nation and the Establishment of Kr-Thule

 People have been giving a lot of fuss of Crypto money, not realizing, like Yoda in Star Wars: "Victory, you say? Has begun, the attack of the Clone Troopers!" its because people understand philosophy and religion backwards. I blame the Hegelian teachings, what disgruntled Nietzsche to turn his back to Christendom and choose Romanticism. Because everywhere people lament about Thesis -- Antithesis -- Synthesis, not understanding, what the fuck they are talking about. Because the famous Poet; or Philosopher or Personal Jesus told them about. Then I was still studying theology, I started 2003, the same year I got baptized at the end of the year. If I had not read "Thus spoke Zarathustra" I would have turned my back on Christianity, because I was going through my dry period, then Heaven was literally shut and nothing was going for me, just like with the main character of The Joker. If some kind of gentle nudge would have happened back then, I would have become a terrorist... it was in my profile. But, because I read the author of "the Antichrist" and also Dostojevski's "Evil Spirits" ; "Magus" from John Fowles; Also "Prohvet" from Ain Kaalep not to mention his "Jumalad lahkuvad maalt" (the gods forsake the land) what tells the story of a man, who is tormented by his fathers soul, much like Hamlet, and becomes a Christian, having to choose between being on the side of the cross, or on the side of his fellow Estonians. Too bad I havent gotten a hold of the other two books in this cicle of three... "Toone Tuuled üle maa" (The winds of Toone over the land" and "Koju enne õhtut" (Home before the eve) Also Juhan Jaik's "Kaarnakivi" has been very influencial for the Estonian version of the Philosophers stone, what allows to commune with evil spirits, without harm and have good luck.  I digress, at that time, I believe it was around 2005, then I attended a panel about cyber security and asked about, "whether in the foreseeable future, we are not talking about Germans or French or Estonians, but of Google; Facebook and Orkut people!" and the answer was "Yes, because the value the social medias surplus already exceeds some nations GDP. That was in 2005! 

Crypto Nation is the next step in digitising our social environment. The idea of generating Social networks, what map our intrests, like a MMORPG sandbox does. Imagine if you would have a space, you can fill with an ideal worldview, there other people can connect to it, like with a blog. But they are interacting it like with a state. Their NPC communicating with your NPC like in a D&D sequence, but its an exchange of ideals and philosophy... Wouldn't it be nice, if there existed a Kr-Thule. I took the name from my names Initials and my proclivity to Superman, who comes from Krypton; also because I like Nietzche's Superman idea!! X^D We should always per aspera ad astra even then the next moment an eagle will come and eat our liver, while we are struck on a mountain!! The shoot the moon and snowballs chance in Hell moment in our lives... The reason is quite simple. The wellfare system cannot keep up anymore about the number of elderly people, due to the gnawing away of toxic masculinity or should I say, gentlemen culture. Men are actively pussyfied, and then beaten, like a dead horse: "Why don't you deliver? Why aren't you a gentleman and marry stunning and brave women, who ask wine on a tap and do absolutely anything to love you back, but have virtually impossible demands, what even God doesn't wanna touch!" People think, it is fair and honorable if they have revanche, and stick it to the Man, while that was exactly the sentiment, what got Adolph Hitler to power. because the germans could not fathom, how they could loose WW1 while they there clearly winning in the trenches, not seeing the war of attrition and the empty storehouses, forcing their emperors hand. Because nobody talked sense to the peasant, it was easy to abuse that sentiment and generate WW2 and it appears, WW3 will commence in Ukraine nevertheless, because Europe has still not learned his lesson of power dynamics. Ah well, maybe the madness of Nebuchadnezzar will teach them, if they eat grass, or should I say vegan and go green... Only nuclear power housed in the middle of a USA camp with SAM sites and tactical nukes is the only rhemedy against Mother Russia attacking powerplants or other such principalities... I don't see Europe realizing it yet. There should be American bases in all Baltic states, to counter the Russian agression in this region! Meanwhile, Crypto Nation as a form oh Hungergame, there mockingbirds fare and replace actual warfare with witty debates should be a more humane way of sharing and trading human and phiscal resources. I have no childish thoughts on either side. Both are morally corrupt and do good or evil. Both Ukraine with the West and Mother Russia with the East BUT Mother Russia was the bastard, bringing the Ark of the Covenant into the war, fighting Nazis!! Because Putin made it personal and a religious war, God will intervene and take the toys away. You don't deserve your economy, because you only use it to damage thy neighbour and treat him wormwood and vinegar, and then you have the audacity to quip: "Why so serious and much vitriol in your face?" that's some abriddged version of pie in the face humour even I cannot fathom as funny... or cringe. 

Anyway. Crypto Nations will come. Whether we like it or not. Because we have alwasy sought the Wild Wild West -- what else is there to conquer then we're not traveling to Satrun nor Mars any time soon? Nations there the gatekeeper doesnt shepherd and the wagging thinger of the moral zealot dost cancel and reprimand! There people could have actual entertainment and disconnect from reality, we are denied through media. Because everything has to be political and woke, because otherwise somebody will buttonraise "I'm offended" and nobody is Superman enough to go All-in on that bluff. Holland has been established the same, being erected on land, conquered from the sea, with all its dams and irrigation systems. 

Crypto Nations will come! Who's gonna be first? I challenge you, Elon Musk, to make a first, because you complained, that Twitter will be gone, from the Appstore. Make your own country. I would be more than happy being on your team to devise its narrative! I even have the social currency for it I call "Hedon"! 

Every participant starts with a Networth of 1000 Hedons on their account. That will be used to like other creators and participants content, whether its spam; (there is good spam too, not just very much. Sometimes its called Aesthetics) sharing pictures you don't own (how else you gonna meme); poetry; art; commentary etc. Much like twitter already does, but with a bigger box. 1000 characters should be the limit. (That includes the hyperlink; shortlinks can solve the problem of not fitting all the text in) 

Each day you loose 1 Hedon from your account, due to inflation. So then you do nothing, in 1000 days your account will be empty, and you can do nothing in Kr-Thule being socially bankrupt. Liking someting cost 1 H +xH per 10 likes/per day so the more likes you give the more expencive the next like shall progressively become. If you like to spam likes, like I do sometimes, to appreciate other peoples content, it will have a steep price. You can beside liking the post also tip the post with extra H and if the average agrees with your tip, you get an amount back for being the first tipper. If the average does not, you get nothing. 

Each statement whether positive or negative will get an absolute value of impact, depending on how much traction it generated and gives you 1H back per 1000 clicks you generated! A statement is a tag, you shall see on top of your post. You can have up to seven tags on your posts, so choose them carefully from the list of tags your post contains. This is to encourage edgyness and bring the fun back to entertainment. The emphasis is to let people govern themselves not some spaced out parental agreement. If somebody is too edgy, people will just be able to block or mute him, and he will learn in the solitude, how social interaction should fare, not because he was ripped a new asshole and left without a job and home, with no option, like the Joker, then he lost his job over a gun, what was even not his, because it dropped out, then he was performing to children in a hospital!! If you're blocked or muted, you will loose 1H per each mute and 3H per each block per day extra. 

Writing something generates 1H+xH per positive time lapse of its rating. or negative time lapse of its rating. Removing posts will cost 50H editing will cost 2H. I havent figured the scales out yet. But its worth a shot. OwO Watching voluntarily commercials will give you H, thats the best punishment I can think of people being needlessly edgy or spamming too much or demanding people to be cancelled -- reporting cost 1000 H which you will never get back, regardless of your claim being Truthful or not. Sometimes such things hurt the reputation and are slanderous because of that. Try to first fix your issues by private convo, before you go nuclear, because somebody threw dirt in your eyes or didn't agree with everything you had to say!! It will need a lot of transparent moderators who shall have a rating, and get tipped H based on their performance. Everything is payd by H. Now you can purchase H for 8 dollars per month, and receive an additional surplus of 1000H and you cannot purchase more per month, because its the reporting cost. If you want more, generate more through social interaction! Its the same, wheteher you are a corporation or a solitary individual. Nobody gets shotgun rights. If you report, your name will be made public on the Wall of Shame, that you have an issue with X what needs to be disputed in the Public Court. You have to stand with your social name behind your accusation or drop it! If you cannot, you have no claim! People must stop being pussies and reestablish their moral values. You can ask somebody to speak on your behalf, and if they accept your such quest, they shall be rewarded with 50H but you must be able to write down the grievance, which is more than "I'm offended because Dave Chapelle made a joke about Trans-people. Again! I feel like I got yeeted out of existance because Thanos snapped in the distance!!" this sounds like the Hare being afraid of the pear, falling into the pond and doing "Karzuum" 1980 by Aarne Ahi. based on a Tibetan fairy tale. Too bad I couldn't find a link. Bad Google! That's why we grow dull, because such masterpeaces are forgotten; omitted or lost! Its like taking something to school or court or church but more playful. Witout the realism and binding of the law, because its in cyberspace. Also there should be a way to monitor, that people wont hoard accounts, to get passed the 1 report per account rule. If you're a multi, you get banned for life! Also you cannot convert the value back to real life currency, lest to allow people in Argentina to farm it for extra value, because they got no job. Its meant for past time, not to substitute work. Somebody still needs to generate real value, to keep these kind of things up. Maybe there should be Hedons offered per away time, because you did stuff in the real world, like actually worked in a plant; guarded a supermarket there on duty as police or in the train or bus or the vendor of a shop etc. And dropped 12h per day. not less. 5...6 days per week. I can't say 7 because you need a sabatical to sniff the roses and rejoin Kr-Thule... X^D I do get the irony and dangers of such mediums. Its like petting the red dragon. As an infant he is cute and cuddly, but the more it grows the more it feasts and then it breathes, your village and yourself might burn down. But it might give the big nations and their moral zealots and cuckold claqeurs something else to do, than leaving Ukriane powerless in th middle of winter! Eventually the war shall end, and Nurnberg 2 will be held on Mother Russia, and all the nations, who there hesitant to stand with Ukraine! Its a matter of values, whether you want to be in the West or in the East. Perhaps we should relocate all the cheep chinease factories to the middle of America, Colorado; Wyoming; Cansas and Nebraska look nice. ^^ How did Jesus once say: Mat 5:3,5 "Blessed are the poor of spirit, for theirs is the Kingdom of Heaven; blessed are the meek, for they shall inherit the Earth" The reason, why China is doing so well, is because it has amassed all the dirty labour we there too nobel to do ourselves, and that is strangling the West. Start doing dirty labour again. If it bankrupts Iphone for being too expencive, sending a new product on the market every year with minute changes, like a fashion item of haute couture... There are cheeper smart phones on the market than that!! Huawei looks nice, I think I use one, if I remember correctly... or if Elon makes a cheap alternative, what does not spy to any side and allows anon convos. 

So Wouldn't you wanna Isekai into your favourite Anime or Manga and generate it in the domain of Kr-Thule, or try your novel writing idea in there before it finds itself on paper? That would be the uber cosplay. and have real hentai with the adults in the red light districts. So those who wanna onlyfan can also cother themselves. It all has to work inside the narrative. Also people get Hedons for saying NO!! so people don't get too possessive, and those NO's stack up, if somebody is a stalker or a creep and start eventually counting down, how many H per day you loose... Not be obnoxious on top of it, to see how much outrage can there be created. Learn to be responcible and take your life back. Both n reality and entertainment. Its also because I don't like the actor of Hellboy, Ron Perlman sticking things up his ass, to defame and slander Donald Trump. I accept you don't like a POTUS and have political beliefs and standings. I don't judge that. What I do judge, in the spirit of Nietzches philosophy, is that you would spit and piss on your fandom, who maybe isn't all left leaning or into ass-raping themselves. Don't you think, as a fatherly model, some people would find it revulting, if a man your age does such things, says such things without proof, what normally a 15 year old would do? That I do judge!! What do you know about being dirty, actor of Hollywood! Why can't you shut the fuck up and leave yourself some dignity for future roles or pension, but I guess you wanna Tyrion Lannister it up, winning a castle but loosing powerful allies and influence in Westeros, because it was like the advice of Ahitophel deprecated by the advice of Hushai 2 Sam 16:15 - 18:32? Did Epstein Kill himself or did you remove all the pedophiles from this world and from Hollywood? Why should I care about your rant? So anyway in this Kr-Thule real actors like Ricky Gervais and Dave Chapelle could generate real audience despite Netflix and others... To make a real YouTube there the audience and little man can have a say!! Its like go fund me, but through a D&D permalarp. then Amway does Crossmarketing this does crossnetworking and socialisation, the pinnacle of social interactions and tolerance levels exceed. UWU Crypto Nations is the New Frontier -- the question stands, dear Elon Musk, are you in as the Entrepreneur, who paves the way, or are you out, or maybe you wanna buy another Twitter and fix someone elses shit? The way you treat children has a bigger impact, than the way you treat adults. If you are walking nude in your house and at your lawn, then an adult sees you, it may not have an inpact but if a child sees you, it still breaks the law, because give me a break. Its interactive! Its not the same as reading lolihentai by yourself. Mind what interactions you have with children. Especially you, Ron Perlman! And that's coming from the side, who advocates on the age of inanimate avatars, and cannot count Tanyas age correctly being 37 not 9!! Let that sink in. If inanimate avatars get to choose your age, does a child become older, if he takes on the mantel of Einstein? NO! Does he get a PhD from it like through a spell? NO! Does a man become younger, then having a loli alt? Myabe if he is impaired or cosplaying, but not in reality!! Ypu cannot alter your age through fiction. But you can make statements and tell stories impersonating such things. That is the vent and meaning of Crypto Nations and the Establishment of Kr-Thule. I take it, you're intrested, Mr. Musk? Call me! Godspeed! UWU 

Wednesday, November 23, 2022

Transcendence

 Power 

Dance Monkey 

folklore not taught but learned 

Aegishjalmur 

KROWW -- Culling the Weak 

Manipulative Villains 


Before you seek Light, seek darkness; discipline ensues, 

what the eye cannot see -- the grasp cannot touch nor sense. 

Before you seek adulthood, seek infancy -- latent presumes, 

dismiss the mysterious marvel, that is Life -- all it perfumes! 

Like the fragrance of the Spirit, be without a Name; tense 

past -- present -- future. Void of reason and morals; insense... 

Be like Tao, everything by nothing, something by deep blue!! 


Seethe into the depths of the underworlds, relent from the Heavens; 

be like the trickster-god and the mercy of all the seasons boon together. 

No good nor evil, shall be on your table nor dinnerplate, ingrain evens;

odd in its virtues, to the forrest and not to town! The evil eyed Steven -- 

who wards the children playing snowman and snowballs chance liver!! 

Abandon all foresight and abundant scolarly shrewdness, birds of all feather; 

shall flock together on your carrion, as you loose, what you there given... 


Don't be a Hero, but the Villain, who steals fire for the people on Earth; 

make friends with unjust Mammon and loosen the burden and oaths. 

Be like the jester, who shelters the lords from the Kings anger, hearthe 

to the peasants, sending honey and cold water to their soul! Breathe 

into the nostrils of prophets and soothsayers, like a dragon -- growth 

from the ashes into a torrent of fiery hailstorm and brimming youth!! 

Elderly in wisdom while nimble in every step, like a maiden unscathed.... 


Eldrich Horror

Belittle bit of Monika in my life; then men are cucks 

and have no Persona to pack the heat. Summoning-sickness, 

as a swarm of Cerberii is trying to maul you in one fuck!! 

Drawing in cards from different decks, while house of ducks; 

wants to pretence moral high-ground, which got thickness 

from the ogre mommy Tsundere, pummeling the kawaii-pringles. 

What has the right done, but catching L's from V's mouthlocks? 


To witch realm has "The Revolver" shot those lunar ticks; 

who would still ship Xena with Hercules and Joxer's ass -- 

good comedy? I can't see the difference from the clicks, 

I see on Twitter, then people Seethe on Trump, hurling bricks 

on him building walls, still awaiting for the church of glass 

built in between and being the mediator, they acclaimed blass!! 

Eat there your mouth is -- work miles your own bag of tricks. 


What has the left overtured; overlorded and imbued with toxic 

masculinity, like Angus cared about us, searching for Z lost city!! 

Where have you not poured lampoil onto, to empower-hostage 

the takes and raise the stakes with the forks of Hophni's new age 

and Phinehas Universitas Torquemada, believes avocados pretty. 

All devils advocates should form DA and be white russians nitty... 

how could you possibly save your nono square, then thus moxy? 


The center stage -- left - right - alt -- only Sargon of Akkad takes 

it seriously to cut some smiles on your faeces. While costs soar, 

many farewell to broken dreams and Estonian sailors in remakes. 

Urb; Suvari; Sander -- the holy trinity of a better time -- hit the breaks!! 

Plagiarising your own thoughts, nobody wants to Hitch a cock for boars 

in your classroom, as we take you to school for the brainwash Lars, 

Nietzsche would have torn asunder, to Superman for the greater Blake!

Monday, November 21, 2022

What is my business

 Not for good vibrations, but for anxieties distress; 

I digress from the path all traversed -- to find the lost! 

Deep inside the confounds of deaths embrace and grace; 

let me exalt your elf on the shelf, redeem it from defaced 

valued light minded quips of enchantment and host-post. 

A Peace of the heavenly toast, my flesh and blood -- roast!! 

As the devil closes in the distance for the last boasted Masse... 


It dost not matter the Martian court of alms, what want; 

where have you been or there are you to and through! 

Like the solitary oaktree, amidst the torrents of "Can't!" 

"Don't" ; "Won't" let them thunder their devious chants -- 

I will not bow down nor relent, disenchant the bellows. 

Let the Cows of Bashan stampede and trample mellow, 

I will press on for yours truly, give a damn for You Fam!!


 Not for Rest-Safezones,but for ominous seas-transgressions; 

pull me down and lets roam free! The Reaper and Banshee; 

the Gerberos at Baldurs Gate, dragging you back on mission. 

"Let me take you to church and school in the arts of confession!"

Being born again, the natural worn Thriller, I shall instill gleed; 

let me redeem your torment, make you set in the hour of need! 

Be well and respite, spice up your height -- Transform a Scion!!

Variser ja Tölner

 "Tänan sind Jumal, et ma pole kui seesinane! 

Vaata, mu väärikad ohvrid ja koormised; Mina 

su poolt, mitte su vastu, kui need!" mesilane 

neimatöös nõnda end pimedaks nõelab esmaselt... 

"Ole mul, patusel, armulik, Mu Jumal!" valab tina, 

patukahetsuses viimane. Üks sai armu, teisele nina 

kirtsutas Jumal ja häbenes inglite ees Kõigeväeline!! 


Kui palju kordi, olen end leidnud kui Variser, mitt

kui Tölner. Olles uhke, et Jumal mul andis maad. 

Kui palju kordi jäi märkamata lesknaine-orb, tiitel

silme ees virvendas, kui hindama pidin ta riite... 

Seeklit vaagides, Ise alati raskem, teise odavalt saab; 

imestan, kuidas Jeesus veel kannatab minu Mišbat!! 

Oh Jumal, kannata veidi, ma tasun kõik, ole mu kate! 


Oleks ma magusam meest ja tugevam lõvist; et olla 

kui Simsoni mõistatus, Jope ilmutus pühade rajal... 

Kes võiks sind mõista: Austa end, Jeesus, las tulla 

astel mu küljes; ma Ise kui kilp ja mõõk, Navitrolla 

mu tõde ja õigus laiali, nagu Stefanos ennist su kojas!! 

Mis oleks parem, kui surra ja sündida uuest' -- orjaks, 

kuid siiski vabam vabat' meeste rujatud võrdsest Bullast. 


Vaikne hingus, nagu su tulek, kui sa Eelijat kohtasid; 

andsid tal lohtu, kui Iisebel rikkus ta silmad! 

Hirm tuli südames: "Ma üksi järel!" sa lohutasid, 

näitasid põlvi, mis nõtkumata, ikka on tohutu võit! 

Olgu mul meeles see koobas ja kaarnate leib ilmas. 

Et pole muud Issandat ega kiusu ajada aknast pilve 

hüpates -- jäägu ma ikka endaks, kuigi kardan ohtusid... 

Anxiety and Transmission of Self

 Carl Jung and the Value of Anxiety Disorders 

Overcoming Anxiety Carl Jung 


The reason, why we have so many disorders, is because we are afraid  of ourselves! Some people find it a consumable or fashion item, just like some people have to call "gay" in order to look like a mellow artistic persona. The problem about deceiving yourself and the others about your true self, is that you don't find nourishment from the social life, because in a way, you are like a counterfitter. You achieved everything and anything through funny money!! Thus you don't feel sure of yourself and have to clinge to pathos and fervor. 

People, who have children, or still remember their own events of lying at school, or to your parents and friends, also know, how you got caught with reality and your pants down. Liars do two things, what security officers and police watch in their area of work. Either their story line is bloated out and they are too much, or they are too defencive and passive-aggressve, trying to play the victim card. Because you are playing a simulation, you don't really need to think, because it happens naturally... The more you use it, the weaker your thinking muscles and emotions grow. Because you are not using your channels of thought... Just like a man confined to his bed, like in "seven" the  movie, eventually cannot even suffer the opening of the blinds in front of the window, nor can get out of the bed!

 Real life is hard and arduous. It also involves; eating, digesting; shitting and resting! You have to learn it like riding a bike. You can stumble and fall, getting hurt. If you don't trust others and yourself, that is a problem. Thus the suicide rates amongst cults; political or religious denominations and LGBT is the normal state of things. 

The only cure to it, is self-deprecating humour and finding real friends, who support you, in being Yourself, not affirm your creed at your expence. If you really are transitioning from male to female or from female to male, or experience your gayness, you should be able to joke about it, and ignore peoples sass and ridicule. I still respect this Jewish joke, from the Nazi germany time: 

" A Christian Neighbour has invited his poor Jewish friend in on Christmas and is visibly frustrated. After seating the Jew to the table, he presents his case: "I don't get it, I am richer than you and we are both respectful citizens, yet when I sell my Christmas Goose, it gets confiscated by the authorities!" The Jew is feeling sad of hi neighbours dismay and offers condolences asking: "Could I know, how you sell your goose?" The Christian, proud in his manners, shows the 20 Mark Magazine with its 5 Mark add: "Name. Address. Selling Christmas Goose 50 Mark each." Perplexed and with a sad pitty in his eyes, the Jew looks up to the Christian, and shakes his head: "If you do it thus, you deserve your Goose to be confiscated!" Putting the Magazine back on its place, he took the Morning Gazette, showing a cheep 1 Mark add in the lost and found section: "I lost 50 Mark on the Town square. To the honest finder a Christmas Goose, for your trouble." "And how many did you sell?" quipped the disgruntled Christian "What do you know... 5 people found my 50 mark." remarked the Jew unfased!" 

It was in a compendium of like minded jokes. It shows, how much the Jews had to be aware, to even sell a goose, not to mention, minding about the meta, there you are not allowed to profit from your labour. If you can make such a self-deprecating joke, I am helpless towards your bravado, even if a moment ago, I was dismissive and xenophobic, like many Estonians are, towards foreigners and the alien... It comes from the snitching time of Soviet Union, there everybody mistrusted anybody, including their own family and friends!! You constantly had to have three channels of thought -- one for the work; one for the family and one for the public. If you there good, you could afford the fourth for yourself as well... The problem with that is, that you wont rest from sleep, because you have to defragment and detox 3 to 4 channels and not one. And imagine, if you can only sleep 4 to 6 hours, because of reasons. The less personalities you have to juggle around, the better you fare. I fare with 8...9 personalities... I think... so if you want to be as bad ass, you can give it a try, though I don't recommend it. I sometimes have logic and reality gaps because of it. It comes from different conversion rates and frame ratio; saturation etc. No I don't do drugs, I drink coffee and read the bible, that is already strong enough for me... 

To make matters worse, then you are a Christian, this is again my own self-reflection and experience, so if you have some other, you are free to correct me, there I err. El Shaddai, the Lord of Hosts, also known as Yahveh Sebaot, is a God of Law; Order and Attributes. As such you cannot lie in front of the Lord. If you do, you will suffer like King Saul; Nebuchadnezzar and the Pharaoh!! First God will cut you some slack, but eventually, you will be corrupted, in much the same way Akutagawa and Nietzche ended their lives... one in a suicide the other in madness. 

This is said, to the people, who want to attempt being Superman. Just like with Prometheus, bringing fire down from heaven, to allow mortals to make their food, like the gods, and not feed like savage creatures, was punished for his insolence by being chained to the cliff and have Zeus's eagle rip his liver out each day, which would grow back, so the eagle could repeat the process. Your suffering and torment will never relent and seaze, because your venture will never be fulfilled, as long you draw breathe!! You can always want for more, as states Nietzche, though somehow you need to attach that with Psalm 23... 

You have to be in a constant torrent of motion, while being the immovable object beholding everything. You have to come to terms with everything, what takes place inside your mind, not shrug it away, like its nothing. Every single thought pattern must be submitted to your God or moral center. If you don't you will feed the darkness inside you, and make the forces of chaos eventually rip you apart, like the fly inside the vacuum cleaner, then you pull the hose off. 

You must be able to share your experience of Transformation, if you are something, just like Christians, talking about the gospel and their born again expo. If you can't without accusing the other of being phobic and complaining of having issues with it, then that is sus. It reminds of the Power Puff Girls epsode talking about white lies, how they grow into black lies, and take a life of their own... Especially, coming from people, who preach absolute sexual freedom and emancipation!! How can the same person, who wants to indoctrinate and groom children at school, get so anxious and shy, then he/she/it gets approached and questioned? Its never a good idea, of mixing religion with politics, because you cannot verify nor falsify most of claims, coming from there... also people have different ratios, how much they can digest and accept your truth. People habe different ratios of need for Safety, which is another irony, for the woke lecture of safe spaces, while not being safe for work for anybody... If your tolerance is like a cuckoo, pushing the habitual egg out, because you are too sensitive, then you're doing it wrong, and why should people suffer your existance!! Its literally killing their relations; relatives and themselves... Lead by example, and you can expect results, lead by ultimatum and people will fight you head on! 

If you cannot suffer ridicule and derogation, it means, you havent asked those questions from yourself and don't have a modus operandi for them. Can you be taken seriously, in actually converting to your new and true form then? Why should the society perpetuate your inability to face the music, and pretty much torment your existance? We also put pets, who find no owner in the shelter to sleep, because it is humane, perhaps you need the same kind of mercy, if you cannot face Yourself. I do approve euthanasia... 

I deeply wanna respect every solitary individual, that includes the LGBT community -- after they can stand firm for their conviction as do I. If you cannot, without shrouding in the mob mentality, stand alone, don't suffer to come to my den of evil thoughts and contempt... perhaps I am too spicy for ya. Why should I take care and hold hands with your educated helplessness? There are plenty of vegetables hanging around here and there, so I don't need to create more of them, by supporting that kind of intolerance to Thought and Life itself. Either learn to swim or drown! 

If I survived growing up around 2 Scorpios and 1 Aries and 1 Leo. so can you... The trick is evading the sentences: "I can't" ; "I won't!" ; "I'm Tired!" ; "Maybe later!!" ; "Why can't x do it?" because if you program yourself to failure, you shall fail. (The Sith Way) If you want to achieve something, you have to tell Yourself, that you want to achieve it, not that you want to try it, but in actuality, You want to accomplish it! You have to be able to believe and be able to imagine it in the finish line, how you make it!! Then you shall make it. 

Why do you think, the cavemen drew the Mammoth on the wall, before the hunt, and enacted the success? Because for fun?! No, because it raised their confidence and commitment to that quest, to not chicken out of it, for investing so much energy already!! 

 Have a dog in the fight, then get the job done. and then you govern confidence, what makes itrelf heard. If you are hesitant, so is your environment. Be confident and your biggest fan. Then I still had my twitter account, I always liked my own posts, because it was a selfhelp exercize. Be your biggest fan, even if it annoys the crap out of your friends and acquaintances. Perhaps I should reinstate it, now that Trump is back.... Become one with your Quest and trust yourself to your Endevour... (The Jedi Way) not trusting will difuse your credibility. Embrase the potential failure and discipline yourself for the goal, and get in the zone. Just like in Guroko no Basuke. Or like Slade (Your darkness) fucking Raven (your innocense and childlike center) from Teen Titans the clip. If you can't mean business like that, you will fail!! That's how you become a propper adult and a Master of your own Self, if you get past the insestuous relationship in ascending out of your puberty! Gnothi Seauthon. Take care and Godspeed!

Dad Jokes

 *Parental Advisory, you're about to read somebody, who gloryfies DAD JOKES! Explicit content, this is the time to turn back whense you came, you have been admonished, say good-bye to your sense of humour and tolerance levels*... explicit content UWU 

A song made out of Dad Jokes 

The reason, why we old timers tell dad jokes, is not a lack of self criticism and awareness. I can't talk about other countries, but in Estonia, self-deprecation; ironyu and sarcasm, came hand in hand. Also we developed that skill under Soviet sensorship, so it had much of the hindu satjagraha in it. You had to understand subtext you couldn't talk about in the public. You liked the social criticism and the glee, then people finally guessed it, why you told the joke. If you didn't get it, you there'nt in the know, and there treated like the guy pointed at with the teapot in china, or was that japan... I always mess their cultures up. Still some people got 25+5ed!! 25 years you got for the joke and 5 years for telling the joke, because now 2 socialists knew your deviancy, and that made it an organisation!! Oh noo... :o It basically showed, that you there in the inner circle of the family, then you got to the dad jokes. Most socialists had notoriously bad humour. Not even the trans community can compete with that. I guess a certain amount of pathos draws the funny out of you, because you have to constantly be so serious, to prove your case and cannot see yourself in the mirror anymore. And there come the dad jokes in play... to keep your cool; individualism and humanity!! 

Let's talk about the classic soviet Dad Jokes: 

1. The Bread is dirty! 

A Family goes to the mall, and wants to buy bread, but they are ushered to use the paper napkins on the side, to pick one, because the store owner don't like marks on his bread. Little Juku dost not get it and exclaims: "We don't buy dirty bread!" 

Everybody has had this cringe moment in their youths, what showed what age you there. Even I once told that sentence, and now remember it with tears in my eyes. It was part of growing up... 

2. Sing softly into my ear... 

Juku was a dense little boy and didn't get things instantly right; his father was very strict and told him on Christmas. "Listen, Juku, look me in the eye, then I'm talking to you, then you need to go to pee, this is not ok, you say it out loud..." 

Juku: "But what if I really need too, dad?" 

Juhan: "When you need to sing, do you hear me. You need to Sing, so don't upset your grandpa, he had to drive three hours from Tallinn to get here! Respect your elderly!!" 

As the party progressed, Juku had a really bloated bladder from all the food and butter scotch, so he started shyly "Grandpa, I need to sing!" Grandpa was a bit of drowsy and in high spirit. "Uh, what? Not now..." "But I really need to SING!!" gnashed Juku his tooth together. Grandpa mutters in resignation, and gets to his Santa Clause position. "Alright, alright, come closer and sing softly into my ear, that you don't disturb the other guests!" 

I don't think, it needs further plotline harvesting... :o

3. "We're sold out, we don't sell carrots!"

" A Rabbit goes to a hardware store and orders: "Can I have 1 kg of carrots please."

friendly store owner: "Sorry, we're a harware store. We don't sell carrots."

Next day, the rabbit is back: "Can I have 1 Kg carrots please!" 

Flustered store owner: "We don't sell carrots, this is a hardware store!" 

The next day, the rabbit: "Can I have some carrots, pretty please!!" 

Angry store owner: "Now listen, you little shit, you have been pestering me for 3 days already, and asking carrots -- in a hardware store. If I see you again -- in this hardware store -- ordering carrots! I'm gonna take this hammer, and these nails, and punch you on that wall there, right next to the picture of comrad Hruštšov! Do you hear me!!" 

The next day the rabbit was back in a Pioneer uniform and the store owner punches daggers into his presence, awaiting, what could he possibly want. 

The rabbit comes closer, looks around and asks in a coy manner. "Uh, can I have one hammer and 1 kg nails, please..." wink wink. The store owner is taken by surprise and blushes: "We're sorry... you see, we're sold out and waiting for the next patch..." 

"Oh in that case..." gets the rabbit psyched "Can I have 1 Kg carrots please?" 

The store owner looses his shit and takes his special sledge hammer from under the counter and some really big 15.24 cm nails and hammers, the rabbit next to the promised place with comrad Hruštšov, the fram slightly tilted from the commosion. He goes to do his business and forgets about the rabbit. The rabbit asks the picture, "So, did you ask for carrots too, and how long is the regular detention rate around here like?" 

The point, why this joke was so funny, is because of deficit, but a Soviet store never ran out of stock, even if they did, you could not admit that; also they had always something under the counter, for VIP customers. The other point was, due to snitches, you never knew which customer was KGB you had to be on your best behaviour, so even then a brat gave you sass, you never encountered such a store owner more than once, because he quickly disappeared to the gulag afterwards. It was a pride and reputation thing. And you definetely didn't go with a sledge hammer against the same wall an important figures painting was, because if the  frame got a knick or god forbid, the glass broke, you could not fix it, because the glasser, was duty and honour bound to report you, and you had to explain, why did the picture fall down. Is this some kind of co op against the Communism? Are you a counter revolutionary?? etc. Also it had to be leveled, because that was reported too, not to mention, if you forgat to dust it!! Before I forget, you could not molest a pioneer, because they there the "children of Stalin" it was like muscling the cow in India... That kind of serious affront was only allowed to Communist loyal mainliner war veterans, then a child needed to pick up the candy wrapper, he was standing next to, which was the only case, they had no rights... even then they didn't throw down. Or give up their seat in the bus...  Also you could not pee in the holy fire. Aside from that, you could do nothing to a Pioneer! The carrots there a known euphemism for jewelery, for socialists don't wear them, though comrad Leonid Brezhnev was infamous about that. But he was allowed, because he was the first Communist, the Premier Secretary!! -- He was such a famous War Hero, that he only missed out on 2 badges, which is a joke in on itself. The first was the badge of brave female fighter pilots and the other was the badge of honour for communist mothers of the year, for birthing and raising 6+ children!! -- So gold shops had it hard. It was like a gun store at the amish convent. You had to make really shrewd excuses, how and why to keep your business. One slip up, and you there done, and some comrad put up shop at your place. You always sold, what ever the higher ups wanted to buy from you, for "No!" meant death penalty. 

4. "Stop, or I'll shoot!" 

A soldier does a routine check up at the road, and an elderly couple stops respectfully. Everything goes smoothly, and they are off to resume their journey as ordered. Then suddenly the angry soldier starts chasing the car by foot, waving his hands and yelling. 

"Stoy, Stoy, Streljat budu!!" 

The car and the frightened elderly couple stop, awaiting for the verdict. The soldier casually walks to the back of the car, and opens the back seat door and takes out the AK47 he forgat, while checking the car. "All clear, you can drive now!!" 

You there always wrong, and the KGB; Police or any operative was always right, no matter how stupid their orders there. That sparked the blue cups scandal in Russia then a FSB hummer, killed an elderly and was not charged for it. That's why the operatives there so sloppy, aside from some cases, there was no oversight. You there God in the Soviet Union!! As long you didn't violate any nono's you could do anything. Just read te Gulag Archipelago" by Solsenitsõn

Thank you for your time, and have a nice day! <3 ^^ OVO


Sunday, November 20, 2022

Water down

 Beyond the Black -- Beneath the Blackened Sky 

Show your style 

Frere Jacques

The Heroes are lost in thought and shrouded in mystery; 

as the words of Daily Prophets sing hatred towards the enemy. 

Love thy henchman, like Yourself, Pharisee of old, ma Cherie! 

Mon frere, qui condamnes-vouz le publicain, haut contraire... 

As all the toolboxes and Pet shop boys sing "Frere Jacques" puny 

woke blue checkmark, take the log out of yours, before pruning 

the thorn in the side of the De Will!! Dormez-Vouz let go, mercy!! 


Dashed in the heart of Cercei, watering down the enemies slight 

of hand, fornicated ills. Love thy enemies, and pray for them duely; 

to cast hot coals on the pot above their heads, to make repent tonight! 

That is the chosen valour of a true servant of god and Statesman right! 

What dost it matter, left or right; straight-gay, we all bleed red cruelly!! 

God shall see and punish the wicked, but let us rejoin in Heaven, Hoodies; 

may you find peace in your mourning and may your tears quenched, Fight! 


Are you ready to Love, with Loving-Kindness at the end of the line, open 

your heart and hands to the forsaken and the sinner? On the green mile, 

to those, who are condemned, to bring them back from their folly glen. 

Let none be flushed down the drain of hatred and loathesome covens... 

You are your own Personal Saviour and Jesus Christ there you at the Rhine! 

Take heed and remember to water the lawn with your tears and sweat in kind; 

lead by example, as you come for the festivities and Christmas Tennison Gwen. 

Kes elab mõõgale, sureb mõõgale!

 GMV -- the Storm 

Legends never die 

Within Temptation -- Murder

Miks on nõnda, kui Hooranaine peseb Jeesuse pead, 

kui käsusulane vahistab Ketsemanis Pühakut, raiud! 

Muul ajal, pole ühtki meest -- pole õige näha vead... 

Kes elab mõõgale, sureb mõõgale -- seda tea: 

Kui sina neimad: "Hunt, Hunt, Ise tegi!" karjus; 

varsti pead jätma oma loorberipärja leinavarjus. 

Autu on võtta kasu teiste kannatustes, kui liisku sead!! 


Juudased Iskariotist, parimad Ligimesed, kõrvaldavad 

kukrust, mis neile vaja, silmakirjaks räägivad kehvast! 

Peetrus raiub sekka, kuid kui paganad istuvad tavas 

lauda, jookseb variseride hirmus eemale, kuni vaba 

radikaal Saulusest ristib Pauluseks Jope ilmutus, enda!! 

Aita oma ligimest, mitte tänavanurgas ja koirohus venda; 

vaid ka seal, kus parem ja vasak käsi ei näe part ei raba... 


Kui hõbeseeklid langevad valimispäeval, mõned üles 

minejad vaatavad kiivalt Taavetile, kas tema Joonatani 

sõber? Või kas saab teda püüda, et vana naine ütles: 

"Kuningas Saul tappis oma tuhat, Taavet 10K!!" Mes 

Kurjad vaimud vaagimas oma ligimest Arkaadias Hani, 

kuidas loomafarmis tuua endal Underwoodi kaardi-Mani!! 

Kõik ei ole kuld, mis hiilgab ega hõbesuu õige Hüljes... 


Alati Valmis, nagu pioneerid ennevanasti ja metsavennad; 

noorkotkad, kodutütred ning muud sulelised -- mõista hukka. 

Kui tuled naabri manu oma seaduseraamatuga, kiusaja kena, 

ei päri su neim õigust ei tõde! Mäleta Jumal, pisaraid -- Sina 

ei löö kedagi teise kannatusega, vaid mõistad õiglaselt lukku. 

Paaduta nende südamed ja vii eksi nende rajad, kes ei tuku 

oma ligimese verd valamast, et nad teistmoodi velled hellad!! 

Laula Laula, Linnukene

 Some kind of Monster 

Arcane -- Bones 

Lacuna Coil -- Apocalypse 

Hela -- Paint it Black 

Beyond the Black -- Parade 

GMV -- Do Bad Well 


Laula, Laula, Linnukene, tormilindu, walgekaaren; 

ütle, mis on sinul muret, kõrtsmikule -- salajale. 

Nurga taga, pargi pingil; seal, kus Kajakad klaarem 

oma helgeid palgeid, sinu kohal pirruvalgel vaagem... 

Pelgurannas täiuslikku otsida võiks Ahjualune; 

uimas Raevusõdalashinge sohilapsed selitavad sajale! 

Kui kilbid said puretud ja mõõgad taotud wale-kaares. 


Vikerlased hõbevalged, vaates taha unustavad; 

Valget Laeva Meie Rei'd Augustid august leid!! 

kui kirnuks piima Keefir, oma kurjal pilgul Vanad. 

Pagan, kristlane ja paneel -- mis on vahet Kanal; 

vaheta või järka vahel, peatult paristajal seitleid 

seades, on mõõdunöör mõõdikul, kui Kitt peitleid 

lennutab all pool veepiire; vampiire; rapiire -- Sabat!!


Ai, Ai, Krabat, kuhu kratt pani Aakani hõbeda, maha; 

lasin end kuulutada kriitiliseks Q-tõrvajaks, teoloogiks. 

Kõik mu blogid ja demakoogid, demiurgitsesid aiataha. 

Kes sai aiast, kes aiavahest sealihast ahju lakke lahkas; 

ei teadnud seda hullust neimas määrata, kui sauna toobris

viha vihtus leinakase lehtedes Vanapagana saunast kooli... 

Mingem üles mägedele, et peatada mustlane, kuid Raha -- 


Mul Kuu pilet juba käes, Winnetou jälgedes katki põlv; 

pension rikkis, kes küll oma Koljati vahele tikkis, Hitt. 

Mustad rüütlid, peatute hobude seltsimehed -- jõuõlg: 

kus on sinu Auvõlg ja pühendusepalang, Seto Püha Sõlg 

roiskunud õleks on vaetud, kui Hallid kirvenäos sütt -- 

Must, Walge, Punane -- mis seal vahet, kui tunnistus mutt. 

Onu Mägra Majas kokku loeb kommid & pommid Põlg!! 


Waata, Waata, kas see pole mitte Walgekaaren -- sinu komeet! 

see kelmikas kojanarr ja tipult tipule astuv Alpinist Hotellis. 

Otsides piletit Californiasse et tõurastada oma Rasta kommet; 

olla rohkem neeger, kui ükski pärdik, ei näe; kuule; ütle "Komet!" 

Mats alati on tubli mees, kui mõisnikud köit lohistades tellist 

helistavad Kalevipojale põrguväravas, kas kultuurikatlas sellist 

kohta ka oleks, mis poleks trööbatud Salli Matusega tõrva Mett!! 


Vanad Rebased vanapaganate retsimisel, kui lambad said söönuks; 

julged hundid jäid samuti terveks -- saadeti tagasi Külmkambrisse! 

Rind oli rasvane, kui Jänes jõi šampust, pilgutades silma rõõmuks, 

et Ülemees tema ette kohtu sai veetud, ja üliinimlikud mõista sõõmuks, 

mis saladus on, pärl sai Sead ja Koerad pöörduma Bayonetta Umbrasse!! 

Rebime kildu kaheks ja kolmeks, et ligimesel võrdselt pahem kasse 

kollaseid ning halle, paitada vaates Passis ID ja Ego, Lehmasitt-löön-UPS. 


Keeme kiivalt, kui keegi parem naabrist, või parem kokk tema memm; 

musi varastame isegi Vikatimehelt, saates võla võõrale mehele Nõkku. 

Nii kaua, kui nimed kattuvad ja vaated sättuvad -- tulevik helge Nõmm. 

Lilledes tantsides ringi, tingid tanguvad Üksikuid Hunte, ühte vakku. 

Kui nägu piisavalt kasti tambitud ja luukere kapis, koerad lakku. 

Laika ikka ulub Kuule oode, selja taga teritab kiini üks-sarvikule makku; 

kes veel õiglasem kõige nõrgemale kingitusi valides, astu üles, Klemm!

Minu Väärtus II

 (Inspireeritud sõrmuse valmist Tolkien) 

Minu Väärtus -- see omal teel, kõnnib riukalt koidu eel; 

Minu Tahe salalik -- Saadik tulles saatuslik! 

Mida toob meel omal teel; palju mõtteid mõlgub veel; 

väravas kõik seletab, mäletab ja sallib reel... 

Minu Väärtus -- Tulekeel! Siis kui ilm on Paatoslik; 

vabadus ja vastutus; Tõde -- Õigus, parisnik. 

Kes su hobu, kes su vend, kes on Elevant või Beel!! 


Minu Väärtus -- vaenlane, salvab lootust Pärjale; 

Riiukukeks õiglasel, tujurikkeks Ausale... 

Mida toob kihk võõralt maalt, rohi rohim Märjale; 

Rohirimi-näljane, tihti eksib Praaga-Härjale. 

Tillist tõmbes; ninast veetud -- palgid silmis kiusame; 

endi omis küljes heitu -- kuradit me siuname!! 

Ainult see võib minna Thule', kes au andnud Pärijale. 


Minu Väärtus -- kohtlane, Puulane ja Tohtlane; 

siis ,kui Kaval-Antsul plaan, teha maast Arkadia!! 

Rehepapp, Äi tule appi, vae nüüd hõbe; tinaks vene: 

Tahe karjus ennast kappi, tapis kommunist paganale! 

Mardus meius, kihla neimas, mõisad vaeti ärkli neidus... 

Nõid, see ristitud sai seina, abielu ikka leinab Tarka tea!! 

Meelespea põldudel huulde, hambus suuvooder Pohlake. 

Parel-noise

 (Parel-noise = Paranoid+parallel+noise) 

Adjacent to slumber, the navel gazed its work cut out; 

parenthesis to synthetic constructs of prolegomenon. 

Sine qua non the plus ultra had to make some noise... 

Parallel meanings of the same old song, of ugly duckling; 

wanting to become a White Raven, transient in the folly. 

What dost think itself enlightened then there is no spoon?

Wisdom and the Minotaur

 The passage to Wisdom is like the Minotaur and the Maze; 

your goal is to goade people deeper inside, to face the Monster! 

In the Zone, you don't find a way out, but a way in unfazed 

by the shadows on the Wall, and the gossip of those, laced 

in fine garment, never havent trod on those foxholes by consent!! 

Be Enlightened and Know Yourself, while rootbeer watered instant... 

Value begets Pain; Misunderstanding and Advercity crazed! 


As You face the Minotaur, You are combatting your Dark Self; 

the ghost of Past. the Present and the Future!! Behold the Raven, 

he dost sow nor reep, but he gets nourished by the Lord in good health! 

Behold, the flowers, how well dressed and elegant they are in wealth -- 

but for one day, then they become dust in the wind, forgetting driven 

paths, the passion they influenced... Be like a Woman, who brings wyverns, 

to wash your feet; hands and head, with the venom of dragons and Stealth!! 


A Poet, like Public Enemy Nr. One; the Terrorist of Meaning and Truthulness; 

for ideals don't live amongst mortal men, but those, who possess themselves, 

to follow their lead! Wisdom and Freedom are bled and swet out, Faithfulness 

to the Craft, to take your own cross and move on, slapping Pay through Mess!! 

The Holy Masse, Paris still deserves, absolve yourself of fervored Ing halfes; 

but befriend the darkness, to make amends. Make friends with Mammon scalps; 

to be received in the Hallowed Halls, be loyal in the least, become Virtuouso Chess!!

How to act out a lord

 The language of Creation 

We're all like gods, or like lords, because we live in a Society, which is better than living in anarchy. We have knowledge; the understanding between meaning and fact. Then people start playing around with meaning and fact, as though, the social media owners are Parents, while their users and participants, like children, then it kinda dimishes access to meaning and fact, because, what previously was transparent, becomes ominous and dark; shrouded in mystery, what only the Augur could understand and comprehend. Can you talk then about self expression -- because you don't talk back to your parents, but receive their culture and teachings. Do I do that on this as well. Receiving Bloggers paental guidelines and reprimands. Because people are unable to understand poetry and polemics! It is meant to spark the conversation!! 

How do you trust the wording of Social media, and their guidelines, who fails to tell their users, what they do right or wrong, while hitting them with the entire law book, "We find your take problematic, because we stand for those rules!" What does that mean? There is a reason, why in the court, the accused, has the right to know his accuser and what he is accused off. Imagine, if somebody breaks one law, lets say, he Jaywalked, but he will also be charged for drunken driving; hit and running; boosting his car etc. because its adjacent to his probable crime, asking the accused to incriminate himself. If the Moderator can't even say clearly, what the problem is, how can you understand and trust such judgment? 

I know, what the problem was, in Sensitizing Ichabod. I don't mind seeing the red triangle on it, because I treat it an honest accounting, like the cutting off a thinger in Game of Thrones, then a person was smugling but not being the pirate!! How else do you condemn violence; propaganda and abuse of religion, in glorifying your reasons for going to war? This is the very reason, we repeat those mistakes, and why wars keep on happening. Because there is always a fence around meaning and fact, then there is somebody, who claims. "If you come adjacent to this fence, you're adjacent to Treason and Transgression -- don't eat from the evil tree etc." The problem is, while we're like lords, we are still humans and err. Nobody should take office, to judge under democracy, who is adjacent to glorifying violence or abuse, just because they didn't like the way, condemnation took place...

Prove your case, that something was wrong, not slap around with the rulebook... 

Edward the VIII the duke of Windsor, who abdicated over a commoner wife, he could not deny himself, but which denied him the crown. Because then you become the King, you should act out your royalty. But Edward could not, so he pushed that burden to his stuttering and inconfident brother, who ended up doing a good job. BUT, the duke got offended, because he wanted both sides. To Marry the commoner, and stay the King, uplifting Ms. Simpson to royalty. Thus he went to Nazi Germany, who alone would condone his take on, how to act out as Royalty! It should be regarded as a bribe, but Edward was too proud and stupid, to understand that. That he cannot fraternize with the enemy like that... All those actions, alienated him from his family; crown and the state, resulting in him being regarded as the enemy of the crown and the fabric of the Nation!! 

Then a Social environment uses sensorship, but laces it as, "You got adjacent to meaning and fact! because we find your take problematic. Maybe it abused children! Maybe it gloryfied violence! Maybe it lead to monetized content (do I get paid for my poetry??) Maybe it threattened somebody; offended somebody etc.!! Who gets to hold the ruler and state that? Is the Terminator offensive and glorifying violence, because that kind of technology is no longer something of science fiction. Its talking about a grooming event, there the mother sends a picture to the future, so the son could find dad and send it to the past, to woo his mother! How would that look under the Blogger guidelines, if the Terminator would be created as a blog? Which age bracket could have access to it? -- Our knowledge of drones becomes ever more and vast. -- If you don't say directly, you withhold information and deny meaning. Such conduct is a form of white lying and offering negative bribes. Because you propose bad faith. Art is meant to be controversial and be on the fringe, at the edge of meaning and truth. This is the very reason, why Democracy is betters than Autocracy!! And why we don't have aristocrats warding over us, giving us parental rules, while not following themself. For what is allowed to the parent, is not allowed to the child. 

How else to use rhetorics and polemics, then you cannot quote Youtube videos about Nazi propaganda, and how they saw themselves answering D-Day, to avoid doing the same folly? If its good enough to be a video on Youtube, it must also be good enough to be fair used, in intrest of argument and narration. 

How else to write poetic denials for War, then you see people perpetuating the same mistakes, and taking God as their war flag into the conflict, making it more harder to find a non escalated solution? 

That was the very reason, the Pharisees, there offended of Jesus Christ, then He taught the peasants, how to turn the other cheek, because it gave them a nuke to evade paying their loans back, because smiting the other cheek, meant cursing god, and was punished by stoning to death. Authoritarians are by default offended, then people  make use of their Rights and Freedoms!! Please tell me about it, like I am a 6 year old (Philadelphia)

Are we having a turn the other cheek moment here now? Do we have Freedom of Speech on this Blog or not? I am writing Christian Poetry and content, for myself and to people to love or hate, or amuse themselves, as people so choose, in accordance to the Law. Could you figure that out already. :o 

Have a nice day, and take care. UWU